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I heard her laugh thenāhappily, it seemed to me,āand I thought I perceived her to extend her hand to him, and that he shook it briefly, in his fashion, as if it had been the hand of a man and not that of the beautiful lady.
āYou know I should like nothing better in the worldāsince you tell me what you do,ā she answered.
āAnd the other man?ā he asked her, with the same hinting of sharpness in his tone. āIs that all settled?ā
āAlmost. Would you like me to tell you?ā
āOnly a littleāplease!ā
His voice had dropped, and he spoke very quietly, which startlingly caused me to realize what I was doing. I went out of hearing then, very softly. Is it creible that I found myself trembling when I reached the twilit piazza? It is true, and I knew that never, for one moment, since that tragic, divine day of her pity, had I wholly despaired of beholding her again; that in my most sorrowful time there had always been a little, little morsel of certain knowledge that I should some day be near her once more.
And now, so much was easily revealed to me: it was to see her that the good Lambert R. Poor Jr., had come to Paris, preceding my patron; it was he who had passed with her on the last day of my shame, and whom she had addressed by his central name of Rufus, and it was to his hand that I had restored her parasol.
I was to look upon her face at lastāI knew itāand to speak with her. Ah, yes, I did tremble! It was not because I feared she might recognize her poor slave of the painted head-top, nor that Poor Jr. would tell her. I knew him now too well to think he would do that, had I been even that other of whom he had spoken, for he was a brave, good boy, that Poor Jr. No, it was a trembling of another kindāsomething I do not know how to explain to those who have not trembled in the same way; and I came alone to my room in the hotel, still trembling a little and having strange quickness of breathing in my chest.
I did not make any light; I did not wish it, for the precious darkness of the Cathedral remained with meāmagic darkness in which I beheld floating clouds made of the dust of gold and vanishing melodies. Any person who knows of these singular things comprehends how little of them can be told; but to those people who do not know of them, it may appear all great foolishness. Such people are either too young, and they must wait, or too oldāthey have forgotten!
It was an hour afterward, and Poor Jr. had knocked twice at my door, when I lighted the room and opened it to him. He came in, excitedly flushed, and, instead of taking a chair, began to walk quickly up and down the floor.
āIām afraid I forgot all about you, Ansolini,ā he said, ābut that girl I ran into is aāa Miss Landry, whom I have known a longāā
I put my hand on his shoulder for a moment and said:
āI think I am not so dull, my friend!ā
He made a blue flash at me with his eyes, then smiled and shook his head.
āYes, you are right,ā he answered, re-beginning his fast pace over the carpet. āIt was she that I meant in LucerneāI donāt see why I should not tell you. In Paris she said she didnāt want me to see her again until I could beāfreiendlyāthe old way instead of something considerably different, which Iād grown to be. Well, Iāve just told her not only that Iād behave like a friend, but that Iād changed and felt like one. Pretty much of a lie that was!ā He laighed, without any amusement. āBut it was successful, and I suppose I can keep it up. At any rate weāre going over to Venice with her and her mother to-morrow. Afterwards, weāll see them in Naples just before they sail.ā
āTo Venice with them!ā I could not repress crying out.
āYes; we join parties for two days,ā he said, and stopped at a window and looked out attentively at nothing before he went on: āIt wonāt be very long, and I donāt suppose it will ever happen again. The other man is to meet them in Rome. Heās a countryman of yours, and I believeāI believe itāsāaboutāsettled!ā
He pronounced these last words in an even voice, but how slowly! Not more slowly than the construction of my own response, which I heard myself making:
āThis countryman of mineāwho is he?ā
āOne of your kind of Kentucky Colonels,ā Poor Jr. laughed mournfully. At first I did not understand; then it came to me that he had sometimes previously spoken in that idiom of the nobles, and that it had been his custom to address one of his Parisian followers, a vicomte, as āColonel.ā
āWhat is his name?ā
āI canāt pronounce it, and I donāt know how to spell it,ā he answered. āAnd that doesnāt bring me to the verge of the grave! I can bear to forget it, at least until we get to Naples!ā
He turned and went to the door, saying, cheerfully: āWell, old horse-thiefā (such had come to be his name for me sometimes, and it was pleasant to hear), āwe must be dressing. Theyāre at this hotel, and we dine with them to-night.ā
How can I tell of the lady of the pongeeānow that I beheld her? Do you think that, when she came that night to the salon where we were awaiting her, I hesitated to lift my eyes to her face because of a fear that it would not be so beautiful as the misty sweet face I had dreamed would be hers? Ah, no! It was the beauty which was in her heart that had made me hers; yet I knew that she was beautiful. She was fair, that is all I can tell. I cannot tell of her eyes, her height, her mouth; I saw her through those clouds of the dust of goldāshe was all glamour and light. It was to be seen that everyone fell in love with her at once; that the chef dāorchestre came and played to her; and the waitersāyou should have observed them!āmade silly, tender faces through the great groves of flowers with which Poor Jr. had covered the table. It was most difficult for me to address her, to call her āMiss Landry.ā It seemed impossible that she should have a name, or that I should speak to her except as āyou.ā
Even, I cannot tell very much of her mother, except that she was adorable because of her adorable relationship. She was florid, perhaps, and her conversation was of commonplaces and echoes, like my own, for I could not talk. It was Poor Jr. who made the talking, and in spite of the spell that was on me, I found myself full of admiration and sorrow for that brave fellow. He was all gaieties and little stories in a way I had never heard before; he kept us in quiet laughter; in a word, he was charming. The beautiful lady seemed content to listen with the greatest pleasure. She talked very little, except to encourage the young man to continue. I do not think she was brilliant, as they call it, or witty. She was much more than that in her comprehension, in her kindnessāher beautiful kindness!
