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was a blessed privilege, and still more happy was the truth that she could
rest. Reclining on the lounge in the parlor, with a wood fire on one side and
the April sun on the other, both creating warmth and good cheer, she felt like
those who have just escaped from a wreck and engulfing waves. Her mind was
too weary to question either the past or the future, and sometimes a
consciousness of safety is happiness in itself. In the afternoon, the
crackling of the fire and the calling and singing of the birds without formed
a soothing lullaby and she fell asleep.
At last, in a dream, she heard exquisite music which appeared to grow so loud,
strong, and triumphant that she started up and looked around bewildered. A
moment later, she saw that a robin was singing in a lilac bush by the window
and that near the bird was a nest partially constructed. She recalled her
hopeless grief when she had last seen the building of one of their little
homes; and she fell upon her knees with a gratitude too deep for words, and
far more grateful to Heaven than words.
Stepping out on the porch, she saw by the shadows that the sun was low in the
west and that Holcroft was coming down the lane with his horses. He nodded
pleasantly as he passed on to the barn. Her eyes followed him lingeringly
till he disappeared, and then they ranged over the wide valley and the wooded
hills in the distance. Not a breath of air was stirring; the lowing of cattle
and other rural sounds softened by distance came from other farmhouses; the
birds were at vespers, and their songs, to her fancy, were imbued with a
softer, sweeter melody than in the morning. From the adjacent fields came
clear, mellow notes that made her nerves tingle, so ethereal yet penetrating
were they. She was sure she had never heard such bird music before. When
Holcroft came in to supper she asked, “What birds are those that sing in the
field?”
“Meadow larks. Do you like them?”
“I never heard a hymn sung that did me more good.”
“Well, I own up, I’d rather hear ‘em than much of the singing we used to have
down at the meeting house.”
“It seems to me,” she remarked, as she sat down at the table, “that I’ve never
heard birds sing as they have today.”
“Now I think of it, they have been tuning up wonderfully. Perhaps they’ve an
idea of my good luck,” he added smilingly.
“I had thought of that about myself,” she ventured. “I took a nap this
afternoon, and a robin sang so near the window that he woke me up. It was a
pleasant way to be waked.”
“Took a nap, did you? That’s famous! Well, well! This day’s gone just to
suit me, and I haven’t had many such in a good while, I can tell you. I’ve
got in a big strip of oats, and now, when I come in tired, here’s a good
supper. I certainly shall have to be on the watch to do Tom Watterly good
turns for talking me into this business. That taking a nap was a first-rate
idea. You ought to keep it up for a month.”
“No, indeed! There’s no reason why you should work hard and I be idle. I’ve
rested today, as you wished, and I feel better than I ever expected to again;
but tomorrow I must begin in earnest. What use is there of your keeping your
cows if good butter is not made? Then I must be busy with my needle.”
“Yes, that’s true enough. See how thoughtless I am! I forgot you hadn’t any
clothes to speak of. I ought to take you to town to a dressmaker.”
“I think you had better get your oats in,” she replied, smiling shyly.
“Besides, I have a dressmaker that just suits me—one that’s made my dresses a
good many years.”
“If she don’t suit you, you’re hard to be suited,” said he, laughing. “Well,
some day, after you are fixed up, I shall have to let you know how dilapidated
I am.”
“Won’t you do me a little favor?”
“Oh, yes! A dozen of ‘em, big or little.”
“Please bring down this evening something that needs mending. I am so much
better—”
“No, no! I wasn’t hinting for you to do anything tonight.”
“But you’ve promised me,” she urged. “Remember I’ve been resting nearly all
day. I’m used to sewing, and earned my living at it. Somehow, it don’t seem
natural for me to sit with idle hands.”
“If I hadn’t promised—”
“But you have.”
“I suppose I’m fairly caught,” and he brought down a little of the most
pressing of the mending.
“Now I’ll reward you,” she said, handing him his pipe, well filled. “You go in
the parlor and have a quiet smoke. I won’t be long in clearing up the
kitchen.”
“What! Smoke in the parlor?”
“Yes, why not? I assure you I don’t mind it.”
“Ha! Ha! Why didn’t I think of it before—I might have kept the parlor and
smoked Mrs. Mumpson out.”
“It won’t be smoke that will keep me out.”
“I should hope not, or anything else. I must tell you how I DID have to smoke
Mrs. Mumpson out at last,” and he did so with so much drollery that she again
yielded to irrepressible laughter.
“Poor thing! I’m sorry for her,” she said.
“I’m sorry for Jane—poor little stray cat of a child! I hope we can do
something for her some day,” and having lighted his pipe, he took up the
county paper, left weekly in a hollow tree by the stage driver, and went into
the parlor.
