Mixed feelings by S. N. Nina Arthur (good books to read .txt) 📗

Nikolai Pov:- 

Nikolai

Love, What does it give you anyway? Nothing but pain, all those painful memories which hurt you more than any physical pain. All my life I had been craving for my mother’s love which I never got, my father never loved, but used me as a puppet to get to my mother, my brother, Enzo left me and cut all his ties with me. 

I fell in love with someone I could never have. I fell in love with my brother’s wife, that brother who I loved more than anything. 

Being rejected by love for my whole life broke my fragile heart, it’s so broken that it has no strength to go through another rejection. I vowed to never let this heart of mine ever beat for anyone, I built a huge wall around it and I made it so strong that no one could ever break it no matter what. 

When a good heart breaks, it turns into a stone and it can become extremely dangerous. I intend it to be, I don’t want any woman to come closer to it.

I never understand what my destiny wants from me. I guess it wants me to turn into the very monster I loathed my whole life, My father, Boris. 

Despite how hard I tried to not become like my father, but in the end, I realised I could never be a good man because Boris’s blood runs in my veins. 

I tried, desperately, but I couldn’t reject the fact that I'm Boris’s son,

I was meant to become a MONSTER. 

Author’s Note:-

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