I'm back and I'm bad - karina duran (most recommended books .TXT) 📗

shirt off showing off the tan skin and six-packs. his left arm was all tattooed. and his left men tit, then he took off his pant, shoes, socks, leaving him in underwear. men, he looks like a god. he looked at me and winked at me. he walked towards me.

"like what you see?" he said. I looked down t his chest. then back up at him.

"Nah I've seen better," I said.

"sure" he just said, before picking me up over his shoulder just like I did with Zoey.

"Zack, my ass sticking out to my brothers that's kind of disturbing"

"their your siblings, nothing wrong with that," he said

"well, your ass is a bad view," I said.

"Stop lying, you know you like my ass"

"Fuck you"

"any time, baby," he said. I groan. I look up at Bryan and mouthed ' help me'. he nodded and quietly came toward me and Zack. the guys in the pool where play fighting, so they weren't seeing this. Zack started moving towards the pool.

"wait for Zack"

"what" I gave both hands of my hand to Bryan so he can pull me.

"Always watch your back, Now!" Bryan pulled me. with my legs I pushed Zack, he fell in the pool with a big splash. Bryan pulled me up, wrapping my arms around his neck. he then wrapped his arms strongly around my waist. my eyes got wide in shock. he turned around and started walking inside the house. I saw the others looking at us. he walked inside to the living room. then he stopped walking. and buried his head in my neck.

"what are you doing?" I said, trying to get out of his hug.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry," he said. I stopped moving.

"what the fuck are you doing, let me go," I said.

"I'm sorry, Lex," he said, using the nickname he used to give me. I felt liquid falling down my neck. is he crying?

"are you crying?" I asked.

"I didn't know how to deal with moms death, I decided to take my anger, and guilt on someone, you were so close to her, I decided to take it out on you. all this time I've been destroying the family apart." a sob came out f him.

"When you said you were going to leave, I thought you were playing. but when you left, I felt empty. you where the only one that reminded me of mom, you look exactly like mom. when I saw you the other day, I didn't recognize you, you've changed. but when you said who you where I saw you, and mom. I was so grateful that your back. I promised myself that if you came I'll treat you like my sister, like how you deserve to be treated. I-I'm so sorry, baby sister. I'm a fucking dick, that deserves to die. I was the one that should have died not mom, I hate myself for what I did, I hate myself for calling mom when she was driving, I hate myself for fighting with her, I hate myself for bullying you, I hate myself. I hate myself for everything I did, I just fucking hate me," he broke down crying.  he let me go and sat down on the couch. his head on his hands.

 

He felt this way and I never knew it. I made him feel worst by leaving, telling him it was his fault. he was broken inside, he didn't know how to deal with the guilt. he was the one that was hurting more. and I just made it worst. I was only thinking about me, and how bad he treated me, I never thought how he felt, or why he was treating me. I was selfish. I felt a tear run down my cheek. then more came out. I crouch down to his level.

"I'm sorry, I was selfish, I was only thinking about me. in never thought how you felt. I blame it all on you, when it wasn't you're fault. I just made you feel worst"

"no, it is my fault, I killed her, I killed Mom," he said. I sat next to him.

"no you didn't, it was an accident, you never knew it was going to happen," I said.

"Still, I treated you like shit"

"you said it that's because you didn't know what to do. I mean yeah it was wrong to do that, but you were and are hurting" he was silent.

"I don't have to forgive you," I said then added "I'm the one that has to say I'm sorry, I was fucking selfish, I left instead of being there for you, I blamed you, I also took it out on you, I'm the one that made everything worst for you, my brothers and dad"

"I made you feel that way," he said,

"and i made you feel worst"

"We made each other feel bad" I added.

"were so messed up," he said, I laughed.

"bad," I said, he laughed.

"I'm sorry," he said looking up at me.

"I'm sorry," I said to him. he leans in and hugged me tightly. I hugged him back.

"no I'm sorry," he said,

"no, I am"

"no me"

"me"

"ok were both sorry" he finished. we both laughed.

"I love you, baby sister," he said kissing my cheek.

"I love you, not baby brother," I said kissing his cheek. we both laughed. then I yawn.

"tired?" he said.

"a little," I said.

he stood up and picked me up bridal style. I wrapped my arms around his neck.

"where's your bedroom?" he asked walking up the stairs.

"walk all the down, the right one," I said. he did as I told him. he dropped me down on the bed, then went to my closet and took out a pair of sweat pants from the top and a shirt. he gave them to me. I put them on. he took tuck me inside the blanket and kissed me in the forehead.

"sleep ok"

"lay down with me, like the old days," I said. he smiled and nodded. he took his shoes off, I took the blanket away so he can lay down. when he did I cover him and turn around. he wrapped his arm around my waist and kissed me in the cheek.

