Complicated but Perfect (COMPLETE) - Fearless Pinoy (great book club books .TXT) 📗

put colors of the things that he did to you because you don’t have any reason to be happy!

My subconscious spats again but this time I roll my eyes at her.

Happily, I get up from the bed and went to the bathroom. I brush my teeth, wash my face and fix my hair, leaving it down. I then went outside of the bathroom, outside from the bedroom and straight downstairs. It’s Saturday and to think that Jed has no work on weekends.

I search the house looking for my husband. Now I accept the fact that I love him even he loves someone else. I accidentally open Jed’s mini Library and there I saw Jed talking with 3 other handsome young man about our age. Their conversation stops when they saw me standing on the door. I try to leave but it’s too late, Jed is looking at me intently including the three guys.

“I…I’m sorry to interrupt, I just leave now” I said. The man with a dark hair stands up “Why leave? You are so beautiful, no wonder why Jed marries you” he stops and looks at Jed then give a little cough. “Well never mind, I’m Nathan Brown by the way” he introduces. “Hi” I mutter.

“Oooh, I think Nathan has a crush on your wife Jed” the dirty blonde guy grins. “No, I just appreciate the beauty that God gave to her and beside Jed I’m not much in wasting time not telling the girl how beautiful she is” Jed didn’t say anything, instead he stands up and walk towards me. I look at him and he smiles, it makes me feel care and loved by him. He then grabs my hip by his hard muscular arm and rests my body to his side. Nathan Brown back-off.

“His name is John Flynn” Jed introduces the guy who has a dirty blonde hair. John nods at me and smile and I did the same to him. “That one is Ryan Scotts” Jed introduces the blonde man beside John. Ryan smiles at me and said “You are really pretty, Jed really marry you and we thought that he’s going to marry…” he look at Jed and stop “Ayah! Nice meeting you Cheska” “Nice to meet you too” I said, but I know that he’s referring to Rose but was stopped by Jed’s furious eyes.

“What about me?” Nathan interrupts. “She already knows your name” Jed snaps sarcastically, I shrug. “Well actually Jed, your wife is so good to feature the new magazine of mine the “Life is Fun with clothes for summer edition” Nathan said changing the subject. “I beg your pardon?” I said. “You are the perfect first female model to be capture on my magazine Racetrack Rider Community” Nathan said. “I’m sorry, but I am not a model” I smile apologetically. “But you could be and beside you just need to pose and smile for the camera and I will pay you with the amount that we will be talking” he said full of hope. I felt Jed’s eyes looking at us intently so I look at him and smile.

“I didn’t say yes about this yet Nathan and haven’t you heard Cheska? She’s not a model so please give it a break. You could still find someone better” Jed said that makes me upset. “So you mean that I am not suitable to be a model and that I am not beautiful?” I snap and step away from him. “I didn’t say that” he snaps back. “You don’t have to say it because you already define it!” I snap again. “Fine, I did say that but you still can’t handle the model thing because of your restaurant” he glares.

"I think I’m the one who can tell about the things that I should and shouldn’t do” I glare back at him. “Excuse me, but you shouldn’t fight about this thing you know” Nathan interrupts. “Back-off Nathan it’s a husband and wife fight, you don’t want to mess with them” John said. “Let him be John, I haven’t seen Nathan lying across the floor” Ryan scoffs.

I didn’t take my glare off to Jed, I am not afraid you know! “Fine” Jed sigh in defeat “Fine” I smile “Now, Nathan tell me about the salary and the things I need to do” I continue. Jed sat back to his seat while Nathan and I talk about the modeling thing.

Later, Jed and the two guys have their own topic but in the corner of my eye, Jed is not really listening to the two boys because he is insanely staring at me and Nathan. Why acting so strange right now boy? Nathan and I finished discussing about the modeling thing; on the other hand Jed and the two boys are finished with their topic as well.

“So, when will I start the modeling?” I ask Nathan. “Well, hey Jed why don’t you bring Cheska at the Racetrack Rider Community in Whidbey Island? I’m sure that the other Community members are dying to meet her” Nathan said. “Excuse me, Racetrack Rider what?” I ask confusingly, Jed hasn’t mentioned something like this kind of stuff.

“It’s a Community for…” “I’ll bring him and besides it’s Rainer’s birthday” Jed cut off Nathan.

