Toxic love by Shikha Mishra (good books to read for 12 year olds TXT) 📗

"What happened?" Vihaan ask breathlessly. He is also nervous I can see it. But why is he nervous. He is a boy he would not feel pain.

"Um I-I think we are......." I take a deep breath "....... going fast"

"No baby we are not and you feel good I promised and.....and I can't control myself anymore"

"Is......Is it your first time" I ask. I want it to be his first time but maybe he had his first time when we were not together. Maybe he had his first time with that girl what was her name again.

"Um would you mind it if.....if it's my first time?" he ask avoiding my eyes. I nod immediately. Who would not be happy if they get their boyfriends first time.

I wish that I was same age as vihaan then it would have been nice. Through out the years without vihaan most of the students mostly boys used to say that vihaan would get a girlfriend and I should do the same. They said that vihaan would get interested to the girl same age as her. But I didn't believed them as I knew that those boys were interested in me and wanted me to give them a chance. I was not that naive to know their intentions. But at the back of my mind I was always afraid that it was true what they were saying.

"So it's my first time......." he keep his forehead against mine and closes his eyes. "......yep I am a virgin. But don't tell anyone they would make fun of me as at the age of 21 I am still a virgin"

A full blown smile comes over my mouth. "I love you vihaan I love you so much" I say and pull him close to me by his neck but he makes sure that his most of weight is on his hand which is beside my head.

We again start kissing and I let him do whatever he wants. I love this guy. I will never be able to love anyone else beside him. He will always have my heart at his pinky finger.

He removes my t-shirt. At first I was reluctant but at the end I let him. His eyes again dilates as he watches my mostly bare upper part.

As a reflex my hand folds around my upper part to cover myself. But as soon as I did it sadness covers his face. Is he sad that I tried to cover myself. I don't like his sad face. I remove my hand and see that his face is becoming happy.

"Were you sad that I covered myself......." he nods. My boyfriend can be so cute sometimes if he wants. "....... Silly it was a reflex"

"Hm". He seats with his both legs on either side of me. He sensually touches my stomach and my back arch's. I again see myself in the mirror and blush as I am looking like a totally different person.

My bra gets loose and my eyes instantly comes to see vihaan. He has his hands at the my back. He has unhooked my bra.

"Were you watching your self in the mirror...." lost in his magic I nod ".....did you liked how were you looking I have fixed it their just for you. So you can watch what types of beautiful faces you make. And you should fix you your mind that no one else except me can see these types of faces. Understood" I again nod.

He has completely removed my bra. My hands are twitching to cover myself but to not see his sad face I control myself.

My breath hitches and toes curls as I feel his breath on my chest. "Ahh I have dreamed so many times of this that I still feel that I am dreaming" he says keeping his eyes on me and my tips of ears starts burning.

Did he dreamed about me in that way. OMG that's so embarrassing but it's good that he was dreaming about and not of someone's else.

Still keeping his eyes on me he takes my nipples in his mouth and my back arch's. I scratch his clothed back. I don't know what is happening but I want it to continue and I don't want it also to continue.

Slurping sounds echoes in the whole room and I get worried if Raj uncle and Suman aunty can hear us. It would be so embarrassing that we are doing this unmarried.

My parents believes that we should do this after marriage and I am sure Raj uncle and Suman aunty also thinks the same. That was the biggest reason of me avoiding to do this but now I can't back out.

He gets straight and I see that his eyes are totally black and their is only small part which is still white. He removes his shirt and I drool as his abs comes in my sight. He has a narrow stomach.

He gets down of the bed and I follow his movements. I can't remove my eyes from his abs. Mia was right if your boyfriend has abs then girlfriend feels some proudness and I feeling the same proudness. I can't believe that this beautiful, handsome with abs and muscles boy is my boyfriend.

He starts removing his jeans and I dart my eyes somewhere else. "You don't have to avert your eyes they are all yours as yours is all mine" I blush. How can he be so blunt.

He again seats on bed and kisses me. His hands are roaming everywhere. I also want to touch him so I lift my hand and touch his chest. "Fuck yeah baby touch me" and that gave me confidence to touch him more. I start sliding my hand and they reaches his nipples and he groans. It means that he has sensitive nipples.

I pinch his nipple just like he did to mine. "Fucking shit that felt good" I do the same to his other nipple.

My hands stilled again as I feel his hands on my inner thighs. He sits straight and gives me look of asking the permission and I just nod. And in a lightning speed I am left in my cotton panties.

He sensually roams his hand on my waistline. I see my self in the mirror and see that the bedsheet is covered by my black hairs as they have left the confinement of my braid. My chest area has red marks.

His hands gets inside my panty and my breathing stops. This is so overwhelming. I can't take this feeling. "Breath baby I will take care of you" I start breathing.

"Don't let anyone ever see your beautiful body. Yes?......." I nod ".....You are so beautiful and all mine"

His hand inches closer to my private area. My hand goes to his hand which is inching inside. I tighten my hand to such an extent that I am sure their will be marks.