Our journey from engagement to marriage by Shipra Saini (animal farm read .txt) 📗

He was wearing a white shirt and dark blue blazer over it, perfect contrast to his sharp and fair looks. He is looking like a Greek god, may be more handsome then him. I never saw such beautiful and handsome man, in my whole life.

Looking at him, I was cent percent sure that he is going to reject me because I looked average infront of him. There are many beautiful girls who look good beside him not me.

"I know this is all new for both of us and I'm nervous as well. I don't know what I want to ask you but I know one thing that I want to tell you everything about me." He whispered while looking down.

"As you know we lives in NEW YORK (U.S.A). We had our own company which is run by me and my father. I studied in business and completed my graduation and masters from London Business School. Later on I joined my father's company as an employe for an experience and now I am working as a managing director in our company." He tell everything about his studies and I was har his beautiful voice while looking down on my lap. I look on my lap like this is the most interesting thing in the world.

"I had some bad habits in my college and school life. I also dated many girls in my college life and slept with them but never had a serious relationship with anyone. I was a kind of play boy. But when I joined company, I leave everything behind and focused in my career. I also drink sometime but not regular, mostly when I am emotionally weak or going through some stress. You can say, I only drink in my vulnerable state. I don't know why I am telling you all this. But my heart is saying me to tell you everything so I just did." He said.

I look at him surprisingly, I can see a honesty in his eyes. He let out everything about him honestly. He didn't hide anything about him. How could a person to be such honest in his first meeting. I am glad that he shares to me, his past relationship with other girls and how he drinks occasionally. He could hide things from me but he didn't. May be this is the honesty people talk about, a couple should have in their relationship. I respect him more now.

We both looked at eachother for a while. I looked at him with respect while he is looking at me like finding something in my eyes.

"Tell me something about yourself." He asked me when I didn't say anything.

"I completed my school and graduation from here, I mean from Saharanpur. I like reading books, listening music, watching movies." I tell him honestly because there is nothing much about me to tell.

"Don't you like travelling?" he asked me.

"yes .." I nodded my head.

"Thank god because I love travelling so much." He said to me with a glint ok happiness in his eyes.

We both chuckled softly.

"Maa told me that you had done preparations for Indian government exams?" He asked me.

"I had done but I am not a sharp student like my elder sister and brother. I tried many times but failed miserably." I said while looking down in embarrassment and I was afraid if I looked his mesmerized coffee brown deep eyes I could lost in them and I could not afford it right now.

"Everyone is different. Some have other talents and I know you are talented in other things." He said softly.

I know he is saying that to make me feel batter but the thing is no one say this to me before.

"I know you are feeling nervous right now because I'm feeling the same. May be more than you but I want to know you." He whispered.

I looked at him and he is already looking at me. We both looked at eachother for a while.

I broke the gaze first and looked down.

"There is nothing much about me to tell. I grew here in this house. Never had a big dreams just wanted to do a simple job so I can support papa in his bills. Sometimes I feel nervous to interact with new people." I said still looking down.

"What makes you more nervous about them...?" He whispered.

I can feel his gaze on me.

"The thought they will judge me without knowing me." I whispered.

"But what if the person is not judging you but wants to know you and feeling the same emotions which you are feeling right now." He whispered looking at me.

I turned my head to him and looked at him. I saw something is his eyes. The same emotions which I am feeling right now. The same fear of rejection which I am feeling right now. I was no more feeling nervous. He makes me feel comfortable. I never thought he has such down to earth nature. We both are feeling the same emotions. Fear of being rejected by each other, eating both of us from inside.

A girl will be very lucky who will marry to him. I feel butterflies in my stomach when I think that, the girl as me.

Is it possible that the person give you much more important than you deserve, in a very first meeting.

"Are you still nervous?" He asked me softly looking directly into my eyes.

How do he know I am feeling nervous.

I turned my head from him.

I shaked my head as 'no..' while looking down.

I didn't feel nervous as much as before but I am still feeling a nervous.

We both sitting there like this. None of us said anything.

"You can ask me anything, if you want." he asked me.

I shake my head No.

"Not about my past relationships with girls." He asked me softly.

"You told me everything and I trust you." I said turning my head to look at him and he is looking at me already.

He is looking at me like he looks direct into my soul. We both looking at each other for good time and I can feel my cheeks are red now.

I turn my head and he turn his head too.

"I think we should leave now, everyone is waiting for us." He said looking at me.

I nodded my head as yes and we both got up from our seats at same time.
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