"Unwanted Attention" - Midnight Moon (best biographies to read .txt) 📗

over my feet as if I was drunk all over again. I couldn't see shit.

All I could see wher blured spots dancing around my vision. 

Suddenly My body became heavier and heavier.

all of a sudden I plundged into darkness. 

 

 

chapter 6: Breakdown (Noah's) point of view &(Rem's) point of view

 As Im drying myself off and putting clothes on I hear a thud as if someone fell. I quickly put my boxers on and sprinted out to the theater room.

Rem ! I say worried 

There laying on the floor unconscious, It was Rem. 

I suddenly fall to my knees trying to grasp what happend then realized I need to get her on the bed. 

I pick her up bridal style as her arms hang while I'm walking her to the bed.

Setting her down I prop her head up with a pillow gentel not to hurt her more.  

I walked off grabing a wet rag and some ice from the freezer. I set down the ice on my nightstand on her side of the bed. 

I just gentely dab the wet rag on her forhead. every hour or so I would re-wet the rag for her. she was hot to the touch. after another hour went by I walked over to my side of the bed and layed next to her. I watched her sleep, making sure she was breathing every so often. I Honestly felt like a creeper I suddenly felt drained, I closed my eyes suddenly drifting off to sleep.

(Rem) I wake up suddenly to a loud snoring noise, as I look over to where the noise was coming from, Noah was sleeping, he looked peaceful when he slept. I watched him breath in and out, alright get a grip Rem, you look like a fucking stalker I say in my head, My eyes stoped at his lips as I bite my lip, I so wanted to kiss Noah right then and there,but I'm not going to let myself do that. I suddenly looked at his stomach, the perfect body is what I call that i thought to myself, Noah had a 8 pack, it was from all that work out from baketball practice it really did suit him well. Oh my god I'm totally checking out my best freind. This cant be happening, welp I screwed. I couldent look away from his 8 pack I really just wanted to touch them. I slowly move closer to Noah, trying not to wake him. My hand flew gently to his chest. I could feel his heartbeat, the muscles where so firm it was inremarkable. I suddenly realized Noah only had boxers on. Looking away As I started to blush. god I wanted to kiss him so badly. I traced his 8 pack, My god Noah was truly hot. I just wanted to touch his hair it looked soo soft, his blonde hair was toussled and damp from the shower earlier. My hands still tracing down his 8 pack stopped suddenly, where his hairline disappears underneath his boxers. My fingers tingled with antipaction. Why did it take me so long to realize Noah was perfect. Noah was everything I looked for in a guy, he was kind, loyal,smart, trusting, artistic,funny,handsome, supportive and understanding. 

As if hearing my thoughts Noah wakes up, and just smiles at me with a boyish grin.

what? I say playfully 

oh nothing Noah says as he still stares at me.

stop teasing me Noah really what are you staring at? I say agitated 

oh it's nothing, it's just um your uh----

My what Noah I said cutting him off and getting irritated.

As Noah bites his lip hes replies.

your boobs are playing peek a boo he says laughing hasterically.

I looked down and sure enough they were.

jesus Noah why do you have to make things so akward and uncofortable I say faintly embarrassed.

And why are you looking at my boobs, last time I checked my eyes where up here and not down there I say pointing at my eyes.

I get u and I started to heave and puke everywhere.

Oh My God, Im so sorry noah I didn't meant to It just happened I say frantically embarressed with myself. 

Why are you sorry it was an accident Noah says reasuring me

at least let me clean it up I say 

No its okay I got it go take a hot relaxing shower Noah says nicely 

But --

No Rem now go please Noah says sternly cutting me off.

Are you sure I say still feeling horrible 

Yes now go Noah says irritated as he cleans up the mess 

I walk to the next room grabbing some extra clothes and go back to Noahs room and got to the bathroom shutting the door behind me.

I set down my clothes on the counter by the sink, I walk over to the shower turning it on as I wait for the hot water to come.

I walk past the mirorr grabbing a towl, I stop to look at myself.

I had a split lip, and brusies everywhere on my body from Nick.

I slowly touched the bruises I could see, they were black blue brown and purple. 

I couldn't even recognize myself anymore and that was terrifing 

I was ashamed and mad atmyself to even let Nick do what he did to me.

I hated him and myself for not stopping it. 

Not realizing it a tear drops down on my collerbone snapping me out of my mind.

I took off my clothes and got in the shower.

I whimpered as I got in becuase the water was extremly hot. 

it burned, it felt like a bunch of pins and needles where pricking me over and over again.

I sat down as I let the hot water fall on my abused body. 

I started to cry silently, so that Noah coulden't hear me. 

