Toxic love by Shikha Mishra (good books to read for 12 year olds TXT) 📗

The broken voice of his broke my heart. "I love you vihaan and will always do" I say and lift my face from the pillow but what I saw shattered my heart.

Tears were spilling from his eyes and the scene of that day came in my mind. That day I had promised to myself that I would never let him cry and what am I doing now?

"Then why.....why are you doing this. And about yesterday I can't help it. I always end up getting angry. You...you don't understand how it feels when you see your fiancée and would be wife talking and......and laughing with other boy."

I stand up infront of him "Vihaan" I call to get his attention on my face. I lift my hand to caress his cheeks and before it can touch it and he moves away.

"No don't do that if you don't mean it" he mumbles.

"Vihaan" I shout and run for him as he stumbles on his feet making him fall down.

"DON'T. COME. NEAR. ME and don't you dare to TOUCH. ME" I flinched.

"Don't say that vihaan. I love you" I cry out and fall on my knees. This is hurting more than the rough sex.

"You love me?" I nod and crawl to him. I want his warmth. I don't know what I was thinking when I said that. I was been an idiot.

"Then prove it" I wipe his face clean.

"How?"

"Promise me that you would never leave me. Never ever. Promise me that whatever happens you would never leave me. You would be with me." 

"Yes I promise you vihaan that I would never leave you. I would be their with you like how your shadow lives with you" I know that I can never leave vihaan. I wouldn't be able to leave with him. 

"Not like a shadow. Shadow leaves me at night. I want you to be with me like my oxygen. As I can't live without oxygen I also can't live without you and if you leave me ever then I will die"

My eyes widens. "I promise you vihaan....." I hug him ".....I promise" I will never break this promise.

"And you don't really mean the earlier words? Right. The one where you want sp-space from.....me."

I take a huge breath. "Yeah.....I di-didn't meant it but you promise me that you would try to control your anger because I really can't..... tolerate that side of you"

"Yeah I would definitely try to control it" I smiled thinking that everything is settled now.

"Do you want ice cream?" I nod.

"Shit I will miss my college.....what is the time?" I check the time and it's 9 am means there is still some time. "What did you tell dad?" I ask as I totally forgot about it. Yesterday we came directly from college to here.

"First of all you are not going to college....." I open my mouth to protest as this is the second day only of my college after holidays and I am already taking a leave but he shushes me "......and about your dad I have it under control"

"What did you do?" I ask because if dad asked me then what am I going to say if I don't even know the lie which he told dad.

"I told him that you are having a sleepover with Mia at her house" i nod.

He lifts me from the ground and lays me on the bed. "What about ice cream?" I ask as he is also laying with me.

"After sleep" I smile and scoot more close to him.

"I love you" I mumble with a yawn. I think I really got tired after all this talk.

"I love you too baby"

"Vihaan why do you wanted that promise with me. I would never leave you ever" I say and try to keep my ears and eyes open to listen his words.

"Because I know......." but my eyes and ears both gets close and I didn't heard what he said.

Disha didn't knew that at some point of her life she wouldn't even think twice of this promise.

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