She is the one by Asheslove (that summer book .TXT) 📗
- Author: Asheslove
- Serie: «Toxic but love»
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‘Don’t worry sweetheart, one is still alive’ he whispered near my ear nuzzling my hairs and neck strongly. My struggles stopped immediately for a second when I realized whom he was talking about.
‘You don't have to do this Nicolas, let me go, let me go’ ‘I can’t stay here, I can’t stay with you, please let me go’ I panicked when I realized my efforts are all futile on him. He is much stronger than me, even though I want to fight him I can’t. I am no match to his strength.
‘Say my name again Elena, say it the same way you said when you were in that fuckers hand’ he muttered in my neck nibbling my sensitive flesh in his mouth.
And that's when I realized I called him with his name then for the first time. I ignored what he said and kept on struggling and threshing in his hold trying to release myself.
‘Ignoring me won’t help you baby, I haven’t forgotten about your attempt to escape earlier'. And this shakes the floor under my feet. After that encounter with those men I completely forgot about what happened before in the mall. My heart dropped down in fear.
'No, no, no, please' I blabbered in his arms.
'Say my name elena or either way, tonight you are going to scream my name. Wanna bet on that' he demanded huskliy.
I gulped hearing him and stopped my struggles.
‘Nicolas leave me please, let me go back. I don’t belong to this place, between you people, let me go please’ I said in frightened voice, now my fear was not only him it was much greater than him and I knew if I stay here and face one more encounter like this then the worst will happen for me.
He pulled his face up from my neck and looked into my moist eyes with his lips curled up; his eyes were completely void, soulless. There's complete hollow inside this man or he is too good in masking his emotions. Like he has any.
His eyes travelled up to my head and his expressions changed into hard one. He touched my forehead with his hand and I flinched thinking he's going to slap me or hurt me for trying to escape him.
'You know Elena, when I saw him holding gun on your temple, the tears which were running from your eyes made me go insane' he whispered rubbing the bandage on my head but suddenly his grip on my waist tightened as he pulled me more closer towards him clsingvthe remaing gap, my body was completely sticked to his and his other hand from the bandage wrapped around my head travelled inside my hairs, he tugged them lightly making me face him.
'How can someone else gave you pain when it’s my fucking job. Didn't I warned you not to left the car' he said from his clenched jaw with his eyes blazing fire.
'What do you want from me, why can't you just leave me? Ple...ase’ I cried helplessly in a low voice, tears kept slipping from my eyes continuously. His hand came out from my hairs as he see deep in my eyes. For once I saw a layer of emotions appearing in his void eyes but they were all unreadable or I say, they were something else, something other than emotions which I wasn't able to recognize.
'You, I want you'
'I told you earlier too, I only want you Elena nothing else. I want you to say that you belongs to me, that you are mine. I want you to submit yourself to me' his voice husky full of seriousness.
'Submit yourself to me Elena and become mine, your submission is all what I want from you' he said losing his grip on my waist and taking his hand out from my hairs again rubbed his knuckles on my tears stained face.
'No’ I murmured moving my head from side to side in denial.
‘I will not submit myself to you, that's never going to happen in this life. You can force it on me but I will not’ I replied looking straight in his eyes, my head still moving in no.
For a mini second something flickered in his empty orbs but again disappeared back before I could catch in hooded ones.
He wants my submission; no I will never submit myself to this monster, never in this life not in another. He will only get my submission over my dead body.
'Then I will make you, willingly or unwillingly but one day I will definitely make sure you submit yourself to me, this is a promise kitten and don’t worry I will not force you on this, it’s all up to you’ he said softly caressing my cheek.
'No, that will never happen, I'll never submit myself to you' I replied in stern voice and he chuckled hearing me.
'You will sweetheart, wanna bet on that too' he said smirking at me.
'but still until then' 'your cries, your pain, your lips, your eyes, your hairs, your moans, your body, every single part of you is mine and only mine to claim' he stated and then his hand travelled down giving my neck a tight squeeze.
'And you can't run away or escape from me because I am not letting you to leave me ever Elena. You are mine and there is no escape for you in this whole world from me or if. If somehow you'll manage to escape then I will find you from even the last corner of this fucking earth so you better stop trying to escape me if you don't want any harm to yourself, understand' he hissed.
I kept clawing on his hand to release my neck from his iron grip but it didn't affect him at least. I started patting his hand and shoulder when my eyes watered, face become red, soon my hits turned feeble and that's when he let go of my neck. I inhaled sharp breath taking big gulps of air.
I lifted my head and looked at his blank face. This is what I can't take anymore, he can't claim me his like a property for his sick desire, I don't give him that right.
I can't show him I am afraid of him otherwise he will get what he wants, he already has taken much control over me, and is ready to go at any extent to win his sick game. His intentions are transparent like glass to me now. He love it when he saw fear in my eyes for him, he want me to depend on him, he wants me to submit myself to him and if he feels that I am frightened of him then it will become easier for him to break me, to took control over me.
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