I didn't want to be like this, I hate what he did to me.

I didn't even feel likie myself anymore, it felt like someone elses body. 

I grabbed a lofa and soap and started to scrub my body as hard as I could.

I had to get his secnt off me, I scrubbed and scrubbed until, I started to realized I would never actually truly get rid of him, he would always be apart of me , and I hated that. I didnt want anything to do with Nick Chaser. 

I cried even harder becuase I could never be the same person I was before the rape.

I look around my surroundings looking for anything that was sharp, to my right was a razor.

grabbing it I started to cutt deeply into my brusies Nick made on my body. 

I screamed in pain and anger as I cut even more deeply makeint two deep wounds in my body. 

Noah came bursting throught the bathroom door and opening the curtian to see me bleeding.

(Noah)

I stand there in horror, In front of me was my best freind harming herself as she cried. I took a step forward as she stood up staring at me with an apolegetic exspression. 

Rem what- I cleared my throat.

Rem give me the blade please I say softly as I took another slow step toward her.

NO STAY BCK NOAH I HVE TO DO THIS LET ME DO THIS rem says frantically 

Rem calm down and put the blade down please your scaring me and I cant lose you please I'm begging you put it down. I say crying with her.

NO, I CANT AND I WONT, I HAVE TO GET HIM OFF ME, I HATE HIM NOAH I DESERVE TO SUFFER Rem says crying and yelling 

Rem please- before I could stop myself I said what I always been wanting to say to her ever since we became best freiinds.

I LOVE YOU REM PLEASE I BEG YOU DONT DO IT I say yelling and steping closer to her.

Rem raises the blade to her throat,threating me to stay back. My eyes widen in horror and pain.

REM PLEASE DONT, I say dropping to my knees crying and begging her to not do it.

Rem suddenly drops the blade, and starts to fall.

I run to her catching her and picking her up and setting her down on my bed. I put her underwear on and put my t-shirt on her.

I run to the kitchen grabing the first aid kid and an ice pack for her.

she was pale from the lack of blood loss, I called a freind of mine to come and bring blood bags and a sariynge. 

I hung up and started to apply the antibiotics to her wounds, as Im wrapping the wonds up the doorbell rang.

I ran to the door opening it and shoving him in my house.

Hey dude you okay your kinda bleeding Eil says worried

Its not mine now follow me I say anxiously shoving him to the room where rem was.

whoa Noah uh do I want to know what happened here or... Eil says playfully 

which made me angry

just help her okay. I say agitated 

okay Eli says in surrender. 

Eli walks over to Rem and puts a IV in her and sets up the blood up and it starts pumping throught the IV into her.

relieved I thanked Eli and showed him out. 

thank you Eli I owe you one man, I say thankful

Its no problem Noah, bye Eli says driving off.

I walk back in locking the front door and walk into my room and sit next to Rem.

I read while I waited for her to awake.

(Rem)

 I wake to Noah reading a book and an IV stuck in me. 

Confused for a sec and then it hit me.

I tried killing myself.

As if Noah heard me move he touches my hand.

Noah I'm so sorry I don't know what came over me I say crying I couldnt look at him without seeing pity in his eyes.

shhh he says grabbing me and hugging me.

we sit ther for a minute just holding eachother in silence.

A week later: Rem you allright says Noah as Im eating and watching hallmark movies in the theater room with him.

mhm I say ingulfed with curiosity.

Noah turns the tv off once the movie was over.

Rem Noah says quitely

Yes Noah I say softly 

how are you feeling he says touching my forehead with his wrist to feel my temperature. 

I'm fine Noah really I say moving his hand to my lap. 

As I hold his hand I could feel electricity going up my arms through my body making me shiver.

I scooted closer to Noah.

Noah stiffens.

I touched his face following the lines that made his wrinkle face.

my thumb brushes over his bottom lip making me stop.

Rem what are ---

shhhh I say cutting him off.

I want to try something is that okay I say softly asking for permission first.

Mhm Noah says relaxing 

I climb on top of him as im touching his face.

Rem-

just let me try something please I say softly cutting him off once again.

I lean into him, we were face to face almost lips touching.

I cant believe I'm about to do this I say in my head 

biting my lip I cover his lips with mine.

I wrapped my arms around his neck for support.

he deepened the kiss invitng his tonung into my mouth.

I gracuously accepted it letting him in.

we were all over eachother.

Noah picks me up walks out of the theater room in to his room setting me down in front of him.

He stops and looks at me.

I bite my lip nervously wanting it not to stop.

Noah leans down to kiss me I started to play with his hair. 

suddenly my hands fly to