Sarah's story - jennifer z (rom com books to read TXT) 📗

would attend school and learn or be in summer vacation.


My aunt would watch her during the summer more obviously.So, i would hear her constant stories everyday time she dreamed of hell.


So as i continue her story , i give you adrift of her nights in hell.


Did you know that this is the second time she has lived her life or even the third?She is so old i can't even name how old?


According to Sarah, she doesn''t know how old she is . She says she's humanly 10, but spiritually she is much older. She says that they kill her non stop and bring her back in hell and she dies repeatedly when she is there. She said that before she was a human originally she had been accused of sinning and she was in hell after her previous life . You see, if you die in hell and are innocent, you come back again. That is what happened to Sarah. So this is her second time at life and she know''s what is going to happen in her life. She is how she knows her future.


I can't believe she actually believes this stuff .


she is so out there, but i like the story , so i wrote it.


So to continue, in hell, one human hour is two days in hell. So if you add up the hours , she is pretty old for ten if she went there her whole life during the night.


I don't understand her story totally i don't know if she physically left her body,but maybe. I think it was either mentally or spiritually. Think of the trauma you would go through if you actually thought you were in hell because you heard voice and you had dreamed that corresonded to the voices. SArah had both: dreams and voices , but she never talked about the voices to anyone except me.


When I talk about voices ,I mean when you hear something inside your head not outside. It's called schizophrenia in our world. So , i heard her talking and i thought she was crazy.


Here's is some of the things she heard:


"leave the house"and it was nighttime.


or "don't eat that " about her favorite food


or sometimes she would hear someone in her conscieniousness or an old voice from the past ( say something her mom said.") All these voices sounded different and they confused her. She would do what they said. At nighttime , her mom said , she went out at 1:30 in the morning , in the dark and wondered around in a grass field and got her feet all cut up because the voices told her too.


That's scary in my opinion , expecially if you listen to the voices.


So after hearing about that i was kinda worried about her . NO wonder why she does such strange things , I would to if i had that problem. Or maybe she was afraid of her hell dream, so she couldn't sleep. She didn't say.


Well to continue with sarah's story, on her 11th birthday she had a big birthday party and her parents invited everyone she knew except me and a couple of people. She told me later about the party.I was always the odd kid out . I t wasn't fair and i was annoyed at her parents and her for excluding me, but then i quess i wasn't that close of a friend. Her parents bought her a new computer and some other stuff. She came in the next day to my aunt's gloating about her new computer.


I never had a computer so obviously i was jealous. She also was acting a little more quiet than usual.


I asked her "What's bothering you?
She said -why would you care?


So i shut up , i didn't talk to her anymore. She''ll eventually talk . I'm not worried.


You have no idea how boring it is being at your aunts with nothing to do........Sarah always kept herself occupied in some way or another. Today she wanted to play husband and wife. I said "NO WAY".


Out of that room i went quick .I'm not pretending to be anything of that sort . a husband , Imagine that. I'm a girl for crine outloud. Never have i been so insulted.


She just laughed in the other room and found some other girl to do it. We had a few younger children at our aunts too. She would boss them around all the time.


I wouldn't let her boss me around though.


I hated her after a while because i was getting too old for make believe.


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Publication Date: 10-09-2011

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