After freshening up the fire he sat down to read, but by the time she joined
him the tired man was nodding. He tried to brighten up, but his eyes were
heavy.
“You’ve worked hard today,” she said sympathetically.
“Well, I have,” he answered. “I’ve not done such a good day’s work in a year.”
“Then why don’t you go to sleep at once?”
“It don’t seem polite—”
“Please don’t talk that way,” she interrupted. “I don’t mind being alone at
all. I shall feel a great deal more at home if you forget all about
ceremony.”
“Well, Alida, I guess we had both better begin on that basis. If I give up
when I’m tired, you must. You mustn’t think I’m always such a sleepyhead.
The fact is I’ve been more tired out with worry of late than with work. I can
laugh about it now, but I’ve been so desperate over it that I’ve felt more
like swearing. You’ll find out I’ve become a good deal of a heathen.”
“Very well; I’ll wait till I find out.”
“I think we are getting acquainted famously, don’t you?”
“Yes,” she nodded, with a smile that meant more than a long speech. “Good
night.”
Chapter XXIII. Between the Past and Future
Human nature, in common with Mother Nature, has its immutable laws. The
people who existed before the flood were, in their primal motives, like those
of today. The conventionality of highly civilized society does not change the
heart, but it puts so much restraint upon it that not a few appear heartless.
They march through life and fight its battles like uniformed men, trained in a
certain school of tactics. The monotony of character and action is
superficial, in most cases, rather than real, and he who fathoms the eyes of
others, who catches the subtle quality of tones and interprets the flexible
mouth that utters them, will discover that the whole gamut of human nature
exists in those that appear only like certain musical instruments, made by
machinery to play a few well-known tunes. Conventional restraint often, no
doubt, produces dwarfed and defective human nature. I suppose that if souls
could be put under a microscope, the undeveloped rudiments of almost
everything would be discovered. It is more satisfactory to study the things
themselves than their suggestions; this we are usually better able to do among
people of simple and untrammeled modes of life, who are not practiced in
disguises. Their peculiar traits and their general and dominant laws and
impulses are exhibited with less reserve than by those who have learned to be
always on their guard. Of course there are commonplace yeomen as truly as
commonplace aristocrats, and simple life abounds in simpletons.
When a man in Holcroft’s position has decided traits, they are apt to have a
somewhat full expression; his rugged nature beside a tamer one outlines itself
more vividly, just as a mountain peak is silhouetted against the horizon
better than a rounded hill. It probably has been observed that his character
possessed much simplicity and directness. He had neither the force nor the
ambition to raise him above his circumstances; he was merely decided within
the lines of his environment. Perhaps the current of his life was all the
stronger for being narrow. His motives were neither complex nor vacillating.
He had married to keep his home and to continue in the conditions of life dear
from association and the strongest preference, and his heart overflowed with
good will and kindness toward Alida because she promised to solve the hard
problem of the future satisfactorily. Apart from the sympathy which her
misfortune had evoked, he probably could have felt much the same toward any
other good, sensible woman, had she rendered him a similar service. It is
true, now that Alida was in his home, that she was manifesting agreeable
traits which gave him pleasant little surprises. He had not expected that he
would have had half so much to say to her, yet felt it his duty to be sociable
in order to cheer up and mark the line between even a business marriage and
the employment of a domestic. Both his interest and his duty required that he
should establish the bonds of strong friendly regard on the basis of perfect
equality, and he would have made efforts, similar to those he put forth, in
behalf of any woman, if she had consented to marry him with Alida’s
understanding. Now, however, that his suddenly adopted project of securing a
housekeeper and helper had been consummated, he would find that he was not
dealing with a business partner in the abstract, but a definite woman, who had
already begun to exert over him her natural influence. He had expected more
or less constraint and that some time must elapse before his wife would cease
to be in a sense company whom he, with conscious and deliberate effort, must
entertain. On the contrary she entertained and interested him, although she
said so little, and by some subtle power she unloosed his tongue and made it
easy for him to talk to her. In the most quiet and unobtrusive way, she was
not only making herself at home, but him also; she was very subservient to his
wishes, but not servilely so; she did not assert, but only revealed her
superiority, and after even so brief an acquaintance he was ready to indorse
Tom Watterly’s view, “She’s out of the common run.”
While all this was true, the farmer’s heart was as untouched as that of a
child who simply and instinctively likes a person. He was still quietly and
unhesitatingly loyal to his former wife. Apart from his involuntary favor,
his shrewd, practical reason was definite enough in its grounds of approval.
Reason assured him that she promised to do and to be just what he
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