Alive (Notes #5) - DeYtH Banger (best ereader for epub .txt) 📗
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The truth is that no relatives or friends know about what I really work… and it's great disguise to use... something like I study people… It's a great thing and nobody WILL dive in this shit… WE ALL ARE SELFISH TYPE OF GENES… WE WILL NEVER CARE AND GIVE A FUCK FOR SOMEBODY WHO IS OUT OF OUR BODY…
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Shit is getting crazy the more I do what I do the more I get invisible and good…
RIP: 3467 Day…. End … up in jail head bashed against wall… plenty of blood instant death. Done Wrong
18.07.2018
by DeYtH Banger
Always searching for a match,
Always searching for perfection,
Always wanting to be perfect.
In such world in which we live clean code
is a possibility… but to want to fuck somebody's
desire isn't a real privilege you fuck.
Always wanting improvement without taking action,
betting on others what my daily routine is…
"She was ugly in the face… she was walking 7 if we need to rate from the scale 0 to 10… but her body was magnificent… blonde hair and perfect body…"
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"So fuck I gave you pictures of what I like and now we gonna go to routine, what you Like?... Is this some kinda joke?"
"I was annoting and she rejected me with BULLSHIT.. ."
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That day I had motivation… today I feel like shit…
17.07.2018
by DeYtH Banger
I know the weather is great nobody deserve today, but I feel worthless... why am I alive?I don't want to tell anymore stories about myself... I sick of this shit... One more story just I am going to tell the writting isn't for me... I feel like a shit telling people to know how a person like me feels... And all arrogant people are going to die.. First the junkies then the sedative people and the spree continues and let me ask you a question..:
- Do you feel worthless?
- Do you want to die?
- Do you want to kill yourself?
- Do you want death to take your soul?
- Do you feel like shit?
- Do you like the person who you have become?
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If it's about me... but let's be honest I am not a selfish type of person... But this whole story is all about me... If you want a story about yourself..... go home and write few as for me... I am sick of fixing people's day and creating improvement in people's life and one moment it strikes right in the guts... Because a clown like me has a heart and one moment it just hurts too much... This here story isn't for people who feel that day is lost, If you feel your day is lost come and blow my balls at least doing that One person in the roll is going to be satisfied and do you know who is he?
It's me....!
Most people get in the place in which I am with sedatives and drugs... but in me.. . it's totally adaptable...
I like seeing drunk teenagers who are thinking that one day their life is going to be awesome.
(Note: Probably sometimes ruining somebody's day makes me great... I feel like I have ruined now few days which sounds awesome... look it's on a row... it's not on numbers...)
When people feel worst about themselfs it's like a drug for me...People see them as a shit and me as awesome and the trick continues making people to do what
I want... sounds funny but one moment I am going to pull and your strings I am fucking genius...
So here is the thing... I am carefree mother fucka and don't get attached to anything my dad is death I throw a laugh and continue... My life is getting worst I am throwing a laugh... and I am going on and going on... laughing is a real sedative... I am not a genius my words are just normal like yours... This story isn't going to be long... This here is massive attack from thoughtsThat's how it looks like whitout being a biatch and braging about it... About what's worse and what's good in this work.
I can't attach to people... because attachment hurts... it fucking hurtsyou don't need to be me to understand it my mother isn't my mother she is Patricia... I call her by nameit's less investment andIt's less giving a fuck... so one da yif she throws out the shit... I will be okay with itBut I am sick fuck and call her like others
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- This here is an attachment... once you have that... it's like a sedative losing that result costs too much... I mean That's why most people don't attach to me... I am too sociable and attachable person once I'm in your life I can really mindfuck you... that's the word which I use when somebody's mind
get's controlled by me...
So my day is getting worser... now explaning manipulation... next level probably will be strangulation... life is all about savage playing chess.
17.07.2018
by DeYtH Banger
I want the fucking truth... it could be 5$ dollars... tell me the truth... why you lie me it's
5,30 ... if you tell me the truth I am going to give few more penies... it could be one 1 or 2 more dollars, but at least be honest with me.
And outside is raining words fly around like gimme shit... the rain is rolling around another heavy weather and the day is going to end... I am not a biatch without money.
Rain is a noisy biatch the day is findings it's own end... nobody ever said that the day will first go dark... nearly impossible deaf... and one moment a bunch of water is going to fall of from the sky... people continue to lie this is the corruption of this universe, I am not a weirdo I am honest dictator.
The melody is sad... but life continues so and this work and others are going to come around and stay forever... works come and stay people come and go, that's what's life is... I don't know what your mother has said to you...
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But life isn't the way she perceives or either your father or grandmother and the big lie of this day is:
I lied to you... or I can say that... first what I know is just from TV Movies and Series... I use them to expand my knowledge... but songs and books also do the things... little practice and more theory that's what my life is it... it's difficult to be me... I spend plenty of time in everything that's what I
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