Story of Rayline's Life - Alyssa Geltz (reading in the dark .txt) 📗

Rayline, wait!" Xander yelled. He ran downstairs and followed me outside. "I'm so sorry." He hugged me.
"I can't deal with her anymore.." I whispered.
"I know.. neither can I.." He kissed me and I kissed him back.

Chapter 17- Not again..

Xander's mom ran outside and over to us. She separated us and slapped.
"What was that for!?" I stared at her.
"For being with MY son!" She screamed.
"You need to get over it and just accept our love! Stop controlling Xander's life!" I screamed back. She screamed and slapped me again.
"I will not take orders from you. Xander! Break up with her.. NOW!!" Oh shit.. that made me take a step back. Xander looked heartbroken. "Uh huh.. I found your weak spot.. each other." She smiled an evil grin. "Break up with her, Xander." Xander looked at the ground.
"No. I will not break up with her. Rayline is right, you need to stop controlling my life." He looked up at her and she screamed.
"XANDER BREAK UP WITH HER DAMNIT!!! YOU CAN FIND SOMEONE BETTER THAN HER!!! She has freaking problems! Why do you love her!?!?! Melissa was way better than her! Why did you break up with Melissa." She screamed. He stared at her. I stared at Xander.. Melissa? Who's Melissa? I heard Xander's mom laugh and not in a good way. "Oops. I wasn't suppose to say that." Xander looked at me. I looked at him for a second then looked away. He saw the pain in my eyes.
"Melissa was worse then Rayline.. She didn't care about our relationship she only wanted my body. She didn't even love me." Xander sighed.
"That's a lie. Melissa told me she really loved you but you didn't want a serious relationship with her. So you left her for this pathetic emo to forget about her." I looked up at Xander, shocked.
"That's not true!" Xander yelled.
"Is it?" I mumbled. "Is it true.." I looked at the ground feeling like I would cry right then and there. Xander and his mom looked at me.
"So she speaks.." His mother stared to say.
"Shut up, Mom. Rayline.. It's.." He sighed. "It's true.. but I love you a lot more!" The tears came.
"You.. you used me.." My voice broke.
"No!! It's not like that! Rayline please-" I cut him off. I looked up at him and he saw tears go down my face.
"Save it! No one wants me.. I don't believe this.. Xander.. It's.. it's.. It's over!!" I started crying even more and Xander stood there, his face in pain and sadness. It looked like he would break down into tears.. Xander's mom grinned.
"Rayline! Please!" I started to run away but he grabbed my hand.
"No!" I got out of his grip and ran to my car. I opened the door and got in. I started to car and pulled out of the driveway. I looked at Xander one last time and saw a tear run down his face. I drove down the street, speeding. I got home in about 5 minutes and pulled in the driveway. I turned off the car and put my head on the steering wheel. I started crying really hard. Everything that happened.. was it... fake..? I cried even more. I can't live without him.. I just can't.. I got out of the car and went inside. I ran upstairs to my room and into my bathroom. I looked around for something to make me over dose. Nothing. I ran to my mom's bathroom and found pills that would make me over dose. I was still crying. I opened the bottle and dumped out 5 pills. I put them in my mouth and swallowed them. I already got a headache. I put 4 more in my mouth and felt dizzy. I took a step and almost fell but I put my hand on the wall. I took another 2 pills and fell onto the floor.
"Rayline! We're home!" Mom yelled. I was starting to lose consciousness. By the time they found me I was unconscious.

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I woke up a week later in the hospital. I slowly opened my eyes and saw Mom and Crystal run over to me.
"Thank god your alright!!!! We thought you already over dosed..." Mom wrapped her arms around me and wouldn't let go.
"Why in the world would you try to kill yourself again!!!" Crystal half yelled but she was about to cry. She joined in the hug.
"X...x... Xander... I.. I.. broke.. up with him.." I slowly managed to get out. The both gasped.
"Why?!?!" Crystal stared at me.
"He.. he.. left a girl... for me.. he lied.." I stopped talking and coughed.
"Why would he ever do that?!!?!" Mom blinked.
"No guy... would ever.. love me.." I coughed again.
"No that's not true!! Xander he truly loved you.. I could see it in his eyes." Crystal hugged me again. I coughed.
"I don't.. feel good.." I whispered.
"You need to get more sleep. All those pills would make you feel bad.. We'll see you soon." Mom kissed my forehead and Crystal hugged me again. They left after that and I fell asleep shortly after.

