THE CURE - LaJune Marie (microsoft ebook reader .TXT) 📗

Curled up in my bed needing to vomit
People talking to me
Shut up! I could care less about it!
falling out of my bed and crawling on my knees. Someone please help me is my plea

Head swirling around as if i'm in a washing machine
Can't smile, Can't laugh, No I can't fake it!
So what I look fragile, pale and mean!
As time goes by I'm not feeling better, No, Not one bit

This food has no taste
Where did my taste buds go?
I was taught to finish every drop and not to waste
1,2,3 go, I'm forcing it down but my stomach spewed it up and said NO!

Feeling so strange this is not like me
When I should be jumping for joy and thanking God
I mean, a few days ago I completed my doctorate degree
I'm feeling so odd

I pressed on for ten long years
over came many obstacles
including gossip of defeat that flooded my ears
But I just had to have that young sexy lady I saw in that luxury vehicle

Baby, Baby where did our love go?
I divorced another to marry you
Now my blood pressure is dropping extremely low
I pray that you are experiencing this illness too

Looking in the mirror, Why is my skin a different hue?
My hair appears to be thinner
Is all of this nonsense occurring because of you?
Or because I am one of this worlds biggest sinners?

This sickness is lasting a very long time
I've been sad, weak, crying and unable to eat for at least a year
It began when you can home and suddenly left me without a single dime
You took my life savings and quickly moved away from here

I do recall you coming home later, and later every night
Smelling like liquor and smoke
You said everything was fine, I knew something just wasn't right
Please hold on just one moment, I feel like I'm about to choke

Here comes the chills again invading my frail body
If I could just concentrate and pull my life back together again
She seemed happy when I purchased her the new BMW and we lived the life of folly
Enough of that foolishness it was time for her to focus and stop being vain

I need to see my therapist I think I'm going insane
The voices are asking me why she moved all the way to Texas
I guess she liked the warmer temperature and terrain
Sharp pains are moving down my spine I'll be glad when this illness pass

Lab work all came back normal even my blood pressure was down
My hands are cramping, fingers achy, it must be about noon now
Doctor Vincent said no diseases were found
I will be seeking a second, third, and fourth opinion I must get well some how

My bones shake and rattle when people ask me where you are?
It's none of their damn business!
I could never tell anyone you moved away so far
So I tell them good-bye and scurry on my way, they would be happy to know my life is in a mess

Lord please help me out of this dark hole of pain!
I'm speeding down the highway as fast as I can
If you relieve me now, I promise I'll never be that stupid again!
Of course, the grass did appear to be greener on the other side but I should have behaved like a Godly man

Her beautiful long legs,sexy eyes were just too much for me to resist
Which were the very things she used to cause me to loose it!
Soon I began to give her everything she asked for,she never took no for an answer she would insist
So everything she asked for, she did get

I gave her my body,I couldn't resist making love to her
I gave her my mind, I couldn't concentrate on anything else
I gave her my time, each day she decided what would or would not occur
Give, Give, Give until I was no longer myself

The wheels on my car appear to be wobbling like my once weak knees
This icy road is probably the reason people are slowing down around me
These bright flashy blue lights are no longer causing my eyes to ache, Suddenly, I can see!
Why are all those people around that car, oh! it hit a huge tree!

Poor people, let me go see if I can assist in any way!
With stronger legs and arms, I was able to rush to the terribly crushed car even though it was too much smoke to see
Move everyone! I shouted as I peered inside the mangled vehicle to save the day
My heart was racing as I attempted to pull the lifeless driver out, but fell to my knees when I saw that IT WAS ME!

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Publication Date: 01-29-2018

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