Before She Changed Me - Leanne Yerdon (most difficult books to read txt) 📗

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“Uh.. Mom died... Dad got remarried to a bitch.... Parents hate me now.. and started a fire with me and my sister in the house.. Saved my sister got my back burnt and then my creepy aunt Janet took us in..” Baily looked at me.

“Thats really sad.. And wait Janet Mason?” I nodded.

“Yeah, How do you know her?” Baily nodded.

“Everyone knows her... She got accused of... being a pedophile.” My jaw dropped.

“Oh.....That’s interesting.” Baily put her hand on my shoulder.

“Well she was just accused that doesn’t mean she is.” I nodded.

“Yeah..” I said thinking about this morning. She was watching me. She said I was attractive. I thought we were going to be safe.. I sighed.

“Eh. I have to get home.” She said.

“Oh well I could drive you when we get back to the school.”

“No I serousley need to get home. My dad’s back.” I nodded.

“Oh ok. Well I’ll see you tomorrow.” Baily nodded and walked on towards her house. I ran to the school and jumped into my car. I started the car and went on to Janets. My phone started ringing.

“Hello?” I answered.

“Hey could you pick up your sister?” I heard Janets voice.

“Yeah where is it?” I asked.


“ Right outside the school. It’s a blue house. Sam should be outside with Cloey.” I sighed.

“Alright.” I hung up the phone. I drove on to the house. I saw Sam and a blonde girl in the front. I parked the car and beeped the horn. Sam waved bye and ran and hopped into the car.

“Hey Kyle.” I smiled.

“Hey Sam. How was your first day of school? I didn’t see you.” She blushed.

“I got asked out by a guy in my grade.” I sighed.

“I’m already going to get detention and i just got here.” I said playfully. Sam punched my arm.

“You hurt him and I will kill you.” I laughed at Sam. I pulled into the driveway of Janet’s house. I got out of the car and locked it.

“Your room is all painted and we have the furniture in it to.” I said. Sam jumped up and down happily. I chuckled. We opened the door and walked up the stairs. I opened Sam’s door. She screamed and ran and jumped onto her bed. The room was purple with a hot pink cieling. It had a pink chandeler that hung down from the cieling. Then their was a purple fuzzy rug underneath the queen size bed. I saw the white dresser with a mirror on it. I smiled as Sam ran around her room looking at things in her room. I walked out of the room and into mine. I laid on my bed and turned on the tv and watched Family Guy. Janet walked into my room. She shut the door and laid on the bed beside me.

“Uh.. Can I help you?” I asked. She smiled and pulled off my shirt. I didn’t know what she was doing until she pulled of my pants. I gulped. If I shunned her away then we would prolly get kicked out. I groaned. It’s all on me. I gulped as she leaned forward and onto my body as she pushed me back. I showed no emotion, no movement, no pleasure. She tilted her head and then pushed my boxers off. She kissed up my stomach and then back down to my waist. She traced her tongue across my waist, looking up at me. She waited for a reaction. I could tell by the look in her eyes this isn't what she planned. She then slid down lower. Breathing down in between my thighs. I couldn't look down. I felt disgusting. But With no house with no school both me and Sam's lives would be even more ruined then they already were.

"Beg for me to." Janet said. I shook my head, keeping my eyes on the wall. I then felt her tongue tracing up and down my thigh. Disgust was nothing to what I felt. Shame couldn't describe it either. Fuck my life..
Chapter 5

I opened my eyes. I looked around my room. Janet was gone. I sighed in relief. Tears went to my eyes and fell down my cheeks. I got out of my bed and grabbed a shirt and some boxers. I wiped my cheeks. I looked at the time. It was 3 in the morning. I pulled on some jeans and my black hoodie and slipped out of the house. I felt so exposed. I felt so disgusting. I felt the tears running down my eyes again. I walked out to my car. I stopped. I could just walk. I walked down the street to the beach. I reached the beach. Hearing the waves crashing down. It was really dark out but the moon was a good enough light. I walked across the sand. Then tripped over something. Hitting the sand face first.

