He Loves Me He Loves Me Not - Danielle Phillips (top young adult novels .TXT) 📗

she came back with a small cup and she instructed me to pee in it and then leave it on the sink and wait in my room. I also had to sign wavers and what not since i was eighteen now they didnt have to call my parents unless i instructed them too. After about two hours of sitting around Mrs. Newman came back in with the test results.

"Well Zoey we have good news and we have some not so great news depending on the person." The nurse said.

"Please dont sugar coat it i cant handle waiting any more." i said nervouse as hell.

"You are a perfectly healthy eighteen year old girl, but you are pregnant." She said.

"What?" i blurted out.

"We are going to bring the doctor in to check you out to make sure you and the baby are ok. He will also do an ultrasound to see how far along you are and to let you know your options." The nurse said patting my shoulder.

A few minutes later the nurse and doctor came in with an ultrasound machine and i layed down. they put some warm jelly on my stomach and pushed around with their little wand thing.

"Well Miss Evans you seem to be about six weeks in and everything looks great." the doctor said.

"ok so what do i do now?" i asked as i cleaned off my stomach.

"Well you have some options since you are only six weeks. You can keep the baby and raise him or her, anytime before twelve weeks you can get an abortion and terminate the pregnancey, or go through the whole pregnancy and then set the baby up for adoptioin." The doctor explained while handing me panflets.

"Doctor this is my baby and i am going to raise him or her so what do i need to do to keep my baby healthy?" i asked as tears spilled down my cheeks.

"well we will have to start you on vitamins and you need to keep your stress levels down." The doctor explained.

After what felt like forever in the clinic I left with my ultrasound pictures and my discharge papers and headed to the deans office. While on my walk i called my mom so that i could tell her the news.

ring, ring, ring "Hello honey how is school going?" mom chirped into the phone.

"Great i got straight A's like always, but mom i have some news for you." i said with butterflies in my stomach.

"Are you ok whats wrong baby?" she asked worried

"i just went to the clinic at school and mom im so sorry i messed up everything." i cried into the phone.

"NO baby you didnt what happened at the clinic im sure it isnt that bad." my mother choked into the phone.

"im pregnant." i said.

"Well that is not as bad as some other things i suppose." my mother cried.

"are you mad?" i asked.

"NO i am not mad i do wish you would have waited but im not mad." my mother said through tears.

I go on to tell her how far along i am and that i want to keep the baby and that i am going now to talk to the dean about some of the jobs off of campus that i can apply for since the college i got into is right around the corner it makes sence to get a job locally and save up now so when i have the baby i can support him or her. After an hour my mother and I hang up and i go and talk to the dean. By the time i leave the Dean's office i am working at cleveland clinic five days a week and my class schedule has been changed. I go to school two days a week and do the rest at home so i can go to work. I am feeling a lot better about the whole situation till i get back to the dorm and see Jay and everyone in the living room.

"Hey Sweet cheeks we got  you some food on the stove." Sam said

"Hey where have you been all day?" Becca asked.

"I went to the doctor since i have been so sick and thank you for the food." i said walking t the kitchen.

"Well what did the doc said what wrong with you?" Tim asked.

"Nothing she said i am perfectly healthy." i said with a fake ass smile as i started to eat.

I turned to get something to drink when i heart my purse zipper open. i turned to see the girl Jay was fucking puling all my papers out of my bag.

"Well lets see it says here that Miss Zoey Evans is.." She stops and looks at me wide eyed.

"She is what?" Jay asks furiously.

"pregnant" i said closing the fridge.

Chapter 6

Over the past five days I have been getting ready to start this job and avoid Jay at all costs. I went to the hospital I am working at and did my training on the computer and some hands on stuff and go my scrubs. I am a nurses aid and basically the receptionist so it should be an easy enough job that pays ten dollars an hour. I start work officially in one week also known as spring break at my school. My classes have already changed and i am loving it so far.  I only have to go into a classroom on tuesdays which is my day off and i am only stuck in this room for as long as it takes me to take my tests. I can get up when i want and do what i want as long as all my work is done by Friday every week. My professors worked it out so i get three weeks of work at a time and can go at my own pace which is so nice. I haven't seen Jay since the day he found out about the pregnancy. I was going to try and call him but why bother if he wanted to be apart of this baby's life then he knows where to find me. I am now seven and a half weeks and i just want to sleep.

