Love In The Most Dangerous Form. - Kerry Elisabeth(: (paper ebook reader .txt) 📗

over. How was I supposed to look Mr. Chrever in the face today??

I grabbed my phone off my bed peering at the clock 5 in the morning…

1 New Text message.

It read.

I picked up my phone glancing at the text, from Mason.

“Hey I want to see you soon, meet me in the hall after 3rd period. I’ll be waiting”

I half smiled. However the last thing I wanted to do was go to school today.

Still, I gathered all my strength and pulled on my black skinny jeans, black the world is no end shirt and my converse grabbing my gir bag and making my way for the door. As I passed the mirror I couldn’t look, I had to keep walking.

You thought everything would be perfect now?

“And you just let Mandy punch you in the face?” My other best friend Kyle Weaver asked. I could hear the disbelief in his voice.

I nodded. I knew if I were to open my mouth my voice would betray me.
He shook his head clearly not believing me. “Amber, I know you. I know you more than you think and I know had Mandy, of all people have tried to punch you, you would have fed her your fist. Why don’t you tell me whats going on?”

I shifted off my left leg and put my weight on my right. “Really, Kyle. I am fine. When Mandy punched me I wasn’t expecting it and when I was ready to punch her back Mr. Chrever was there to break up the fight.” I choked on his name hoping kyle didn’t notice.

“Amber, I want to believe you. I really do. But even if Mr. Chrever was there, You still would have done it.”

I shrug knowing everything he was saying was true. Instead I muttered, “people change.”

He shook his head and sighed. “okay Amber. But if you ever need to talk to me, about anything, and I mean anything..please do. I’m always here for you.”

I smiled knowing it was true what he was saying. “I know kyle, thank you. I’m lucky to have a best friend like you.

He smiled and embraced me in a one arm hug.

Kyle, was my absolute best friend. I loved Alexia a bunch, But Kyle was the one who was there when my father left my mother and I. He was the one who was by my side when my dad called years later and wanted to catch up and Kyle was there when my father broke my heart again.

I hugged him back tighter. “What would I do without you?” Feeling guilty that I hadn’t told him the truth I had to look away from his eyes. They were pure, there was nothing but kindness and caring in them.

“Amber!” I glance and see Alexia running towards me.

“Yah?” I ask. Not In the mood anymore for her petty attitude.

“Mason is looking for you.”

I expected my mood to perk up when she told me that, but it didn’t. I remained my same dull self, Depressed and as of last night on the verge of suicide.

I nod and turn to find him leaning against the locker. I thought I seen a spark of anger in his eyes but as soon as it was there, it disappeared.

“hey mason.” I mutter forcing a smile.

“hey luv, where’s the beautiful smiling face?”

non existant. I comment in my head.

“here it isss.” I speak outloud as a fake smile coveres my face.

“Beautiful.” He says sincerely.

The bell rang as we stood there awkwardly asking about each others days.

I shrugged and was getting ready to leave when he brought me into his arms and asked in my ear if I would go out with him tonight.

I perk up. “I’d love to, Mason.”

“Cool, Baby.” He mutters. “I’ll pick you up at 8.”

I smile as he casually walks away.

“amber, don’t!” I turn around to see Kyle, covered with alarm on his face.

“don’t what kyle?” I ask

“don’t fall for him. Look, I know this is a stupid thing to say, but why don’t you ask Mandy what he did to her, Look I promise you don’t want to get involved with him.”

Even though I knew Kyle was only saying that to protect me I shrugged. “ill do whatever I want kyle. Your not my father.” I felt a tear slip down my cheek at the flash of hurt in his eyes.

“please Amber.. Just trust me.”

I shook my head. “I know what I’m doing.” And walked away.

***
“Alexia you need to tell her what Mason did. She’s convinced he’s mr right.”

“Kyle I understand how much you care but if she doesn’t want to listen to us then who are we to ruin her dreams?”

“her best fucking friends Alexia. I thought you cared.”

“I do.”

“if you cared you would tell her not to trust him. That boy has secrets, and she doesn’t need to
be involved in them.”

I woke up startled. I hated dreams that felt like reality.
***
"Morning Amber." I faked a smile as soon as I seen Mr. Chrever. He was still standing in the front of the classroom with Mandy.

I wanted to tell Alexia or Kyle what happened but I knew that they wouldnt let it go and then I would never be able to forget about it. They were not like my mother at all. My mother would have told me that it was my fault. I was a tease, and then she would have drunk herself to sleep, again. Thats all she does ever since my father left.

"Hi." I muttered as I tried to force a stronger smile. I didnt want him to know just how much what happened had affected me. it's better to make him think that it didnt do anything instead of showing off my misery.

I made it to my desk next to Damon and Matt. Matt glanced up and smiled at me while Damon kept his eyes on his book.

I pulled a piece of paper out of my purse and started working on my drawing again. What was I drawing you ask? I am drawing what I wished I looked like.

"Hey Amber, Do you mind going over some problems with me?" I looked up startled at the voice of none other than Mandy.

I tighted my grip on my pencil. "Honestly, Mandy" I started chewing on my tongue trying to calm myself. "I dont want to be anywhere near you." I said as nicely as I could manage.

Her smile fell. "I can uncerstand why you wouldnt want to but I really need to talk to you..Please?"

I slammed my binder closed and shot my head in her direction. "Get the fuqq out of her mandy." I hissed under my breath.

I watched as her eyes widened and she finally caved limping back to her desk a couple rows behind me with her tail between her legs.

:Bitch." I whispered under my breath.

"Morning class" Mr Chrever spoke with an innocent smile on his face.

I threw my binder on the floor forcing myself not to gag. Calm down, Amber. I kept saying inside my head. it was the hardest thing in the world to sit here while he had all those girls eyeing him hungerily. They had no idea how physcho this pedophile was. And they never would....

"Amber! Try paying attention!" I looked up and seen mr Chrever's face right infront of mine.

I tugged roughly on the bottom of my seat wanting nothing more than put my fist and his face and fuqq up his nose. I mean no one would really care that much, Would they? But I knew the answer.

I smiled pleasantly at him. "Yes?" He whispered.

"Why dont you just try and pay attention, Yes?"

Why dont you try and not rape teenagers?

"i'm very sorry." I said instead of what I wanted to.

"I sense that your being a smart ass."

I'm suprised you can sense anything, Shouldnt you be fuqqing someone in the jaintors closet so they can get their grade raised?

"No, I swear Mr Chrever. I'm not."

"You are. Stay after class with me, I would like to talk about your umm.... Attitude."

You mean you want to strip me naked, Punch me in the face and then force yourself on me?

"Yes Sir."

I stared at the clock as it ticked faster than it ever has before. I crossed my fingers underneath my desk and prayed to god that Mr. Chrever would not ever be able to repeat his actions from the other day and get away with them. I glanced up as the bell rang and Mr. Chrever set his glasses on his desk.

"Alright, everyone your excused now...Besides Amber."

I pushed back my tears as they threatned to spill out and give away how truly weak I was.
After the last student left Mr. Chrever got up and closed the door. I gulped as I glanced at the hunger in his eyes..

"Why god?" I asked. "Please no" I begged as Mr. Chrever launched himself at me again.

He gripped both sides of my neck and tilted my ear near his mouth. "Don't scream" He whispered as he begun to ravish my body again.

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Text: Meh
Images: Google.
Editing: Nadaaa
Translation: nadaaaa
Publication Date: 10-09-2012

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Dedication:
My invisable friend, Bok.