He will bring me with him? Oh! He is so sweet. He was just forced by Nathan because he told him so, don’t be ridiculous and besides he hasn’t tell you about this community because you’re not included to his future you fool!

My subconscious glare at me but I know she’s right about it.

Chapter Twelve

“Am I really awake?” that’s the only question I keep on asking Jed. “For the last time, yes you are very awake” he snaps. I think he was pissed off because I keep on asking him the same thing. Well, the Racetrack Rider Community is very amazing; this place is like covered by the forest.

“I’m sorry, I just you know, it’s like we’re on the same dimension of the world. This place is so peaceful and private” I sigh. “Well, I can’t argue with that. Rainer’s the owner of this community; he is a car racer but sometimes motocross racer. The members of this community are exclusive people, Rainer wants this community to be private for the, members” he explains.

So the member of the community is just private or exclusive people? Which means “Are you a member of this community?” I ask. He exhale sharply and said “We’re already here and to your question, yes I am a member in this community” after that, he unlock the car door and climb out from the car. At first I thought he will be gentlemen again but I was wrong.

“I will never open your door, so come out now!” he spats. I glare at him and do as he said. “This is the Rider Community Restaurant, the other members are already here and I just want to let you know that the members of this community are exclusive for boys and if you see some girls well then maybe it’s the member’s sister or wife or girlfriend. Now, before we get inside is there anything you want to ask?” Jed looks at me with frustrating eyes. “Why are you so grumpy today?” I ask not looking at him.

He didn’t respond, instead he open the Rider Community Restaurant and then he’s gone. As for me I don’t want to fight with him so I follow his way carefully but fast.

“Here comes the newlywed” a guy with red hair named Josh announces. They were all wearing a racetrack uniform and they have a nameplate at the left top corner of their rider jackets. “So, you are Cheska, Nathan was right you are really beautiful” a guy named Shane smiles at me. “Nathan keeps on bragging at us about your wife Jed, and I think he has his eyes on Cheska” a guy named Logan interrupts. “I hope he’ll crash” Jed scoffs.

Then the door opens, I look at the man who is so young and has a serious look he’s Rainer the owner of the community. “Happy Birthday Bro, you’re no longer young” Jed teases. “Whatever you man, why did you come here? You didn’t invite us to your wedding and you just showed up like that?” Rainer smirks.

“Don’t question me about that man besides it’s a rush wedding and you know what I mean” Jed said indicating to close the subject about our marriage. I am still standing at the side of the door like a statue; Jed on the other hand didn’t look at me again.

“By the way, Jed there is someone who ones to congratulate you about your wedding” a guy named Kyle said while he signal his hand to the one he’s referring to and it was Rose!

“I’ve seen your wedding but only on television, by the way congratulations” Rose said then she held her hand to Jed for a handshake. I’ve never been jealous before because my parents and my brother keeps on giving me what I want, but when Jed accepted the handshake all I wanted is to cry and run as far as I could.

To calm myself I try to play cool and advised myself to give a space between Jed and me. Now, that’s what you get for being a fool Cheska, you totally forget about the 6 months contract!

Again I sigh but I was surprised by a man who just pop beside me. “Hi Cheska, why are you here and not with your husband?” “Noah?” I ask confusingly. “Yes and you’re Cheska right?” “Yes, why are you here?” I mutter. “I notice that you choose to be alone than to be with Jed, are you jealous?” he smirks. “Uh-oh? No, why would I be jealous and besides if it wasn’t because of me, maybe those two will end up being together so I don’t have the right to get jealous”

“I see” I hop out from my chair when I heard a strange voice at behind me and the most awkward scene is that he looks like Noah, he’s like the replica. “Who are you?” I ask awkwardly. “I’m Jonah, Noah’s twin and I’m sorry if I surprise you. You two seem kind to have some serious conversation” he smirks and sits on the other side beside me.

“So as far as I heard, you won’t oblige if they will be together while you and Jed will divorce?” Jonah asks, I think for one minute about his question but for me to face the reality, I nod yes.

“We have to go to my house” Jed interrupts behind me. The twins look at me with sympathy but I just smile at them with reassurance that I’m okay. I didn’t bother to look at Jed; instead I walk directly to his car.

Before Jed step outside the Rider Community Restaurant, I saw him and Rose smile and hug