She spoke only once directly to me, except for the little things one must say. āI am almost sure I have met you, Signor Ansolini.ā
I felt myself burning up and knew that the conflagration was visible. So frightful a blush cannot be prevented by will-power, and I felt it continuing in hot waves long after Poor Jr. had effected salvation for me by a small joke upon my cosmopolitanism.
Little sleep visited me that night. The darkness of my room was luminous and my closed eyes became painters, painting so radiantly with divine coloursāpainters of wonderful portraits of this lady. Gallery after gallery swam before me, and the morning brought only more!
What a ride it was to Venice that day! What magical airs we rode through, and what a thieving old trickster was time, as he always becomes when one wishes hours to be long! I think Poor Jr. had made himself forget everything except that he was with her and that he must be a friend. He committed a thousand ridiculousnesses at the stations; he filled one side of the compartment with the pretty chianti-bottles, with terrible cakes, and with fruits and flowers; he never ceased his joking, which had no tiresomeness in it, and he made the little journey one of continuing, happy laughter.
And that evening another of my foolish dreams came true! I sat in a gondola with the lady of the grey pongee to hear the singing on the Grand Canal;ānot, it is true, at her feet, but upon a little chair beside her mother. It was my placeāto be, as I had been all day, escort to the mother, and guide and courier for that small party. Contented enough was I to accept it! How could I have hoped that the Most Blessed Mother would grant me so much nearness as that? It was not happiness that I felt, but something so much more precious, as though my heart-strings were the strings of a harp, and sad, beautiful arpeggios ran over them.
I could not speak much that evening, nor could Poor Jr. We were very silent and listened to the singing, our gondola just touching the others on each side, those in turn touching others, so that a musician from the barge could cross from one to another, presenting the hat for contributions. In spite of this extreme propinquity, I feared the collector would fall into the water when he received the offering of Poor Jr. It was āGra-a-azā, Mi-lor! Grazā!ā a hundred times, with bows and grateful smiles indeed!
It is the one place in the world where you listen to a bad voice with pleasure, and none of the voices are goodāthey are harsh and worn with the night-singingāyet all are beautiful because they are enchanted.
They sang some of our own Neapolitan songs that night, and last of all the loveliest of all, āLa Luna Nova.ā It was to the cadence of it that our gondoliers moved us out of the throng, and it still drifted on the water as we swung, far down, into sight of the lights of the Ledo:
āLuna dāar-gen-to fal-lo so-gnarā
Ba-cia-lo in fron-te non lo de-starā¦ .ā
Not so sweetly came those measures as the low voice of the beautiful lady speaking them.
āOne could never forget it, never!ā she said. āI might hear it a thousand other times and forget them, but never this first time.ā
I perceived that Poor Jr. turned his face abruptly toward hers at this, but he said nothing, by which I understood not only his wisdom but his forbearance.
āStrangely enough,ā she went on, slowly, āthat song reminded me of something in Paris. Do you rememberāāshe turned to Poor Jr.āāthat poor man we saw in front of the Cafeā de la Paix with the sign painted upon his head?ā
Ah, the good-night, with its friendly cloak! The good, kind night!
āI remember,ā he answered, with some shortness. āA little faster, boatman!ā
āI donāt know what made it,ā she said, āI canāt account for it, but Iāve been thinking of him all through that last song.ā
Perhaps not so strange, since
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