"I love you, Bry," I said

"I love you, Lex," he said then the sleepiness took over me, I closed my eyes and started sleeping away.

"I'm sorry" that was the last thing I heard before I blacked out.

 

chapter 9

=Alexandra POV=

 

I woke up by someone shaking me. I open my eyes and Jack and Wade standing in front of me. I tried to move but couldn't, there was and heavy arm around my waist. I look back and see Bryan sleeping. I smile, which I barely do. I look back at Jack and Wade.

"what happened?"

"you've been sleeping for half an hour, already, were going to watch a movie"

"oh shit sorry"

"did you too made up" Jack Asked

"we're getting there," I said Bryan groan. I turn around and see him waking up. he opens his eyes and looking around, then landing on me. his arm around my waist tighten, bringing me closer to him.

"hey," he said.

"sup, sleepyhead. we're going to watch a movie, you ready?" I asked.

"yeah ok," he looks up to the twins.

"sup bro," jack said. 

"sup"

Bryan unwrapped his arm around my waist and stood up. he started to put his shoes on. I stood up and looked for my sandals.

"well wait for you 2 downstairs," jack said walking out, Wade followed him.

"How have both of them been?" I asked putting my sandals and brushing my long brown hair.

"like always, there always together doing who knows what," he said standing up. I took my phone.

"they were the ones that kept dad occupied, and helped him," he said.

" did they bugged you out, like always?" I asked laughing a little.

"those 2 little demons are my fucking age but they act like 3-year-olds" he said laughing. I laughed with him. we walked downstairs, talking about the twin's childish behavior. we got downstairs to see jack and Wade fighting over a cookie.

"you always eat all the cookies, and never leave me some!" Jack said to Wade

"it's because you eat to slow!" wade said

"I'm trying to enjoy the flavor!"

"your fucking weird, its-" I cut them off.

"guys how old are you again?"

"18" they both said. I dramatically gasped. "What?! I thought you too were 3?" they both frown. and we burst out laughing. I snatch the cookie from Wade and eat it. we all went to sit down on the couch I was in the middle of the twins.

"what we watching?" I said.

"scary movies, a whole Marathon" Damion said sounding excited. the twins and Zoey started complaining.

"oh come on, watching a scary movie is fun, or do you want to watch, a clingy romance movie?" Damion said.

"YES!" both of them three yelled I scoffed.

"were sticking with the scary movies," I said.

"but you hate scary movies?" Wade said.

"That was before," I said. then my phone rang. it was Ricardo.

"what sup"

"hola, Princessa, how's everything?"

"good, as you may hear the fucker of my ex came to school to kill me," I said, everyone, quieted down, listening to me.

"I told you that fucker was bad for you"

"well i wasn't thinking at that time"

"Yeah, yeah whatever. I called to tell you I'm going back tonight"

"did you finished the job?"

"of course baby girl"

"good, are you almost here?"

"I'm entering town"

"well, some friend and my brother's are here"

"exactly what friends?"

"well the son of the leader, 'no-name' gang, Zack is here," I said.

"and his right hand, Damion" I added.

"wow, I thought ill never meet them. that's it?"

"My brothers are here, Wade, Bryan, and Jack."

"wait, wasn't Bryan the one that bullied you?"

"ill tell you about that later"

"ima kill him" 

"no your not, he's fine, ok?"

"If he hurts you, again, I swear I'll kill him"

"you sound like a jealous boyfriend"

"that doesn't sound bad" I can hear his smirk.

"bruh" was all i said

"ill see you in a little bit"

"k, see you" I hanged up, and looked up. all of them were looking at me.

"Ricardo is coming back"

"right now?" Zoey asked. I nodded.

"who's he?" Bryan asked me.

"me and Zoey boss"

"so it is true, your in Gang?" he asked I nodded. "wow" was all he said.

"anyways he's coming, now let's watch the movies," I said. they all got comfy. Zoey went and got the popcorn, from the kitchen, then we just sat there watching movies. Jack and Wade kept clutching on both of my arms, jumping when a jumpscare pop up. we were getting at the scariest part. when the door flew open and Ricardo entered screaming. we all jumped up screaming and falling off the big couch. he came over to me and Zoey and picked us up over his shoulder and started spinning around.

"Ricardo sueltame Ahora Mismo oh si no te mato!!" (put me down or else I'll kill you) I said slapping his back. 

"RICARDO!!!" Zoey scream. he finally stopped and put us down. never taking his hands from our waist. he gave us both kiss on the cheeks like he always does.

"How are my two favorites killers?" he said let us go.

"good, did you finish the assignment," Zoey asked him.

"am I in school now? yeah did it," he said, dropping his bags on the ground. he went up to Zack and Damion.

"its a pleasure meeting you Zack and Damion, I've been meaning to ally with your father," Ricardo said shacking Zack's hand