Words - Christin P. Plangger (iphone ebook reader .txt) 📗

the three words. I- number one-bang, the wooden piece hit her head the first time, her eyes started gazing at me. Love- number two-crack the second time I heard bones crush, blood ran out of her red lips. Oh so red and soft… You-number three-her eyes broke, she fell down to the ground. Three words, three hits. Breathless I looked down to what I’ve done. You know, you just notice, how much you can miss something if it’s away. I had to learn this the hard way.

So, now you know what I did. Shame on me, I know. But that’s not the real thing I feel ashamed about. I just feel ashamed, that I had to lose her, to realize that I really love her. Yes I did. And I still do so.
Now I’m looking down to the place it happened, my throne has crumbled, my crown rusted away like her life faded, countless corpses pile up on my pile of corpses and I’m standing there, I the lying piece, a waste of space. Rain falls on the ground, the soil which covers her. Rain. Heaven’s tears. A single tear rolls down my cheek by time I say “I love you”. Three words. I love you. I am sorry. I hate you. No, I lied. I love you. I killed her. “Murderer”, the voice is whispering.

There’s nothing what could hold me here anymore. Since she has gone, I’m empty. She took away my luck, the colors and the joy. You know mate, love is just like live. Both are just gimmicks of a jokeless clown who’s giggling an empty, evil melody. This melody was playing in my head as I stood there and thought over my live. Waste.

Just a waste of words, not more. Without her, I’m nothing, that the sad truth. But hey, if life’s not worth living, without her, I will follow her. Yeah, love is a pretty strange thing, isn’t it? It plays unfair and cruel and it lasts even longer than your life. Love knows no age and time, it’s just there. Even over death. There’s just one word remained to be said. The last one, I guess. So, I pull the trigger, I’ll be with her, soon. Love is just like her, I believe. The only thing they left, is a bloody hole inside my chest.

I love you. One last word to add: forever.


Imprint

Publication Date: 08-13-2011

All Rights Reserved

Dedication:
'Cause some things are best left unspoken.