"Hey Zoey are you awake?" Sam asked knocking on the bed room door.

"yeah i'm up." i said looking up from my lap top.

"Since you're off on tomorrow want to go to a dinner and movie with us?" Sam asked.

I know the girls have been missing me cause i miss them too its been almost a whole week and i havent really got to spend time with them.

"I would love to let me get ready." i said jumping out of bed.

"She said she is going." Sam yelled as she closed the door.

 I threw on a pair of my jean shorts and a nice shirt that accented my breast but was loose on my stomach and a pair of sneakers. i walked into the living room to find that the girls and I where not the only ones going. I seen Jay and I instantly regretted saying I would go. Becca must have senced the unease i was having with him being there so she hurridly got up and distracted me.

"Oh Sweet cheeks i have missed you in class how is everything going?" Becca asked while hugging me.

"So far great and i am really loving this job so far." i said smiling and hugging her back.

Becca took a step back and then rubbed my belly saying " And how is my lil peanut doing?"

I couldnt help but laugh and say " you do know i am only seven and a half weeks its kind of early to be trying to corrupt my baby."

"What me corruption of people never, want a cigarrett?" She said laughing.

"God i have missed you guys. So where are we going to eat we are starving." i said rubbing my little baby bump.

Everyone but Jay laughes and gets up to leave. I look at him and he is just staring me down with wide eyes like he seen a ghost. I smile at him and motion for him to come on. He slightly relaxes and jumps up to follow like that was the signal he was waiting for. We walk out of the dorm and into the cool late evening air. As we walk down the side walks through campus I tilt my head back to feel the warm breeze in my hair. It is so refreshing to be out and about with my friends again. I have missed them more than even I knew. As we are walking i feel this burning sensation on my stomach like someone is watching me. I look around to find Jay fixed on my stomach like it's some strange object he has never seen before.Then i realise he is trying to adjust to me being pregnant and i cant help but chuckle. His cheeks burn pink and he looks down at the ground and puts his hands in his pockets. I rolled my eyes and reached for his arm. When our skin touched i could feel the warmth and tingling go through my body. Jay looked up at me confused and I pulled his hand out of his pocket and placed it on my stomach. The minute his hand made contact with my bloated little belly he stoped in his tracts and smiled. After what felt like and hour we finally made it to the restraunt and i had to use the bathroom.

"Hey you guys get a table i gotta go to the bathroom." i said already going to the restroom.

"We will come with  ya." the girls chimmed and followed me.

I walked into the bathroom and all went well till i came out to wash my hands and was face to face with the mean girls and the tramp that broke me and Jay up.

"OH look the campus whore is out playing around again." said one girl

"What you trying to get pregnant again already" said the other girl.

"Guys just stop ok I dont need the stress." i said as i went to dry my hands.

"Aww what's the matter you cant handle it poor baby." the tramp said.

"Hey bitch leave her alone or deal with us." Sam yelled.

I threw the paper towel away and we walked out of the bathroom to leave the Hyienas to do their little laugh.

We found the guys at a table close to the door and sat down. Sam next to Tim, Becca next to John, and me next to Jay. They all picked up a menu but i already knew what i wanted so i watched the T. V they had on the wall in the corner. after a few minutes the waitress came back and we all ordered.

"So what do you want a boy or girl?" Tim asked.

"I have not really thought much of it, but I think it would be cool to have a boy so if i have kids later and its a girl he can protect her." i answered

"What would you name him." I have no idea i said laughing

"Better yet who is the father?" The tramp sneered as she stood next to jay rubbing his shoulder with the Bitch Crew behind her.

"That is probaby the easiest answer yet, Jay is the father." i said smiling up