Good Girl Turns Bad - Kennedy Armstrong (most inspirational books TXT) 📗

closed the door behind him and locked it.

He walked towards me slowly, I tried to run past him put he caught me and he fell on me.

"Apologize", he yelled and laughed at me.

"I'm sorry".

"Ok". 

He stopped tickling me. I layed on the floor with him in between my legs.

"Haha", I laughed as I turned my head away from him. He was so cute.

I turned my head back around, his smile faded and my laughing stopped.

He brought his head down towards mine. When his lips touched mine I didn't know what to do, its my first kiss. I just went along with what was going on, he was so gentle. I started getting the hang of it. He bit my bottom lip making me moan a little, he slipped him tongue into my mouth. He explored the inside of my mouth. I pulled myself up closer to him. He made me moan and I think it turned him on a little. I felt a nudge from his pants. I stopped kissing him and looked down.

"Down boy", I said getting off the floor.

I walked back to his living room and sat on his couch. I started thinking about that kiss, it was the greatest first kiss ever. Minutes later he walked back in the living room.

"So, you ready to go to the mall", he said smiling at me.

"Yeah, yeah I'm ready".

We got into the car and headed to the mall.

"Do you have any money", he asked me.

"Yeah".

"Well you don't need it, I'm gonna pay for everything you get".

"No no no, I can pay myself, I don't wanna waste your money", I said shaking my head.

"It's not a waste if I'm using it on you".

I smiled at him and didn't say anything else.

When we got there we walked around a bit.

"Hey", someone yelled behind us. We both turned around.

"Your that girl from that party last weekend, what happened to you, you looked different at the party", some girl said to me as she stood next to another girl.

"Yeah, I kinda dressed up a little for that party".

"You looked great", they said complimenting me.

"Thanks".

"So uh, do you wanna shop with us, we could find you some better clothes that what your wearing".

I was wearing a t-shirt and shorts with converses.

"Sure, I guess", I said looking at Xander.

We shopped all day, Xander bought me alot of clothes and me and the girls became good friends. I kept trying to buy stuff myself but Xander wouldn't let me. Tomorrow is gonna be great, because I got a whole new style of clothes and makeup.

Me and Xander left the mall.

"Sorry, I was trying on clothes and makeup the whole time", I said apologizing.

"What do you mean sorry, I had fun with you".

He dropped me off at home at 3:00 pm so that Samantha would think I went to school. We sat in his car in my driveway.

"Bye Xander".

"Bye". I started getting out of the car.

"Wait, one more thing", he said pulling me towards him.

He kissed me.

"Now bye", he said smiling.

"Bye". I walked inide of my house and closed the door, I stood behind it and smiled.

Today was the best day ever.

Chapter 5

"What are we doing today", I asked Xander as we walked to his car from school.

"Well, it's Friday, and theres a party".

"Ooo, another party. I'm in", I said as we got into the car.

"I was hoping you'd say that".

When we pulled up in my driveway I got out of the car and went inside.

"Samantha, I'm home!", I yelled out. I didn't get and answer.

"Hmm, she must not be home yet", I said to myself.

I walked to my bedroom and shut the door and took as nap.

(  "Your ugly". "Your a goody-goody". "You can't get a man". "Have you even kissed anyone besides your mom". "Hahahaha".) 

I jumped up from my bed, once I noticed it was a dream I was angry. I'm so tired of being called names and people thinking I can't do this and that, thats gonna change tonight.  It's 7:00, the party starts soon. I put on a my tight, short red dress (It pushed up my breasts and made them look bigger). I straighted my hair and wore red lipstick with thick eyeliner and mascara.

DING! 

"I'll get it Zara", Samantha yelled from her bedroom. I walked out of my room into the living room ready for the party.

"Wow Zara, you look sexy", Samantha said to me.

"Haha, whatever Samantha".

I walked out the door with Xander, he kept looking at me during the ride to the party.

"Why do you keep looking at me", I laughed at him.

"Because your beautiful".

"It's the dress", I said looking at my dress.

"You would still look beautiful without the dress", he smiled at me.

"Thank you". The smile on my face was so big.

We pulled up in a parking lot to a house, it wasn't that big but there were a lot of people. The music was loud. We walked in and Xander grabbed my hand, I guess so I wouldn't get lost in the crowd. People were dancing everywhere. Xander grabbed my hand, I guess so I wouldn't get lost in the crowd. Minutes later Xander started talking to his friends, so I walked to a back room, there were two guys in there so I went in there. One of the guys had black shaggy hair with some hazel eyes and the other guy had blonde hair wirth green eyes. They were smoking something.