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I woke up the week after that and felt better than I was last week. When I opened my eyes I saw Mom sitting beside me.
"Hello sleepyhead." She smiled.
"Hi. I feel much better now.." I smiled back.
"Great! Would you want to change out of those hospital clothes?" I nodded and she left for a second and brought back some clothes. "I'll let you change then." She went outside my door and closed it. I got out of my bed and put on a tank top and some sweats. I looked around my room. Mom knocked on the door and I said it was okay to come in. She opened the door, but she looked shocked.
"Mom.. What's wrong?" I stared at her.
"There... There's someone.. here to see you.." She left and Xander walked in. He looked horrible.. but in that hot sexy kinda way. He hadn't shaved in about a week, he looked really tired, he had pain, worry, and sadness in his eyes. He stared at me and walked over to my bed.
"What are you doing here..?" I looked away.
"I had to see you.. your Mom called me and told me what happened.. It was my fault.. I should have told you about Melissa." He was still staring at me.. I could feel it.
"Yeah. you should have.. then maybe I wouldn't be here.. again. What do you want?" I looked at him.. annoyed.
"I want you back. If I can't have you.. I can't have anyone.." He sighed.
"Well what about Melissa?" I was really annoyed now. I crossed my arms which I couldn't have done.. You could see the top of my breasts out of my tank top. He stared at my chest.
"She.. she moved away after I broke up with her. She told me the truth.. she wanted a serious relationship, but I didn't. Then she told me she wanted my body.. I couldn't take it. Rayline.. please.." He took a step closer to me. He moved his eyes from my chest to my eyes. I felt tears building up but tried keeping them back.
"No.. I don't know if I trust you anymore.." He gasped. "It's true.. I don't know anymore.. not after you lied to me.. for all I know our relationship could have been fake.." I looked away at the floor.
"No.. Please trust me.. Our relationship wasn't fake.. I truly love you, Rayline. I would never hurt you." He sat beside me but I moved away. A tear ran down my cheek. Xander wiped away the tears that came down my face. "Rayline.. Don't cry.." I only cried more. He pulled me into his arms and wrapped his arms around my waist. I tried resisting but only failed. I buried my face into his chest and cried. I put my hands on his chest and he pulled me closer.
"I'm so sorry, Xander.. Really. I'm a horrible person.. you don't deserve me." I mumbled into his chest.
"Shh.. Don't say that. I deserve you and you deserve me. Rayline, your my soul mate and I love you with all my heart. I forgive you.. Will you be mine again?" I took my face off his chest and looked up at him. He took his left hand and wiped away my tears.
"Yes, I'll be ours again. I love you will all my heart, too." He smiled and leaned in and kissed my lips. I kissed him back and his tongue slipped into my mouth and he played with my tongue. He laid me down on the bed and started kissing down my jawline onto my neck. Mom opened the door and gasped.
"Am I interrupting.." She looked away. Xander stopped and looked over at my Mom. "I just wanted to say, Xander, your mothers here, and she's really not happy.." Xander got off me and stood up. I sat up and sighed.. Someone I really don't wanna deal with..

Chapter 18- Unexpected Surprises.

Xander's Mom walked in and she really was angry.
"What the hell are you doing here with that?" She pointed at me, but I ignored her and stared out the hospital window.
"She happens to be my girlfriend. Seriously, Mom? Were going to do this.. again? Just remember what happened last time. It ended up with her breaking up with me and almost killing herself.. again." He shook his head. "I'm just about done with you, Mom. I can't all this bull shit anymore. Just go." He turned away from her and looked at me.
"Well.. I.. Umm.. Uh.. Xander.. Melissa.. is back. I just thought.. I'd say that... Sorry.." She started walking out the door. Xander gasped and I froze.
"Wait!" His mom came back in and stared at him. "She's.. she's back..? But why...?"
"Well.. she can tell you herself.. Melissa, come on in." Melissa walked in and I stared at her. Xander also stared. She was waay more prettier than I was. No she looked like a model. She had long, blonde hair with a beautiful face. Light make-up on with light pink lipstick. She had super tight skinny jeans on, you could pretty much see her ass. She was almost wearing a V-neck shirt and you could see her breasts.. man she probably had plastic surgery on them. She was everything a man would want. Xander kept staring at her and i felt jealously building up.. I looked away.
"What.. what are you doing here?" I heard pain in his voice.
"I want you back, Xander." She had a french accent.. No wonder she was so pretty, she was french.
"Melissa... Listen-." She cut him off.
"Your going out with her," She pointed at me. "And you two are seriously in love?" He nodded. "You mother told me.. why her?" Ugh not again.. I stared out the window trying to ignore them, but failed.
"Because she's way better than you will ever be, she's just the perfect girl for me. She's everything I've dreamed of. I love her with all my heart. You have a problem with that?" He started at her, annoyed. She flinched.
"Umm... I mean... look at her.. she's not even as pretty as me. Seriously? What do you see in her? Your mother told me she gets bullied, she has issues, and she almost killed her self, 2 times. Seriously? Why the emo girl?" She crossed her arms and had that preppy ass look on her face. God I hate preppies..
"She' way prettier than you.. well that's