life ?? - chelsea johnson (bookreader .txt) 📗

pushed me to it” he defended
“SO THAT GIVES YOU THE RIGHT TO HIT HER” i yelled at him
“No” he said looking down
“Why the hell would you hit her? She is you sister, your little sister you know the one who your are supposed to protect and look out for” i said in a normal voice although my subconscious was yelling at me to hit him
“I didn’t mean to i...i... i just lost it im sorry” he said looking at me i saw he was about to cry
“I aint the one who needs you’re apology am i” i spat his eyes shot up to mine
“You like her?” he said it more of a question rather than a statement
“Kind of” i whispered rubbing the back of my neck
“Then why didn’t you say it to her” he said looking confused
“Because she is your sister, and you’re my best friend i didn’t want to lose you over a girl” i said looking down
“Seriously im glad it’s you and not some spaz because i know you won’t hurt her” he said
“Does this mean i have permission to ask her” i said looking at him he smiled and nodded i hugged him and we heard sash come out the bathroom
“You need to get out so i can get dressed” she whispered i grabbed ricks hand and pulled him out side her door
“God sake” she moaned i waked back in her room
“Got no door to cover me up” she smirked at me
“Sorry erm ill fix it” i said slowly she smiled and then blushed
Sasha’s point of view
I and Lorenzo were talking and then i remembered that i was in a towel and blushed like mad he saw me blushing and his eyes went wide
“Sorry ill erm err go” he said walking out and picking up the door and held it up for me i giggled and grabbed my underwear and walked over to my chest of draws and got out tight skinny black jeans and a pink tank top i put on my high-tops and straitened my hair and then put on my make up and went down stairs
“Why you wearing that crap” Lorenzo scolded me i sighed
“Because i have a bruise and a cut lip” i shouted and then grabbed my school bag and walked out the door and to school
I stopped outside the gate and sat on the pavement and curled myself in a ball i don’t know how long i was sitting their but if felt like hours
“Sasha?” someone asked me i froze
“It’s me Mr. March” he said sitting next to me
“What are you doing out here on you’re own” he said i stood up and looked away from him
“Erm nothing i err just needed some air” i lied
“Fine go to lesson” he said standing up i walked into my second lesson as i already missed first and sat down
“Heya orphan” Claudia sneered at me and loads of people started shouting orphan and tramp and ugly and all that i just sat there and took it i don’t care. I was walking down the hall when some people started chucking paper at me i ignored it and i went to my locker and got out my books i turned around and someone through water in my face and other people sat there laughing. I ran off to the closest classroom which to my surprise was Mr. March’s room i ran over in to his closest and sat down and cried my eyes out.
Mr March’s point of view
I walked in my room talking to Danny
“Sir please, give me another chance” he said desperately
“Fine i will if you leave now?” i asked him he nodded and walked off smiling
“Ignorant child” i spat “if he would have just behave he wouldn’t need to beg to come back to my class” i sighed i sat down at my desk and looked at the clock “5 minuets till lunch” i sighed i have a meeting at lunch thats just what i need teachers having a go just because their class doesn’t want to work i groaned in defeat. I put my head on the desk, i heard someone sniffling it sounded like it was coming from my closet so i stood up and walked as quiet as i could over to the closet.
I took a deep breath and opened the door to a distressed Sasha curled up into a ball. It broke my heart to see her so upset her make up was all over her face and her eyes where puffy
“Hunny what’s wrong?” i asked her she just looked at me and put her head back into her little ball of protection
“Stand up sweetheart let me see you” i commanded in a soft voice she did as she was told she looked at me and her little chin wobbled and she ran into my chest and poured her eyes out. It pained me to see her so upset but i know its wrong of me to feel this for a student i held her close to my chest and she slowly started to quite down her sobs into just sniffling.
