Contract Marriage by Ashleh Queen (novels to read .TXT) 📗

She nodded hurriedly without thinking much.

"Good." He said. 
"I have one more request." He said while taking his mouth near to hers. She got worried again.

"Say something nice about me. Now." He said and she looked at him confused. She didn't know what to say but she was also aware that she can't make him wait.

"What do you wanna hear?" She asked still sobbing.

He looked at her lips and then to her eyes. "Well, I will like to hear that I was amazing and you will love to do it again." He said with humor in his eyes.

"You were amazing and I will love to do it again." She said in between her sobs.

"Good. So you wanna sleep or what?" He asked casually. Her face had this surprised look. She still can't believe that she is off the hook. You gotta run before morning. Her mind yelled.

"I mean any night hygienes, you wanna do. Feel free."He told her while getting off of her.

She just lay there. Trying to catch her breath. While he leans on the headboard.

After five or more minutes she tried to get up. She turned to look at him. He was staring at her. Like there was nothing else to do for him. She looked down at her legs nervously. "I-I will take a shower." She said and was about to get out of the bed.

"Stop. Come here." He said making her jump.

She mentally screamed at herself to move and go to him. Her breathing became erratic again. She started moving to him. When she was close enough he caught her arm and make her face close to his face. He gave a peck on her lips.

"You are not going anywhere. Forget the shower." He said and she blinked in confusion. "I want you to think about me all night." He came close and whisper in her ear. With this, he caught the blanket and get inside. After that he lift it a little and motioned her to slip in. She gulped hard. Grab the blanket and lay beside him.

He turned away and switched off the lights and the side lamp on his side. She took the time to curl her knees to her chest.

He turned back to find her curled. A smirk appeared on his face. He placed one hand on her knees. She knew what he meant. And she straightened herself.

"Good girl." He gave her a compliment while his lips came so close to hers. He kissed them. His hand traveled to her breast. In the next moment, he was on her again taking her by surprise. Not breaking the kiss he switched off the other lamp and get off of her, leaving her breathless once again.

It was dark. She couldn't see him but she could feel his breath on her face.

"Just hug me tight and sleep for now." saying that he caught her arm and put it around his body. His mouth was so close to hers. With this, he put his arm around her body and squeezed her tight. Then he started caressing her back. How I am ever gonna escape like this? She thought. Just try not to sleep. And wait for him to sleep. She told herself. But it was not the only thing in her mind. Her nipples were squeezed against his hard chest. His bulge was touching her thighs. Her hand was on his body while his face was buried in her neck. She felt suffocated.

After some five or more minutes she felt his body relaxed and his breath even. She didn't dare to stir. She decided to wait for him to change the posture. Her nerves got relaxed and suffocation dissipated. While waiting her mind thought about all the incident.

Why me? What I have done wrong? I gotta run but where I will go? He always appeared somehow. What he will do if he caught me again? It's not like he loves me. He only wants me for his lewd desires. He called me soiled. He is so disgusting and I know it is not my fault but it's true that he had soiled me. I can't undo something like this ever. I couldn't save myself. I bed down with someone and let him had his way. What kind of woman does it make me now? I give in to pain. There are women who will kill themselves to save their dignity. Only if I could have bear more or tried more. Guilt was eating her poor soul. 

What if somebody came to know about this? What if my family come to know about this? Will they ever believe me that I didn't want this. No, they won't. And there were so many what if's in her mind but what if she could not run out of here?

"What? You are not tired now." He said and her stomach dropped with fear. 
He came to her mouth and caught her lips in his lips. "Just sleep before I change my mind." He broke the kiss and said.

It was when she changed her plans. She decided to sleep for now and planned to get up before him. But what if I couldn't. You can't lose this chance. You have to. And he doesn't seem like a morning person. She thought.

It was such a long day for her. She was so sore and it didn't take long for sleep to take over her.

He felt her hold relaxed and knew she slept already. She was in his arms. Tomorrow seems promising. But I wish she could be bolder. He thought.

Their first Night passed. The sun rose up waking up the whole city. He woke up. The sunlight was seeping through the curtains. He just lay there for a while but when he moved he felt something around his body. He removed the blanket to find Jane's face over his chest and her arm wrapped on his body. 

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