Emily - Mihajlo Stojanović (fiction books to read txt) 📗

because of that. Also I wanted you to be happy, because your life will last more than mine did.

She closed her eyes. I saw on the computer that her heart still beats, but not the same way it did last time I took a look at it. She opened her eyes again. I embraced her as tight as I could. I think she could hear me crying on her pillow. She told me that I shouldn't cry because it's the one of those things that must happen.

And then it happenned. No doctor came into the room though. It was like they knew that even if they tried, shewould die anyway. Only the two of us in her room. OK, it wasn't her room anymore. She's now taking a trip to the better world.

Amy

I was upset the very next day, at her funeral. I couldn't even remind myself of my name. The only thing I could think about was Emily. All my thoughts were based on everything that happenned to us at the hospital.

Her mother gave me a letter. She explained that Emily said the words and all she had to do was to write. I left her letter near my bed in order to always have it close to me in while I'm dreaming, because then I cannot control what's happenning to me.

The letter hasn't been moved since I put it there.

 

Then I had to answer your messages. You were so excited that day. You said you'd be going on a holiday in some town you always wanted to visit.

But I wasn't quite sure whether I should talk to you then. I wasn't sure whether I should talk to you anymore.

That's how I came to my stupidest decision to break up with you.

I wrote you somewhere in this letter that I didn't dicide to break up with you because I wanted to be alone a bit. Well, you know, I thought that I would forget Emily if I broke up with you.

 

Looking for a way to get her out of my mind, I found a letter which was still on the same place. And I read it:

 

Wait a moment, my dear friend,

Even a death cannot be the end.

I'll always be there for you,

In everything you decide to do.

And if you ever feel lonely,

Remember I'm here for you only,

To save you from the tears of pain,

To make the sun appear instead of the rain.

Don't ever think about what I haven't done

To make you feel like you are the one

Who helped me feel the endless joy.

My life was played like it's a toy -

Once it must be broken forever

And again people play with it never.

That's when the world starts to care

About the person that no more is there.

But I hope you realize you have to care

About the girl who'll always be there

Though far away,

Where words can't say

And eyes can't see

That there is only you and Amy.

Please never let her be lonely,

Because she is your one and only.

And that was what my blind eyes saw

So believe in all that you were told.

And here's from this heart of mine

Another and last goodbye.

 

That was when I realized how much I lost when I thought I lost only you and her.

 

I don't want to force you read this story of mine. That must be only your choice. All that I can do is to want you to read it.

Once in this story I promised you and here I'll say it again: Every detail of this book is true.

 

I know that I was never so kind to tell you the things you wanted to hear from me, but here they are, at the very end of the story. Maybe it's now to late to write this, but there's still a bit of hope that I'm wrong about it.

 

I LOVE YOU.

 

Forever yours,

Evan.

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Publication Date: 02-19-2019

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