“What the hell?!?” A girl asked. The voice was familiar. I turned to her. Baily! I was so happy to see her. I launched myself at her pulling her into a hug. She strugled trying to pull away.

“Kyle?” She asked.

“Yeah.” I said happily while hugging her tightly.

“Let. Me. Go.” She said gasping for air from my grip around her waist. I let her go. Her body rolled off mine and on to the sand. She caught her breath and sat up on the sand. She looked at me confused.

“What are you doing here?” She asked.

“I could ask you the same thing.” I said. She lifted her hand to my cheek. She gasped.

“You were crying...” She said rubbing her now wet fingers against eachother. I shrugged.

“Yeah so what.” I spat. I wasn’t comfterable with her knowing I cried.

“No need to be rude.” I nodded.

“Sorry...” I said. I laid down on the sand looking up at the stars. She laid down beside me.

“What happened?” She asked. My body tingled. I was so disgusted with myself.

“I don’t want to talk about it.” I said sadly. She nodded.

“It’s better to let it all out instead of keeping it all bottled inside you know?” She said. I sighed.

“I don’t even really know you.” She laughed.

“That doesn’t make a difference. I have zero friends your secrets and or problems will die with me.” I chuckled.

“On one condition.” She sat up and looked down at me smiling.

“What?” I smirked.

“You go on a date with me.” She shrugged.

“Won’t kill me.. Now what happened?” I looked down sadly. Remembering Janets fingers going across my body. Remembering what she made me do. What she did to me. I felt the tears leave my eyes and go down my cheeks.

“She.. She... She.. She raped me.” I stuttered. The tears fell down my cheeks faster now. Baily’s jaw dropped. She looked at me sadly. She pulled me into a hug.

“I’m so sorry.” She said. I hugged her tightly. My tears falling against her shirt. We pulled away from eachother. Her eyes looking deep into mine. She leaned in. I hesitated before leaning in aswell. Her lips touched mine. We both pulled away she looked at me horrified and jumped up and ran. I ran after her.

“Baily! Stop!” I yelled she stopped where she was and turned to me.

“What did I do?” I asked. She looked down sadly.

“This isn’t right...” She muttered. I looked at her confused. She fell onto the sand grasping her knees and pulling them to her chest. I sat next to her and pulled her into me. I rocked her trying to comfort her. She looked up at me.

“She did it to me too....” She muttered. I choked on the air I was breathing. I looked at Baily shocked.

“Wha-What?” I stuttered. Baily started to cry. I held her tightly.

“She did it to me to..” She said against my chest. 


Chapter 6

Chapter 6

“How?” I asked holding her close as she cried on my chest.

“Well how do you think she just did it to me and I couldn’t do anything about it..” She said crying harder on my chest.

“oh... I’m sorry.” She shuttered. I held her tighter rubbing her back. I tried to comfort her but I never usually had to do this. Sam never cried and I mean NEVER only when I was close to death but that doesn’t really count. We stood their on the beach. The only sounds were the waves and Baily’s crying. She then pulled away. Wiping under her eyes. I looked at her. Her eyeliner running down her cheeks. She groaned.
“I ruined your shirt.. I’m sorry.” I shook my head.

“No, it’s fine. You can do it anytime.” I said reassuringly. She nodded. She sniffled.

“Why were you here Baily?” I asked. She gulped and looked up at me.

“I’m guessing the same reason you are.” She said.

“And that would be?” I asked.

“To get away from everything. Like the sounds of the waves and the sand suck everything up and keep it away for the time your here.” She said turning towards the waves. The wind whipped her hair around. She was beautiful. I walked up to her. I was a little hesitant about doing this. Would she push me away? I wrapped my arm around her waist. She looked up at me. I smiled weakly. She got up on her tippy toes and kissed my lips. My eyes got wide and my cheeks got red. Then a smile was etched into my face. I must have looked so stupid because Baily started laughing. I looked away quickly and cleared my thought.

“Your cute when you blush.” She said smirking. I rolled my eyes. She saw me blush. This is just great.

“It’s prolly from the air. It’s kinda cold.” I said. She nodded.

“Sureee that’s the reason.” I pulled her in to hug her. She blushed and pushed me away.