Dominate me by Julia Romush (best e reader for epub TXT) 📗

Everything froze in my chest ... and I couldn't understand why it took my breath away. Because of this man's impudence, or because I realized he wasn't kicking me out.  

It's unlikely he'd do that with an unnecessary ... object.  

This meant that in spite of everything, he decided to continue our strange relationship. It was good, just great ...  
I just didn't know how to deal with him next.  

There used to be hatred flavored burning incomprehensible emotions. Yesterday afternoon there was anger that in the place of my patron of all possible men on Earth he should have been, and after last night everything was transformed into inconvenience.  

How should I treat him next after what was ... and what was not?!  

What should I do next time we meet and be alone? How to feel after he behaved? And what did that mean?!  

The fact that he withdrew when he learned that I had not slept with anyone before him. Although I saw that it was not easy for him. Simply because he was a healthy, full-fledged man with his own needs and desires.  

What did the painkiller mean in the morning? Care? The word had nothing to do with Artem's image, but I could find no other explanation for his actions.  

Our agreement did not provide for any feelings, but I began to feel grateful and ... something else. Something seemed to melt and warm in my soul when I thought about him and all this.  

"We have arrived", said Alexander, when he suddenly stopped near a small stylish building with a sign "Medical Center"  

"Come on, name your last name and all. You will be accepted. I will wait here." 

"Thank you", I said mechanically as I got out of the car and went hesitantly into the center. I could hardly talk to them before, it is unlikely that I, with the lack of intimate life, would be interesting to them as a patient.  

"Good afternoon", helpfully said at the reception, "tell me your name , and we will take you to the office."  

"Lubimova", the girl smiled sweetly at me and began to find something on the computer.  

"Please", she showed me the direction with his hand, "the doctor is waiting for you. This is the first door. Right here."  

It wasn't easy for me to go close. I tried to delay this moment as long as possible, but as they say, the time has come.  

"Come on in", came the door as soon as I knocked. When I opened the door, I saw a good-natured old woman.  

It's good that the doctor was a woman. Of course, they say that doctors at work are asexual beings, but it would be awful for me to undress in front of a stranger...  

"Good afternoon", I was booked for your reception, "but I do not quite understand ...". I muttered, not knowing why I'm here. 

"It's all right, sweetheart", the woman said softly, "I understand everything and ... I know. I was warned." 

Her words made it easier.  

"You undress and lie down on a chair", she looked towards the terrible unit, "and, most importantly, don't be nervous. It's only natural, and we all go through this."

During the review, I tried to mentally step away and think of something else.  

"That's it", the doctor smiled, taking off his gloves, "we're done. You can get dressed." 

"And how?". It took a minute, and I didn't know what to think. 

"Nothing was damaged. Your husband shouldn't have been so worried ..."  

She went to fill out some forms, and I ... got confused.  

So, Artem was worried about me? 

"Thank you", I said when I got dressed and went to the exit, when the doctor's voice stopped me:  

"Honey, where are you ... we're not done yet. There is something else that Mr.Klimov asked for …"