You're My First Wish - Leandra A. (top novels to read .TXT) 📗

watching a movie of me starring yet the other person with me is still a mystery, I caressed her cheek and felt her cold tears that's falling.

What's wrong? Are you hurt somewhere? Gin? I almost gasp as her face suddenly appears in front of me.

This ignorant little kid that I met five years ago, without me noticing has grown up. It's a mystery that I would be concern of time and days that doesn't matter to me before.

M...My ears are hurting from your singing,  I blurted out, trying to hide my embarrassment.

Don't underestimate someone who has a serious heart for you.

Once again these words a from a woman I don't remember at all, keeps on appearing in my blank memory.

Gin? Are you sure you're not sick? This fool that is causing me endless trouble dare to ask.

Have you forgot what am I for you to bother asking if I am sick? I flicked her head and pinched her cheeks hardly.

There's probably something wrong in me. Watching this brat, a young kid who has grown now but still acts innocently, can reassured me from these chained memories that always hunts me these days.

Ouch!..I know you will never get sick but these days I think you're always out of it, She pouted and then suddenly her eyes grew bigger, Are you perhaps finally in love sick because of me?!

W...What are you an idiot? I am sure a blank face shows in my face right now after hearing such nonsense, And why should a brat like you worried about an adult?

But are you really okay, Gin? I can hear unnecessary worry in her voice as she looks at me, concerned on what am I spacing out these days.

Stop Imagining things...It has nothing to do with you, I sighed, ashamed of myself that is letting her see this weak side of mine.

Should we hold hands? Before I could even react she shamelessly wrap her hands and hold them up together with hers.

Before I held this hand, I didn't know the world I was in was this bright, She told me as she intertwined her fingers in our hands. In that dark eternity, I waited, almost eternally and with your silver light-- like sunshine, you fell down to me.

This child was daydreaming again, I sighed and when I tried to pull our hands apart she move closer and wrap her arms around my head, I can barely breathe.

I wanted to be happy for once but that made you feel burden right? Her voice sounded like she was about to cry and hugged me tighter; Even so all these ordinary days we spent together had made me greedy, Gin.

Too Close; My body feels lethargic and my eyes seems dim, my chest is mysteriously pounding even though I don't have a human heart.  

How could I not foresee such thing? This little flower I found five years ago, a small and fragile thing yet what scared me most now.

I am hopeless...Is this some kind of script play from him?! Unable to explain these irritating feeling, I could only blame the divinity, who has gain power to pull me in an endless string of fate!

Curse this stupid fate I was forcefully given by this brat! I almost blurted out of my frustration.

Gin?! She suddenly called out my name to her surprise when I reach out to her and pulled her close to my chest.

Why are you giving a crest fallen look? I chuckled. Can you feel it? The thumping of my chest without a human heart...this cold yet burning body, I can see her neck and ears turning red, If not can you just listen and hear my voice, making my confession.

  Slowly this little flower's scent start to flows inside my head, not stopping until all of my senses can no longer ignore her presence. For the first time I realize something I never think I'll experience -- My First Love.

 

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Publication Date: 01-10-2016

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