mistakes and lies - pumpkin1997 (icecream ebook reader txt) 📗

mistakes and lies
BPOV
i got out of the car and waved at the gang.we were like brothers and sisters,always had been.alice sat me down next to her in the pizza shop.emmett had obviously chosen where we ate for lunch.he ordered to pizzas,one large,one medium.when they arrived the boys grabbed the biggest pizza and started stuffing it into their mouths.
"ewww gross emmett,"rosalie whinned,smacking him on the arm.the boys had demolished their pizza in under a minute and started taking pieces from ours.you couldnt really tell that emmett and rosalie were a year older than us except they were engaged.for rosalies 17th birthday emmett proposed to her.i thought it was sweet and so did alice but the boys didnt.
"so what shall we do now?"jasper asked
"lets go back to my house.we can have a family camp out!"
"edward we havent had one of those since we were 10,"
"all the more reason,"we all agreed to go.it had been a long time since wed had one.we all went home to get our things.


Edwards POV
"mum,dad can we have a family sleep out?"i asked waliking into the kitchen.esme was washing up and carlisle was sat at the able reading the newspaper
"of course.youlle need to get the matresses out of the spare room though.i nodded going to the guest room.i brought them down and set them up on the living room floor.when i turned around alice was sat on the sofa.
"youre mum let me in,"5 minutes later the res of the gang arrived.me emmett and jasper fist bumped while the girls walked off.we watched some horror movies along with one girly film.my mum made us cookies
"thanks mum,"
"thanks mum,"emmett said copying me
"shes not your mum man."
"wish she was."
jasper went to the toilet and alice claimed that she had left something in her bag.they both returned about 10 minutes later.
"so alice what have you brought?"rosalie asked excitadley.alice looked down at her empty hands
"i left it at home."everyone turned their attention back to the tv.
"tis is boring now!"emmett complained
"lets play truth or dare,"bella suggested,pulling a bottle out from her bag.it looked like the same bottle that we had played with as kids.we sat in a cirlce and rosalie spun the bottle.it pointed at emmett.
"dare,"
"i dare you to run round the garden naked."
emmett quickly undressed and used a pillow to cover himself up.then he ran out of the house and was back in under thirty seconds throwing his clothes back on.everyone else was laughing at him.he spun the bottle and it landed on me.
"dare,"what am i thinking?a dare from emmett?
"go up to your parents and tell them that youve gotten bella pregnant."
"i hate you man,"i muttered running in to the kitchen.both my parents were sitting at the table.
"mum,dad ive got something to tell you."
"whats wrong edward?"
"i slept with bella and now shes pregnant,"neither of my parents knew what to say until emmett started laughing in the living room.
"playing truth or dare are we?"esme laughed.i nodded and ran back in.i spun the bottle and it pointed at bella.
"truth."
"what do you really think about emmett and rosalie being engaged?"
"at first i thought that it was to soon but now its brilliant."she spun the bottle and it pointed to alice.
"are you in love with anybody at the moment?"
"no,i would tell you."
"promise?"
"promise."


emmett Pov
i walked up the stairs wiht rosalie following behind me.i opened the bathroom door and rosalie gasped.jasper and alice were kissing.they looked up.
"dont tell anyone else,"alice begged
me and rose agreed.it couldnt hurt.i ran down stairs as i smelt cookies.


bPOV
esmes cookies were always fantastic ans these were no exception.chocolate chip-my favourite.i sat next to rosalie and she brushed my hair.we were all in edwards bedroom except alice and jasper.edwards room hadnt changed much over the years.it had been repainted by everything else was the same.
"come on guys.lets go downstairs and watch the last horror movie."edward said.we all made our way down stairs.
i gasped and stopped.alice was sitting on jaspers lap kissing him.his hand was in her hair.alice jumped up when she saw me.i could feel the tears streaming down my face.she had lied to me,theyd all been lying to me.i walked out of edwards house and drove home.


edward POV
"what the hell jasper?you lied.both of you lied to our faces!"
"we were gonna tell you."
"when?how long has this being going on?"
"honestly?about 4 months."
"everybody get out and go home!"they all left then.


bellasPOV
i walked to school.it was cold but it was nothing compaired to how i was feeling inside.alice had lied to me about her and jasper not an hour before i found them kissing.she wasnt my friend.jasper wasnt either.none of them were.they didnt seem as surpried as i did.they all knew and had been keeping it a secret from me.
i didnt look as i walked through the parking lot.my first lesson was history and jasper was in the class with me.when i walked in jasper looked round.he was a row in front of me so at least i didnt have to it next to him.on my desk there was a note.i unfolded it and quickly read the words.

bella,
dont blame alice she really did want to tell you amd shes upset that this has ruined everyones relationship.dont be mad at her.be mad at me.
jazz

i scowled at the words on the page.not alices fault?i wrote my reply quickly.

