Delilah & Carlos - Denia Nevarez (i like reading txt) 📗
- Author: Denia Nevarez
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I walked out of school, with my school picture with in hand. Going to carlos. God i loved that boy so much. 3 years of back and fourth torture and look at us. I run up to him and hug him. He stiffens and i know immidietly whats wrong.
"Whats up" i tell him
"we needa talk" it was my turn to stiffen. We just got back together yesturday.
"break up?" i say quickly.
"what?" he says. shit.
"nothing, go on" i say. Hopeful for a sec.
"we needa break up" i knew it.
"k. but this is the last time im doing this back and forth shit carlos." i say.
"ok" is his answer. i shook the tears ive cried to many times for this boy.
He is not the carlos i first met. He's changed.
"friends?" he breaks me out of my thoughts.
"oh how many times ive heard that one but yeah sure friends" i snapped.
"okay." he turns away
"carlos" i call out
"yea?" he says. Hes quiet.
"why?" i said quietly. i can feel the stares.
"is it because of her" i say. My best friends. Hes been trying to go for her for a while but i thought he gave up...
"im sorry" he says softly.
"my best friend. That low? My best friend. k." i say and walk off. I hear him call out but i walk straight to alley. My boo. Shes not my best friend. But she hell is a sister to me. I told her me and carlos broke up.
"You okay?" she says
"yea" i say. Everybodys stares arnt helping. Theyve known about me and carlos. We were the couple every one knew about. We were a very dramtic and emotional roller coaster. And everyone has seen or heard of it. And they loved it.. They loved drama and i hated thats what they looked at mine and carloss relationship as, but i couldnt blame em.
"dont lie to me." she says
"i am. im used to it" i snap.
"kay" she says quietly
"im sorry" i wait for the bus.
i feel alleys and jackies arms wrap around me. i dont know who to be mad at carlos or my best friend, lizzette. but its not her fault she doesnt even like him, she has a boyfriend that shes completely in love with, ad i had mine. HAD. The bus gets here, and alley gets on with me, she sits next to me, but i stare out the window. I felt my self slipping. Yet i couldnt cry. I couldnt. Ive cried so many damn times. My dignity isnt fully taken away. He's cheated on me. Hit me. Ruined me. And i honestly have no idea how to feel right now, all the shit ive sacrificed for carlos. I feel stupid and dumb. As fuckiing usual. I felt the tear come down. And i knew i was done for. One tear delilah no more.. no more. The bus came to a stop and i walk home. I feel numb. I love the feeling of numb. I need a blunt. I get on the phone and call jacky and alley. They answer and i sob i cry like nothing before.
"im done. im so sick of his shit." i say crying
" i know lilah, i know" they both say.
"Last time, im so done guys. im tired, im drained emotionally nd physically hes destroyed me. and im sick of it." i say
"tell us everything, about him, everything. from the whole relation ship from the beggining to the end" they say
well shit. okay.
How it beganI was 13 when i first met him. I didnt speak to him, i was young. I was talking to Julissa and she introduced me to him. A curly haired boy, with huge hazel eyes. He had a gap in between his tooth and a wide smile, a crooked one. He was a few inches taller than me. My head fell right in his chest. He was my first real boyfriend. When i met him my 7th grade year we did nothing. We were just friends. He was sweet and funny and i know he liked me. But i payed no attention to it cuz i didnt see him like that, i loved the attention he gave me. He was sweet, funny, everything i could imagine, but i wanted to be friends. We dated twice that year but nothing happened. We saw each other at the park. And like that nothing. He knew everything about me, and i him. Bu he was nothing just a boy. He seemed perfect. He had his flaws. Exithma. he had asthma too, but as did i. People called him grandpa hands cuz his hands were rough, but i loved that aout him, his exithma never bothered me, but people were assholes. That year was the carlos i knew the carlos, that i could see as my best friend. The carlos that did anything for me, never disrespected me. But he changed. It all changed. My feelings. My everything. i changed. just in 1 year....
Short chapter sorry, but not much happened that year. sorry boring but true
new year new me. (1 year later)I honestly hate my hair color, as for that, my red hair came in. It matched my personality. Red doesnt look good on most girls, but surprisingly, i fell in love with it. Others surprised, but no one ever complained instead they called me crazy, and in return a big goofy smile. I was hanging with ,my ex xavier, but now honestly just a friend. Carlos has been changing. Ive noticed it and others have too. But i ddnt mind. He was still good old carlos to me. I walked in school and talked with carlos.
"Hey whatsup" i ask him walking side to side
"nothing" he says, putting his elboy on my shoulder
"i havent seen you loser" i smile at him
"oh yeah huh" he says. i roll my eyes.
"roll your eyes again and watch" he says
"watch what" i say innocently
"do it and you'll see" he says smirking
I back up and roll my eyes than make a run for it i hear the whistles of the teachers telling me to stop but i kept at it, and i can hear his foot steps an before i can react. 'THUNK'.
"oww, dick" i say, im on the floor with a very heavy carlos on top smiling
"shut up" he says, helping me up and pulling me into that very big bear hug of his.
"ahh, carlos breath" i say dramatically. and he lets go.
"goof" i say sticking my tongue out like a child.
"You are not 14" he says "so immature" he says
"Am not"i scoff than laugh
The bell rings and we wave our good byes.
"hey amora" i say to my short friend
"helloooo, so im having a sleep over" she tells me "and your going" ishe says
"sure i guees ill have to ask' i say
"okay" she says
I begin to walk away, and hug my boyfriend fabian, and behind me is carlos hugging his girl yaylin. And i feel a tug at my heart, i shake away.
I let go and head to class, i start to think of the sleep over and remember. Carlos lives with amore.
Shit.
Sleep overrI walk out the car, grabbing my bags and money.
"Amora" i call out. And bam a dog barks through the gates scaring the shit outta me, i shreek, and carlos grabs the dog by the neck and pulls it back.
"what the fuck?" i said
Damian comes out trying to force me to get insidr or else he'll let go of lala. im guessing thats the dogs name. I flip him off and run inside. I hear laughs outside and i roll my eyes at it.
"Amora?" i say
"in here" a voice says. I follow it
I am in her room, she smiles and tells me were going to the movies to watch Dark skies. The boys were supposed come
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