"Hey, want some", the guy with the blonde hair asked.

"No thanks".

"Dude, she goes to my school, she's a good girl", the guy with the shaggy hair said.

"I'm not a good girl, I just don't want any of that".

"C'mon, its good", the guy with the blonde hair said coming towards me with it.

"What is that anyways".

"It's weed, good stuff".

He put it in my face waiting on me to take it.

"No, I really don't wan-".

"Just take it", the blonde guy said interrupting me.

I grabbed it out of his hand and smoked it like they did. I blew out the smoke and was surprised on how much I liked it.

"How was it", the blonde hair boy asked trying to take it back. I snatched my hand back so he couldn't get it. I walked and sat against the wall with the black haired boy. I just smoked and smoked.

"Here's a beer, it goes good with the weed", he said handing me a drink. I took the drink and drank it.

"Your really, hot you know that right", one of the guys said sliding his hand up my dress. The other guy came and sat on the other side of me. Everything was blurry and I didn't know what was going on.

"Stop", I said hitting one of the guys lightly on the head, but thinking I hit him hard. One of them kept sliding their hand up my dress. They both started kissing my neck and my face.

"Stop", I said drunkenly still with everything blurry. Then I fell asleep.

I woke up but didn't open my eyes, I rubbed my forehead and moaned because of all of the pain.

"Zara", someone said.

"Ahh", I fell off the bed.

"Zara, what the hell were you thinking".

I turned sround to see Xander as I got up off the floor.

"What are you talking about".

"You got drunk out of your mind last night, and did some stupid stuff with some guys".

"What guys, what stuff, what did I do", I said paniking.

"You almost, you know, with them. But I came and rescued you", he said smiling.

"Oh gosh!, Samantha is going to be pissed cause I stayed out all night".

"Don't worry about that, I rescued from that problem to".

"Thank you so much Xander", I said looking down. I saw that I was wearing a long T-shirt.

"Whose shirt am I wearing", I said looking up at him.

"Mine".

"How'd it get one me", I said squinting my eyes at him.

"I didn't look at you when I put it on you, you had some beer all over your other clothes."

"Mhmm", I said rolling my eyes.

"I didn't, unless you wanted me to look at you", he said smiling.

I walked up to him.

"Now why would I want you to look at me without any clothes on", I said smiling back.

"I don't know you tell me". 

He started kissing me, and boy was it good. Then we started making out, he massaged my tongue with his and I did the same, I was getting good at kissing. I snaked my arms around his neck and he picked me up to where my legs were around his waist. Next thing you know he had me on his bed in between my legs. He kissed my neck, that I recently found out was my weak spot, and he made me moan. But then he stopped. 

"Just showing you how it would be when your ready for me", he said getting off of me smiling.

I sighed and got off of the bed to. I started thinking to myself about how I really wanted to do it just then. Here's some sweat pants you can put on, I'm about to take you home", he said getting his car keys. I put on the pants and got into his car. Once I got home I went in the house.

"Finally your boyfriend dropped you off", Samantha said eating while watching some soap opera on tv.

"He's not my boyfriend".

"You guys act like you date", she said confused.

"Hmm, I don't know", I said walking to my room.

I laid in bed thinking some more, I haven't talked to Wes in a while. I decided to text him.

Hey Wes Wes!!

Hey

Where've you been lately, haven't tlked 2 u in a while.

I haven't been no where, I have to go, I'm busy, bye Zara.

I just rolled my eyes thinking he wasn't busy. Oh well, I'm still happy.

Chapter 6

Are you still coming to pick me up for school Wes?

Yeah, I'm up the street come out.

I texted Wes to ask him that cause he's been distanat lately. I quickly ran out the door and into his car.

"Hey Wes", I said to him as I closed the car door behind me.

"Sup". He pulled out of my driveway and we headed to school.

"So, you've been very distant, and you barely talk to me anymore".

"I've been distant", he chuckled, "Your the one whose been hanging out with Xander and not even thinking about me, remember I'm your best friend", he said getting all defensive.

"Well now you see how I feel".

"What are you talking about Zara?".

"Everyday when we get to school, I get pushed down because of all the girls coming