DIARIES THAT LIE - AMARJITH M K (red queen ebook .txt) 📗

[NB:PLS DON’T LOOK AT GRAMMAR,I’VE WROTE WHATEVER CAME INTO MIND]

DIARIES THAT LIE

It’s long time we don’t see each other, long time no see. It’s been raining heavily my friend in month of November, waiting for the result of “PO” may be not but there are many other options. What about sending your diary to “penquine books” ,good idea but who wants to reveal whole things and being naked. It needs some suspense, but where is that thing. Life. Light goes & get candle to burn like sun. Life flows like river with some rocks when it stumble upon sth it gains speed & become ocean- from Vivekananda, great minds inspire someone right! What about you?, you get bored? About philosophy. Does that open your mouth or ignite mind like APJ, where am I headed, does all ends up right here like flower falling from tree –Kumaranaasan.

I have some problem internal as well as external. Who does not have problem, it’s universal, created by “me” to being convert to higher consciousness. Wait & see whats happening, this is the only thing which leads me to stand like a rock when “he” gives me problems I “always” think sth good is going to happen (sometime I get down like a sag)

Do “I” give you punishment. What abt you when you are in good condition. Do you pray, think abt “me”, practice karate, learn from mistake, try to change you, study, cry, change whole things. Everything have a reason. “You” should sand like a rock so that “I” can stand upon you & see above the sky to see it clearly

From the prayer I understand the power of thoughts, hoe it conveyed & change others thoughts or interrupt but I have to be clean, this is not what I expect from you, I want to reach above that, some powers won’t satisfy me. I want to reach above.

What about your future. Is that sound crazy? .It’s mixture of pond, mud, water, ha ha ha….does that make you laugh? No problem I will make another one. Bank coaching for about a year but it doesn’t reach expectation, at last whole building collapse to ground like stones, graph was high at beginning but it turns negatively up & I have a choice either to quit & join sth and build up career. But what can I do? Is that civil engineering or to find sth.

Did I tell you about the letter which I send. But someone take the letterbox& read and it doesn’t reach PM. It won’t let me down, the ideas should reach Modiji, so that it will change the perspectives& modify world& become a free world of freedom

Rain is slowly stopping, did I need to write? Write sth to HINDU, which might help you. Do you want to be a writer?, is that your choice? What does this brings upon me? Who knows, may be Swami Chidanandapuri knows, did I need to visit swami once more and about changing the perspective. you know when you reach high you will understand “I” have a plan. Can you hear me right? Valley which is surrounded by 4/5 mountains& pond at centre& house & we can swim from there. My death occurs under water like “aasan”, may be right but the end decide by “him”. I will be living here for abt100 years that means I have to deal with death of almost all persons, may be that’s all planned to change your perspective and become alone or perspective & become sanyassin, who can reach the higher things through meditation. Budhist meditations are good right?. Do we need to change religion to Jain, Muslim, Budhism, any paths leads to same, but which one suits me? That’s the bigger problem, which all people are concerned I’m exhausted!

[AMARJITH.M.K

MANNARKUZHIYIL, NEERAJAM (HO)

ULLIYERI (PO)

KOYILANDY (VIA)

KOZHIKODE-673620

amarjithmk007@gmail.com

9567987773

I have completed B.Tech civil, leave job which not suite me and looking for “my” job ]

Publication Date: 01-04-2016

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