I pulled her back and looked at her in her eyes
“What happened hunny?” i asked again
“Nothing” she whispered back
“Then why are you crying” i said pulling her close
“Err it don’t matter, err im gunna go” she whispered she squeezed me one last time then let go and walked out wiping her tears away it hurt me too see her so upset i shouldn’t be having these feelings for a student but i wanted to protect her and be a farther to her maybe i can be ill adopt her
Sasha point of view
I walked out of Mr. March’s room and headed home, i walked in and i hard a James and someone else arguing
“James i home” i shouted the arguing stopped and James and another man came out of James office i just stood their in shock the man looked like me but different he must have seen the resemblance between us because he smiled like he new me
“Hello Sasha” James said slowly
“Sasha it’s been a long time” the man said i remembered his voice from somewhere but i couldn’t put my finger on it
“Who are you” i said looking away from him to James and back again
“Where are your manners” he said in a disappointed tone
“Who the hell are you to give me advice” i spat at him he looked shocked
“I am your father that’s who now learn some bloody respect” he shouted i froze rick walked in and saw what was going on
“dad?” he asked he nodded at rick and rick saw my face a single tear came out my eye and i ran upstairs and slammed the door shut and as loud as i could
Ricks point of view
I walked in to the house and saw my dad standing in front of Sasha crap i thought
“Dad” i asked him just to make sure he nodded at me and i looked at Sasha in shock, i saw a single tear come down Sasha’s face and she legged it upstairs and slammed her door
“Sasha” i shouted after her i went to go but James stopped me
“What the hell she needs me” i spat at him
“Rick learn some respect for adults” my dad scolded me i smiled and shock my head at him
“Fine. Why are you hear dad” i said scowling at him
“I have news and im afraid that it doesn’t concern you just Sasha son” he said i sent daggers his way
“Go away. You aint coming near her, you don’t know how much stress you have coursed her let alone pain” i shouted at him he looked shocked that i had spoken out of turn with him
“Go to your room” he shouted
“Why you aint my dad” i shouted as loud as i could
“STOOOOOP” Sasha screamed from the bottom step i looked at her and she was in so much pain it killed me
“sash” i said walking closer to her but she put her hands out in front of her to tell me to stay back i froze in my place and just looked at her
“Why are you hear” she whispered but dad didn’t answer her
“Who are you? I mean i know you’re my biological dad but what’s your name” she said looking at him by now everyone was watching us from the care home
“Maddi, josh, dean, charlotte, Alex, sky, Toni, sally, and drake go to your rooms” James commanded
“we aint a freak show guys” i shouted everyone moved to their rooms and we went into the living room
Sasha’s point of view
We walked into the living room and i sat down on a single chair and dad and James sat on the sofa and rick stood behind me and put his hand on my shoulder
“ok i guess you have forgotten everything from your life before the care home” he said slowly
“no she has nightmares about you leaving her most nights and has to take medication” james said looking at him, he looked shocked and looked at me with pain in his eyes
“i didn’t know. Im sorry” he said sincerely
“save your pity she don’t need it she has me” rick snapped at him i stood up
“If you want to be hear rick stop fighting i want to know more ok or go and kiss maddi” i spat at him he looked down
“What is your real name?” i asked him he smiled at me
“Kieran” he replied
“That’s a nice name” i said smiling back at him
“Thanks”
“Anyway why did you leave us and don’t lie” i said looking down
“this is the truth do you remember the day we left you” he asked i nodded so he continued “well me and your mum, were going to go for our second honeymoon and she said that she has, had enough with taking care of you and rick, and at the time i didn’t want to lose her i depended on her so when she said to pack up and go i didn’t hesitated and followed her but after a week of living with no kids i missed you and i tried to talk her back in to coming back and being a family but she didn’t want that she didn’t want kids so after living with her for a year i broke it off with her and have sorted my life out for the past 4 years with a house and a job and all that and for the past 2 years i have been trying to find and sort out visiting rights” he explained
“Kieran you cant expect to turn up and every think will be fine” i whispered he nodded his head so i continued to tell him what i haven’t told anyone before “i mean when you and mum walked out and left me i was a mess i have to have counselling 1 every fortnight and i use to cut myself to take the pain away from not being perfect and not looking like mum did i tried my best i did and what hurt the most was that you always put me down” i said looking down
“i had