Redeeming Love by Shikha Mishra (books for men to read .txt) 📗

“You know I will not do anything like in past. I will not force you to stop talking with him or any boy....." even though I am dying to kill him “Yeah I am angry....not angry but furious as you know I am one shitty jealous person. But I would let you have him your boyfriend....." it took every ounce of my strength to say that. She can only be my girlfriend “And at the same time I would win your heart. It's another thing that I already have your heart."

To turn everything like past the first thing I have to do is make Disha my wife. And for that I have to win her again.

“Vihaan why do you think I left you?" She ask.

“I don't wanna talk about that. Whenever I think about that day I just want to hurt you and that we don't want, do we?" I say. Because everytime I remember that day the need to hurt her hits me like a lightning ball. And I am afraid I may do something which would hurt her emotionally like a bitch.

She doesn't comments anything on that. The food arrives. I had ordered the driver to get us only one plate which now lies on her lap. I just want her fingers inside my mouth feeding me.

“You don't have to win my heart because it would be a waste of your effort since I am not going to let you in my life." I get angry.

“WHY? Because I am married? Huh?" I shout. She flinches which makes all the food scatter on the floor.

“No because I left you for a reason. And that reason is you. Your toxic love...."again that word toxic “Your love that took our baby's life. Your love that took the very essence of our love away without any guilt and you still haven't realised it. I am sure even if I come to your life again and again I get pregnant wouldn't you take another life? Yes you would. You would do that again without any stammering." With that she leaves.

I was frozen. Would I really take the baby away? I don't know answer of that yet. The only thing which I want is her. I want her back in my life. I want her back in my arms. And that baby was the start of everything. If needed I would take extra precaution to stop the pregnancy.

I order the driver to follow her. The whole way back to her home she was sad, hurt and vulnerable. And the urge to comfort her is becoming strong with each passing second. But I couldn't go to her, knowing fully well that she would not appreciate it.

After I made sure that she reached her home safely I order the driver to take me to office. As soon as I reach office Taniya informs me that we have to travel to England and everything is already prepared by her. I sign in irritation as she didn't even asked me if I want to go or not.

“Taniya why didn't you asked me before planning out everything?" I grit out.

“Sir you had told me not to ask if their is something important. Remember." I groan in irritation as I remember telling her the same thing. But that time Disha was not here but now she is here and with a brand new boyfriend. I can't leave her here not before winning her back.

“Cancel everything." I order. Her eyes widens.

“But sir it's important." I don't say anything except giving her a straight face indicating that I am not going to change my decision. “Sir if you won't go we would face a huge loss." Not getting any response from me she leaves. I make my way to the sofa. Opening few buttons of my shirt I lay down on the sofa.

The half day is passed but it feels like it has been ages.

After few minutes or half an hour later my phone rings. I pick it up.

“What am I hearing?" I hear dad ask me.

“Would you please elaborate." I say sarcastically. This person can never utter some words about my well being.

“Your trip to England. I want you to leave today. Or be ready to face the consequences." With that he ends the call. Immediately my hand collides with the sofa edge in the anger. And I realise the collided hand is the wounded one.

I call Taniya. And very intelligently she didn't cancelled anything. And I am sure she already knew that I have to do as I don't have any say. I leave delhi for England only for god knows how many days.

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