dear mr whitlock,
i am no longer calling any of you by your first names because were strangers.were not family anymore.family dosent go out of there way lie to each other.it is as much alices fault as it is yours.as much as it is everyone elses.what do you mean everyone elses relationship?
ms swan
i passed the note forward and had a reply in less than a minute.it simply said:

no ones talking to anyone.emmett and rosalie have cancelled their wedding.edward locks himself in his room and only comes out to school and you just ignore everyone.

i didnt have time to reply because the bell rung.my next two lessons past by quicly and then it was lunch.no one was sitting at our usual table.they were all leaving letters and notes in my locker and my next lesson was chemistry with alice.we were watching a film about chemicla reactions when a piece of paper slid under my arm.

bella please talk to me
i replied
i have nothing to say to you miss alice brandon.
she sent another note but i knocked it onto the floor.


edwardsPOV
"come on ed you have to talk to me."emmett said
"dont call me ed.only my friends call me that and we are not friends."
i walked away from him.at least emmett had been trying,jasper had been avoiding me,good i didnt want to see him let alone talk to him.when i got hme i went straight to my room.a few minutes later someone came in.i looked up.it was esme and carlisle following a few feet behind.
"please,why wont you talk to them?"my mother asked,sitting next to me on the bed
"they lied,"
"we all lie son,"
"no but this is different.they lied to bellas face.they said it in front of all of us."
"this isnt right.you are all so close,like family."
"not anymore,"a single tear rolled down my mothers cheek and i wiped it away with the back of my hand.
"dont cry for me,please,"


bellasPOV
i knew what i had to do now.the only way to make the pain stop.i drove to the edge of the city where the old bridge was.half of it was broken but the sea still thundered under it.i put my hands against the stone bridge bringing my feet up.i was now standing on the bridge.
"BELLA STOP!"


edwardsPOV
alice ran over to me.
"edward listen this is important.bellas going to try and kill herself.jasper and emmett are already going but even they might be too late,"i grabbed alices hand and pulled her into my car.


jaspersPOV
bella was going to die unless me and emm could get there fast enough.i threw open my door and ran.i could see her standing ontop of the bridge.i shouted at her"BELLA STOP!"

bellasPOV
i let myself fall forward

jaspersPOV
bella jumped before i could reach her.before thinking it through i jumped in after her.


emmettsPOV
i answered my phone
"emmett whats happening?"edward questioned
"bella...jumped and ......jasper went..in af..ter her,"i stammered.
"when emmett?how long ago?"
"just now.i cant see either of them in the water."
"emmett stay calm.me and alice will meet you futher down the river,"


jaspersPOV
the icy water stung my skin but id survived the fall.hopefully bella had to.i searched for her but she was nowhere to be seen.then i caught a flash of her red jumped.i was a good swimmer but was i good enough to reach bella?i would have to take that risk.i swam but the water kept pushing my head back down.finally i reached bella.she wrapped her arms round my neck.
"im sorry jazz...im..so.....sorry,"she choked.
"come on we have to get out of the water.bella i need you to kick your legs for me.


bellasPOV
i started kicking my legs but i was to exhausted.i felt jasper dragging me onto the shore.
"bella,look at me.are you hurt?"i shook my head.not physically but emotionally.
"can you walk?we need to get you to the hospital.your head is bleeding,"i put my hand up and touched my forehead.surely enough it was bleeding.i shook my head as my whole body started burning.i felt jasper scoop me up and start walking.


jaspersPOV
bella had here eyes closed as i walked to the hospital but i knew she wasnt asleep.as soon as i stepped through the hospital doors i was surrounded by doctors and only one i knew.
"carlisle!"he walked over to me and looked at bella.he took us to a private hospital room and i laid bella on the bed.carlisle checked her over.
"what happened jasper?"
"you know what happened betwee all of us?"he nodded"we were all upset but we didnt notice what it had done to bella.i dont think she could take it anymore and jumped off a bridge."
"so thats why your all wet."
"i jjumped inn after her."
"are you okay jasper?"
"yeah just wet,"
carlisle laughed and threw me a doctors uniform to put on.i went and got changed.on my way back i called edward.
"jasper where are you?"
"at the hospital."
"are you two alright?"
"were alive,"
"helpful jasper,"he hissed.i hung up.i couldnt listen to his childish nonsense today.when i walked into bellas room she was sat up and had her head against the wall.i could tell that she wasnt going to talk to me.still as stubborn as she was as a child.i thought to myself.


edwardsPOV
we all sat in the hospital room.bella had refused to talk to any of us except carlise and that was only when she had to.


carlislesPOV
i had sent all of them out so that i could talk to bella alone.
"what made you jump bella?"
"hate,anger.i couldnt take feeling like it anymre and i hoped with me gone then everyone else would move on."
"well thats where your wrong.i know my son and he wouldnt move on and neither would any of the others,they love you bella."
"i cant face them all at once.can i have a pen and some paper please?"
"of course,"i said,handing