My Sweet Loving Jimmy - Corinne Rose (self help books to read txt) 📗

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"No." I said with tears starting to form in my eyes. "Why?" He asked. I then looked at him with a tear coming down my face and said. "Because I don't deserve you."

 

~ Four Little Words ~

 

Jimmy looked me in the eyes and said, "If anyone doesn't deserve someone, than I don't deserve you." I started crying harder, then he pulled me closer and held me. After crying for a while I stoped myself and smiled at him. "I'm tired, I need to rest." I said to him. He then simply said "Okay" and walked me to the door and I went inside. On monday when I got to school, Jimmy was waiting for me by my locker. He just leaned up against it with a beautiful smile on his face while he watched me get closer and closer. Once I reached him he just stood there, stairing at me.


"Quit looking at me, its freaky." I said.


"I just can't help it, your just so beautiful." He replied.


"You need to stop lying to yourself. It's not going to get you anywhere."


"I'm not lying, you just can't see it."


"Whatever." I said while rolling me eyes, then I began to walk and he followed. Jimmy then got closer to me and held my hand. I suddenly pulled my hand away and said. "What are you doing?"


"What am I doing? Willow I'm not pretending anymore. I can't."


I looked at him then walked away. I didn't speak to him in the class or in any of our other classes, and now it's lunch time. I walked outside, and sat on a bench, when Jimmy came up behind me and scared the crap out of me. I screamed, stood up, and turned to see Jimmy laughing hysterically.


"What the hell is wrong with you Jimmy?"


"I'm sorry I just had too. You were just sitting there so calm."


"I'm not any more." I started walking away when Jimmy stoped laughing and came after me. He grabbed my arm and I turned toward him.


"What do you want Jimmy?"


"You. I want you. I want my bestfriend back."


"No." I looked away and then back at him. "You don't want me. I'm broken."


"Then let me fix you. Willow, please."


"You can't repair something thats unfixable."


I walked away and continued my day. after school was over I went home, did my work, ate dinner, and then went to my room to go to bed. I walked in and turned on my light to find Jimmy sitting on my bed. "Oh my gosh." I said in a startled voice.


"Get out."


"No."


"Do you want me to call the cops? I will."


"I need to tell you something."


"You could have just called me. Or maybe use the front door."


"Yea right, like you would answer my calls or open the door."


"Well at least I wouldn't have to call the cops on you."


Jimmy then walked out of my room and I followed him downstairs toward the door. "You just don't get it Willow." He said opening the front door. "I don't get what? The fact that you think it's okay for you to stalk me?" I asked. He turned around and faced me. "I love you Willow." I stood there for a few seconds. Those four little words. They should have no affect on me, they should mean nothing. But thats the problem, those four little words mean everything to me. I slowly leaned in and it happened. We kissed, it was amazing all I could have wanted and more for a first kiss. I looked at him and smiled.


"I love you too Jimmy."

 

~ His Beauty ~

 

 

 

  Sitting on my bed I began questioning myself. Why did I kiss him? Why did I put myself in such a vonerable spot? Being his girlfriend, I can get really hurt if something goes wrong. I can be destroyed. What am I thinking, he's not going to hurt me. If anyone is going to get hurt its going to be him. Agh, I just need to get to bed.

  After sleeping on it I realized how excited I am to be Jimmy's girlfriend. "Jimmy's girlfriend. Wow I can't believe I'm saying that." "So your my girlfriend now." Jimmy said while coming into my room. "What are you doing here, in my bedroom?" "Your mom let me in, through the front door. Arn't you pround of me? I used the door this time" He said while walking toward me, as I was sitting on my bed ready for school.

"Yes very proud." I said with a giggle.

Jimmy then leaned in to kiss me. But my mom walked in and I pushed him away.

"Hey mom."

"Willow I'm not going to be home for a few days, I have an out of town meeting to go to."

"Okay." I said with an akward smile on my face.

My mom then looked at Jimmy and said, "You keep her safe while I am gone."

"Yes mam." Jimmy replied. Then my mom left and I pulled Jimmy close and kissed him. We then went to school, and while in class I just staired at him. I am amazed at his beauty, and how he could be with me. I so avrige looking, I'm not the prettiest or the ugliest for that matter. But, why me? Whats so special about me? As I sat there contemplating those questions the bell rang.

"Finally, I am so ready for a nap."

"Your always ready for a nap." Jimmy replied.

I then giggled and we went home. Well my home that is.

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Text: Corinne Rose
Publication Date: 08-25-2012

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