Lonely Bride by Shikha A (pdf e book reader .txt) 📗

My act was just a hormonal response to him. I have never been touched by someone. That's why his mare touch made my sense bizarre. 

I won't lie, I did not like it. 
I want to get touched, but not by him.

I pushed him a little gently, I could see a confused look on his face by my action but before he reacted, I rushed towards the washroom and closed the door.

Tears welled up in my eyes thinking of my act. I feel so ashamed of myself right now. 

I can't believe I let him touch me like this. Sitting on the floor I cry my heart out, putting my palm on my mouth. 
I don’t want him to see my vulnerable state. 

Getting up I took shower and changed into my nightdress.

The moment I reached back to the room my eyes caught him, he was sitting on the couch with no emotion on his face. 

Why did I feel this peace before the storm? Sarah, this man is bad news, just stay away from him as much as possible.

The air of this room felt so heavy and suddenly this big room felt so small. 
I can feel the elephant in the room. But I want to avoid it as much as possible.

I so wanted to run away from here but I know better if right now I do anything he won’t like. 
I want to go and sleep in another room but that not only makes me look like a weak woman but also makes him more furious than he already is.

I padded straight to my bed and took the quilt on my body. I close my eyes without any words.

I just want to avoid everything at this moment.

I waited for some time but when I did not feel any movement around me I finally went to my slumber thinking I will handle things tomorrow in a better way hopefully.

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Next day when I woke I looked to my right side to see but to my disappointment the bed was empty. I touched his side, it was cold. It seems like he was not sleeping here last night. 

Getting up huffing, I went to the washroom to get my routines done, and changing into a summer dress I came back to my room. After tying my hair to a ponytail I called Sam to know her and Nathan’s whereabouts.

I look at the wall clock showing me the time of 7.05 in the morning. I know it’s too early to call anyone but I want to know when they will be here. I don’t want to be with Sean anymore. Not alone at least.

“Hello” I looked back to my phone checking whether I called the right person or not but well I did call the right no.

"Who’s this?” I asked the raspy voice owner. 

I heard the throat-clearing noise and some hassle bustle but then heard again “Hey good morning, It's me, Nathan.” 

My eyes become socket hearing this. I mean dude this was fast. Till Yesterday they were fighting and today they are sleeping together? I mean wow just wow? But how come they become this close? They never showed their affection in front of me ever. Did they hide their feelings from me? But why? 

"Sarah, are you there?” Nathan spoke in concern.

"Yeah, Yeah I am fine. Amm when are you guys coming back?” I asked, ignoring the pinch I am getting in my heart. I mean it hurts when your best friends hide things from you. Moreover, I was the one who was sailing them still they hid this from me?

"You don’t sound like” Tell me what’s wrong?” I know Nathan cares for me but right now I am hurt and talking more might end up ugly, So better not to say anything.

"I am good. Just called to know when you guys are coming back. But anyways message me when you decide to come back. I have to go now, bye.” Saying I hung up without hearing anything. Tears welled up in my eyes. They are the only family I have and if they behave this way it breaks my heart. 

Cleaning drop of my tear from my face I padded towards the dining room for breakfast after taking my Laptop in hand.

 
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