The Life I Lived - Dakota Demps (best self help books to read .txt) 📗

no more.
Boy: well you could at least say thank you for openin your locker fa you.
Me: i didn't ask you to open it fa me; i had it.
Boy; well looked like to me you was having some problems, so you really needs to have some respect when a man just tryna help yall skanky tricks out. yall always gots to have an attitude with somebody. Mane yall lets roll out this piece.
They all walked away shaking there heads. What did i care? Then he had a nerv to call me skanky trick cause i didn't say thank you. I slammed my locker door and went to my first class which was math.
chapter 4

i was the first person in class when class started. When the students started coming into class i noticed the girl i was arguing with and the boy that opened my locker with their crews. OMG! this can't be happening right now. I rolled my eyes at them all!!
Boy 2: aww mane we gt the white girl in our class man? dang bruh she got a crazy attitude on some real stuff.
Me: the only one thats gone have an attitude in here is yo momma. Cause when i get trouhg with you she gone wish she could have done something better with your butt. Now im gone tell you this once and once only: LEAVE-ME-ALONE!
Everyone in the class was staring me down like i was crazy or something. THen the next thing i know the class just started bussin out laughing. I looked around the class confused. why was everyone laughin at me? I sat down in my seat. i was mad now! everything i do around here is a problem or its funny...bluh bluh bluh!
Teacher: excuse me class but may i ask whats so funny?
No one said a word. everyone just sat down. Then the cutie just had to sit next to me didn't he. That's how it always goes huh? Ilooked at him and he smiled then started snickering. i slammed my hands on the desk and got up in his face while he was just sittin there in his seat.
ME: What is so funny?(he stood up as well)
Boy: i dont know shawty you tell me. You swear you badder than everybody round here with that little attitude of yours. you need to go back where you came from.
Me: For get this crap.(i picked up my books and headed for the door) This whole school is full of just CRAP!
Teacher: aye little girl close my door behind you!
these people are insane but i did just that as i walked out of the class. I went into the hallway and sat on the floor. I dont know how much longer i can take this mess. I just want to go back home where i was loved and everyone liked me for who i was.
Someone came out of the classroom. Now you knw it was Mr. Cutie. i guess he was coming to apoligize, bt to my suprise he looked down at me and laughed then walked down the hall to the restroom. See what i mean. He had his pants sagging. UGH! He was just killing me. When he came out the restroom he looked down at me again before going in the class room. i looked back at him.
Me:What?
Boy: man come on and stop acting like that bruh.
Me: for one im not a man or your bruh. I do have a name and thats Hope. Just get out of my face and go back in the class with your little friends.
Boy: yo ma' look, ain't nobody tryna be mean to you or nothing but you got a bad attitude like on some real stuff.
Me: i dont have a bad attitude. It's people like yall that i act like this towards.
Boy: what did me and my boys do to you?
Me: oh dnt play stupid! yall crackin jokes in my face and crap like that. That makes me mad. And then yall acted like i wasn't even there.
Boy: that was the expresion on ur face. looked like you was daydreaming or something.
Me: well i wasn't!
Boy: yo you need to chill with the attitude like fa real.
Me: whatever!
Boy: but fa real doe! you need to get it together ma'.
Me: look i'm not your ma'. i should be the last person that u need to tell get it together to. one thing you need to do is pull up your pants and stop sagging...its not cute, second stop with the slang...you don't sound right talking like that, and third those people in there are not even your true friends....i'm just saying.
Boy: look you don't know nothing 'bout me, so you need to take that somewhere else.
Me: look at you!(getting off the floor)you can't even take the truth.
Boy: and you can't either. so what? (getting closer to me)
Me: you're stupid. back out my face dude. (stepping back and him getting closer)
Boy: i'm not stupid for one thing. i'm a str8 A student on the basketball team; the best player they ever had for that matter.
Me: well it don't look like it to me. Not when u 'round here sagging like u some type of thug or something.
Boy: what you hating for? you act like you the baddest white chick around here. but i can do better.
Me: what you trying to say?
Boy: man dont worry about it, just do you.
Me: whatever.
Boy: are you coming back in the class or what. i done wasting my time on you.
Me: boy i didnt tell you to come out here running behind me anyways.
Boy: you know what you right.
He walked away and went back in the class room and left me standing in the hall way all alone looking sytupid. After a few minutes i walked back into the class. Everybody stared at me and i just went to my seat and put my head down. The bell rung a little after that. I got up and got my things and headed to my next class. As i was in the hallway this girl bumped into me.
me: bitch, you cant say excuss me or something.
the girl just kept walking no giving a care in the world if i was talking to her or not. when i got in my class, there he was again.

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Publication Date: 12-05-2011

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To book is dedicated to all the heart breaking men in this worl and the ones that just play us girls that really loves them.