The Life I Lived - Dakota Demps (best self help books to read .txt) 📗

We finally made it to my new home. My bed was bigger than the one before. I unpacked my cloths and hunged them up in my walk-in closet. Yes, it was so much better from were we lived before. Ever since my dad became a top lawer and started making millions, my life became sweet. I finally got done with my room and went down stairs. The stairs was made out of a pretty marble matrial. I walked into the kitchen on my dad and step mom making out. Ewww, I hated when they did that in the kitchen. My dad looked up and me. "So what do you think honey, do you like it here?", he askesd me. "Yeah, I mean it's okay. And I love my walk-in closet
",I said smiling at him. "Well honey thats good to know.You are starting a knew school tomorrow",my step mom said. "What? Why? Why tomorrow dad? We just Moved here. Why Can't I explore the new world here and go to school the next day?" My dad chuckled at me. "You'll Do fine at School tomorrow. Trust me. I know you're kind of nervous but you'll be okay." NERVOUS! I wasn't nervous at all or was I? "But dad i-" i started to say untill my dad cut me off. "But dad noting. Go get your things ready for school in the morning and com back down in an hour to eat dinner.
I went back to my room. I couldn't believe that i was starting a new school tomorrow. I really wasn't ready to even meet new people yet. Yep, my dad was right i am just a little nervous about a new school and new people. I scammed my closet to look for an outfit for school tomorrow. i took out a white sweater dress with a yellow belt that goes around it which stopped above my knees and a pear of yellow flats to bring out the belt a little more.
I went down stairs for dinner. I sat down at the table and took my napkin and layed it on my lap.
Dinner was fairly queit.....

I layed on my bed and got a txt messege from my ex-boy friend Carmel.
Carmel:whats up bby i been missing you every since you left...hw is it up there?:)
he is so full of bull. and for one i know he don't miss me because when i left he didn't even tell me good bye. i txted him bac.
Me:u knw u full of b.s. right? u did n even tell meh good bye....bt its ok up here n i start a new school tomorrow..
Carmel: o word....n u was n 'round fa me to even tell u good bye..
Me: o so nw u jus gon blame it all on me..u could hav found me jus lik every other person did......so that ain't no excuse..
Carmel: y n the hell u always so hard on me? its like every since we broke up u treat me like we never had anything. i can stand da way u treat me...:(
Me: carmel plz cut the b.s. out.....
Carmel: i still love you doe...
Me: ya wateva..
Carmel: o nw you dnt love me????
Me: i neva said dat so stop putting words in my mouth.....
Carmel: den tell me you love me den!!!
Me: wateva carmel
Carmel: yea i c hw it is wit u nw....there aint no point to even have a friendship any mo if u gne treat me like this.....:(
Me: stop act n lik dat
Carmel: naw u stop act n like dat
Me: ok wateva imma txtyl im bout to go to bed nw
Carmel: yea wateva bye!!!!!
Me: y u act n like dat
Carmel: aint u bout to go to bed
Me: yea good nite oh nd guess what????...
Carmel: yea wats up??
Me: i love you boy lol
Carmel: ily 2 bbygirl good nite
Me: nite!!!!!!!

i got up and took a long shower and got dressed. i looked in my full body mirrow. Hmmm i got a shape like a black girl to be white. Got nice hips and booty....... i put a little bit of curls in my hair and did my make up. just eye shadow and macara... i went down stairs to grab a galola bar.. i see my dad looking at me."What?" i say to him. "Don't you need the directions to school?" he asks me. He pointed to the window. I looked out the window and seen a brand new purple Dodge Charger sitting in the drive way. "Oh my gosh. Thank you so much daddy," i said hugging him. "you welcome honey" he said. he gave me the keys and a sheet of paper with dthe adress on it. "and how am i going to get there with just this on it?",i asked. "G.P.S."' he said answering my question. I ran out the door kissin his cheek. I got into my fresh car and ckunked it up. I put the address into the G.P.S. and was on my way to school.
When i got to the school there were a lot of kids on the campus just hanging around. Alot of atteneion was on my car. I looked in the mirrow one last time to check my make up. i got out of the car and grabed my bag out the back seat. "dang white girl got back", one of the guys said that was in a group next to my car. I smiled at them and said'"well thank you". I walked pass a group of girls who looked at me mugging hard. "i hope she dont think she bout to be miss glmour girl cuz she white"' one of them said. I stopped and turned around to the group of girls.
Me: "excuse me, come agian!"
Girl: "okay wanna be black girl you need to keep walking"
Me: "first of all who said i wanted to be black. oh i know what the problem is; you dont get enough of attention from boys do you? well imma give you a tip:STOP hating. oh and one other thing, learn how to dress and match honey."
And with that said i walked away. The only thing who could here was "oooos" and "awwws". I'm use to the black girls hatting on my swag. I had the same problem at my other school. i was the bomb diggty and didn't have too much drama. But i see here i'm not gonna make to many friends............
when i walked into the halls i got a lot of stares and eye rolling. i flipped my hair and kept walking. i looked at my schedule to see where my locker was...5021..i went to my locker and did my combination and then when i tried to open it my locker wouldn't even come open....
Boy: a yo look at shawty tryna get ha locker open.
i rolled my eyes at him while the boy and his crew came up to me. he pushed me out the way and magically my locker opened. he smiled at me with his shiney teeth and dimples in both cheecks. Damn he was fine. Light-skinned completion, 6'1, built with a nice body(just wish he could take that shirt off), he had it all.
Boy: now thats how you do that thing girl.
Boy 2: yo man that girl look like she ain't even with us right now!
Boy 3: yea derren man i dont knw whats wrong with this chick here.
i rolled my eyes at all of them as they cracked up in laugher.
Me: what's so freaking funny?
Boy 2: oh shoot! shawty talking to us.
Boy 3: With the attitude bruh!
Me: i dont have an attitude. thank you! And I like the way yall cracking yall corny jokes in my face. you all needs to get a life and stay out of mine. i turned around to my locker and started placing my things into it.
Boy: yo ma' we was just messin around. you-
Me: well look, i aint the person to be messing round with. so play with somebody who'll put up with yall.
Boy 2: man white girl going black on us on some real stuff mane, i aint messin with her