Careless Whispers - Shannon Perkins (open ebook txt) 📗

were available." Rael had whispered into my ear, tone so husky it made my body tremble with need. His arms soon followed, wrapping around my thin waist to pull me closer, hips against hips. I needed him. Now.

My hues lifted up to lock their gaze on his face, taking in the sight of his tousled black hair, the green eyes that could take someone's breath away. I put a hand on his heart that was pounding strongly without hesitation. "I'm always available when it comes to you." I managed to say, making him smile at the Romanian accent that filled my anxious tone.

"May I come in or are we just going to stand here?" His chuckle was music to my ears.

"Oh, right. Come in." I untangled myself from his body and took a few steps back, watching him as he mimicked my movements, shutting the door with his hip.

There was tension between he and I and I loved every last minute. But, I must be polite right? I can't just hop all over him. I part my plush lips to say something but they were suddenly occupied with his, sending electricity through my body along with his. A low, needy moan was muffled into the kiss which belonged to me for once.

"We'll talk after. I need you." He murmured as he trailed his lips down my jawline and neck, letting his tongue caress the nerves that lined my flesh. God, it felt so good just to feel him against my body. Lust had consumed our brains, and if you want to be all sappy, our hearts as well. One Lust Filled Moment

With a loud thump, we were both on my living room floor, bare bodies tangled together in the heat. I felt his hands trail own my sides and to my hips. We didn't play around much, we just got right to it.

"My Kadira... Such a sexy girl, every flaw so perfect." He whispered breathlessly, his hot breath hitting my neck, sending shivers throughout my body.

"Rael..." I heard myself say, the words falling clumsily into the atmosphere almost inaudible as he pulled my lower half closer to his large, throbbing need. The only thing heard was my jagged breathing as he pushed into my moist entrance, his member instantly being massaged by the plush inner walls. His arms wrapped around my waist as my back arched, both of use letting out a low groan of delight.

His thrusts were firm yet slow as he pounded himself up into that sensitive spot that adored. A soft moan emitting from my lips as he took one pink, dusty nipple into his mouth, his tongue swirling around it as it stood erect. A little suction added until he released, a small 'pop' sound made.

"A-Ah... Rael, yes." I moaned out as he moved to the next nipple, his eyes lifting to look at my flushed face, his thrusts then growing fast, rough to the point where my backside was rubbing against the rough carpet, a burn guaranteed. Each time he plunged into me, he would grunt and pant, beads of sweat coating our flesh as we worked out our need for one another. Within minutes, our pleasured noises increased in volume, filling the room as we grew closer and closer to the one thing we were dying for.

Release...

With a gasp and a shutter, his need throbbed until he released his seed within me, his mouth slightly ajar as he kept thrusting through his orgasm, trying to fill me as well. With a few more rough thrusts and a finger caressing my clit, my back arched, my inner walls throbbed until my own warm juices were released, hips bucking with a loud moan here and there until the pleasure disappeared, leaving us sweaty and drained.


After we had calmed down, I faced him, a grin sewn across my discolored face. He laughed lowly and pulled me close for a moment or two, just laying there in bliss. We were content, I mean, wouldn't you be content? I just slept with the man of my dreams, even though we had done so many times before.

"What's new, Kadira?" He broke the silence which made me look up at him and shrug my shoulders before letting them slum once more.

"Nothing. Fighting my nightmares and looking for that wretched creature." My tone was harsh, whenever I mentioned her, my heart would turn to stone. I loved her. I hated her. I couldn't really make up my mind.

"Kadira, it's been two years, don't you think you should give up?" He pressed his lips against my temple in case I would get offended, Oh, he knew me all too well.

"...No. I want my revenge and I will not be satisfied until I get it, don't you understand?"

"What if I satisfy everyday?" He was the one grinning now, I couldn't help but force myself to smile.

"Perhaps. Hit me up with that offer later and we'll see." I winked at him then lifted my sore body up to search for our clothes that had been misplaced in the frantic need to have each other.

"But really, you need to give up. I don't want you to stress." He said after I had thrown his clothes at him with a little too much fore since he staggered back.

I shrugged the dress back on then retreated to the kitchen to prepare us both a glass of wine, grabbing the bottle and the tow delicate glasses. I filled mine to the brim and his halfway, I could handle alcohol, he could now. He was an idiot while drunk, just take my word for it.

He soon came to my side and picked the glass up to take a sip. As soon as my glass reached my lips, I chugged the drink, letting it slide down my throat then set the glass down with a sigh.

"You know, I don't know how I feel about her." I whispered in a short tone, turning away to look at the mirror to the left of me, my hair a complete mess.

"I understand how you feel. You know how many girls I've been through." He smoothed my hair out then his own, sadness filling his green optics which only made me slightly upset.

"Don't remind me. I hated-" I was cut off by his beeper that was attached to his pants. With a huff, he pulled the annoying device off his pant loop and shook his head.

"Work needs me. I'll call you later. Sorry to cut this visit short." With just a peck on my forehead and a hug he was gone and I was alone.

Betrayed

Hours had passed since the steamy visit with Rael, there was not one call, not one text since then. Suspicion had raced throughout my body just then, and before I knew it, my car keys were in my hand and I was walking out the door. With a few long strides, I approached the black, glassy looking vehicle that glistened under the low moon light. I slammed my key into the ignition and sped off toward the apartment complexes that were just down the street and around the corner.

It only took five minutes, I could have jogged, but my mind was too foggy, coated with lust and love that I had for Rael. I pulled myself out of y car, not even bothering to cut the engine. I ran, up the three staircases and to apartment number 6. I twisted the rusty, silver knob and pressed my body against the wood, opening it only to pick up the sounds of breathless moans coming from his bedroom.

"Please, let that be porn..." I whispered, walking up to his open door, my eyes falling on two forms on the bed, one on top of the other, moving their hips in a perfect rhythm.

He must have heard my gasp, because he turned, and when he did, he was another person deep inside, a person I did not know, I only knew him from the outside. "Kadira, what are you do-"

His words were drowned out by the crackling thunder. With a swift turn, I was out of the room, tears blurring my vision. I staggered out into the stormy night, tripping down the cement stairs until I was out in the pouring rain.

"Kadira!" His soft voice filled my ears, but tugged at my heart roughly. A firm hand then fell on my shoulder and forced me to turn.

"I... I loved you... I know I never said it, and now that I did, I regret falling for a disgusting pig like you!" My words whipped him across the face, they were powerful and I knew just then that I hit him. Hard.

"You don't know-" He was cut off by the thunder once more, and by the time he went to repeat himself, I was gone and in my car, speeding away, racing home to drown in my sorrows once more.

Forgiven Encounters

The sound of drizzling rain spraying over the mansion had woken me up, reviving the painful memories that I had witnessed just days before. Rael... His name echoed throughout my mind, and no matter how upset I was, his name sent sparks through my immortal being, making my heart thump restlessly against my heaving chest. I was thrown out of my thoughts by the annoying ping! noise that chimed against the thick glass on my window. My legs, that felt so