Toxic love by Shikha Mishra (good books to read for 12 year olds TXT) 📗

Suddenly black dots appear infront of my eyes and before I can do anything I fall escaping the reality as even though I have accepted to forgive vihaan my brain is not thinking the same. And this unconscious is a escape. Escape from everything and have my mind and brain some relief from thinking.

I stir and open my eyes and come face to face with a white ceiling.

"You woke up. How are you feeling? Bring some food for Mrs Malhotra, she has woken up." I turn my head to the side to see vihaan laying beside me talking on intercom. What happened? I realise that I went unconscious and vihaan been a vihaan must have ordered to keep me in this room only.

I nod to his question of 'how are you'.

"I was so worried. See if I was with you I wouldn't have let you be hungry but you need to take care of yourself....." I mute him out. Still I am not able to forgive him even after everyone making me understand. But there is nothing wrong in acting normal infront of him and when he get well I would leave him.

I would have thought of forgiving him but when he didn't even asked me for forgiveness for what he did then how can I? Instead he still think that whatever he has done is right.

"Vihaan tell me something. Why did you..." I gulp the lump "took the life of our baby?" I ask him. Even after him not considering that baby a human being and just a thing I can't seem to find myself just to call the baby as my baby.

"Because then you would have given more attention, care and love to that thing.." I flinch as he says 'that thing' "Now let's not talk about it."

"Vihaan even if I had given our baby my attention, care and love it doesn't means that my love towards you would have decreased..." I get irritated as the words come out of my mouth. How can he even think such absurd things. "I love you vihaan. And a baby wouldn't have decreased that love instead it would have increased it. The baby could have made our love more strong vihaan. We could have been so happy."

"It's on your basis because I could never imagine a happy life with that thing in our lives. And why are we even talking about it. Come in." I get angry so I spat his hand away which was on my belly but he doesn't notices as a nurse comes with a food. Can't he just say yes to keep my heart? Can't he just agree with whatever I am saying?

"You can leave...." He says to the nurse "Now Disha have this infront of me and I don't want any reluctance from you." I don't argue with him and lift the spoon to eat the soup as I don't want to hear him say something more bad about our baby then I will snap out. I become self conscious by Vihaan's constant stare on me. I shift.

"I love you." I hear him say.

"I love you too." I mumble back because it's the truth. I don't hate him. I still love him because that incident can't seem to lessen the love I have for him.

The other day we all are shifted to India much to Vihaan's dismay who wanted to be in Seattle. I was not very much excited and I don't know the reason. No one was taking about why I ran away and vihaan was just behaving like nothing happened which really irritated me but I didn't showed it as doctor has said to not give him stress.

"Hey." I jerk in shock. My hand instantly goes to my heart the book which I was studying falls down. I rub my left side to make my heart beat calm.

"Sorry I guess I surprised you."

"Yeah you did." I snap. I am becoming very irritated. With vihaan never leaving my side, Suman aunty's constant taunt, dad's disapproval look, mummy's lecture everything is irritating me and now he is here to do some or the other thing.

"Not a good day. I will come other day."

I sign. "No Bhai. Come and I am sorry for been rude."

"Your forgivable Bhai forgives you. But why is my sweet sister is been so rude."

"Nothing Bhai."

He settles beside me. I let my head fall on his shoulder. "Do you wanna run away. Away from this place, the people who know you as Mrs Malhotra, from toxic love of vihaan."

--------------------------------------

OMG is Disha going to run away.

And I am so happy that I have now 100 followers and  227 stars. And that really gave me the much needed confidence. And about your comments I don't even want to talk about it. They are the boost giver to my stories.

Don't forget to give a star and follow me.