Amorous - Ameera Butt (dark academia books to read .txt) 📗

going to go to lesson now Lupe?” Rupert asked. I didn’t say or do anything I was deeply in my thoughts. I was worried about why Seldon wasn’t out of mind yet, it had been months now!
“I’m going jheez!” Lupe replied and then turned to me. “Bye Ameesha, see you another time!” I didn’t reply to him I was still in my thoughts. As he walked of Rupert came close to me and held my hand tightly to his. I broke out and became more alive.
“Oh, is it lesson time now?” I wondered, breaking out.
“Yes.” Rupert said whispering.
“Well in that case I should be on my way to English now.”

As I turned to walk out of the automatic door, he gripped onto my hand and put a force to stop me walking forward. As he held onto me, the automatic doors released open and the risky wind once again clashed into me and flew my hair. A sort of energy transferred from him to me. I seemed to always become nervous when his soft skin touched mine. His hands were so warm, like a heat of spark raised between us. He was different to the others. Unique? Was that the word, I wasn’t sure. Strange? Perhaps that what could describe him? Whatever it was, he was the one that grabbed a smile onto my face, even though I didn’t know him for a long time like I knew my other friends. Such a close friendship was built on us now. I couldn’t conclude why I had feelings when he touched me, when he smiled at me, when he starred into my eyes trying to read my mind. When he grabbed onto me why did I have a certain feeling? He was just so dramatic! I won’t disagree on the fact that he related to me in a dramatic way. I loved dramatic stuff, that’s just how I was. I don’t know if it was because we were getting all poetic or was it just this moment but all the poems that I wrote a long time ago ran through my mind…

I find my ways by itself now, I find my destination easily. And all that is just because of you. When you came into my life everything had lightened out more. I knew my paths and options as I walked down them confidently I knew the reason for my confidence was that you were there standing beside me to keep it up…

“Ameesha?” Rupert spoke out.
“Yes?”
“You know if there’s ever any problem, or if you have any tensions you can come to right?”
“Yes Rupert.” I replied giving a little chuckle.
“You can count on me Ameesha!” he said singing half of his words. I gave a tiny smile towards the floor and the cold air continued flying my hair back.
“I know I can count on you.” Singing and saying that to him.
“Run along now, I don’t want you to be too late!” he ordered me. I walked ahead not looking back, eventually as I heard the doors shut behind me I turned for a little glance. I was turned around for some time as I sang to myself “I’ll be there for you, because I know you will always be there for me Rupert.” I looked forwards and started walking towards my lesson.

Sometimes when you listen or read poems, it describes your mood, emotion, feeling and thoughts instantly. Sometimes you can ascertain that the poem understands you in an absurd way. Sometimes you can just see a poem and not care about the world around you. In my case I didn’t want to do that, I wanted someone I could read a poem along with. Sure I wasn’t the best reader; sure I wasn’t the poem maker! But that had never stopped me from making poems before and it never will stop me!

2011! Whoop! A New Year. Fresh start? Seldon thoughts had become very vivid in my mind now, I-I was more concentrated towards Rupert. Nothing so important, he was just a great friend that kept me going. Sometimes I thought I had gone away from everyone else and involved myself around him only. Ha, not forgetting Lupe, my poem buddy! I had to go to my other mates as well; I think they started envying Rupert. I still remember Sasha’s reaction when she found out how close of friends I and Rupert were now. It was pretty much, just about really funny. I swear she was going to faint, Abbey had already fainted when she had seen me walk from a distance with him on the first day! Stacy was normal, even though she had random doubts on Rupert, but she was okay. Shay and Sally had an obsession with his looks, it worried me at times. Rupert wasn’t their type, I’m sure he would agree! Wouldn’t he? Of course he would agree!

As I walked to my ‘gang’ I started saying out a friendship poem, they had their backs to me so they couldn’t see who was speaking. Sally recognised first that it was my voice.
“There was time when I was young, the time when I use to stick out my tongue…”
Sally hurried and turned to face me as she burst out in laughter continuing to spoke with me “That was when we were very, very, very young!” everyone laughed in astonishment.
“Ameesha!” Stacy screamed out! “You haven’t said that in a long time!”
“Ha, Happy New year!” I said in excitement.
“Happy New Year Ameesha!” they all screamed back!

So Christmas holidays were finished. Boy, was I glad about that. It was just pathetically boring, didn’t do much. Well I tried to make a snowman, which flopped! I saw Rupert once with Lupe and his mother; they were Christmas shopping as well as me and my mother. We introduced our mothers to each other; it was very funny watching our mother’s just stand there and talk. When they were talking and gossiping me and Lupe started singing random songs, Rupert was staring at us pretending he didn’t know us. It was hilarious!

Back to present, as everyone was getting so happy over New Year I sensed energy from somewhere. I looked back to see if he was there. There he stood, looking at me. His walk was different, he had the style, and he had that awesomeness! That idiot, gosh thinking about him always made me laugh! Sometimes Sally thought I was going mad, Ella used to get worried about me as well. She eventually used to start laughing with me at times when I use to tell her about him. Finally he reached his destination. He reached me. Rupert stood there; he clutched onto my hand and started walking me away from my friends.

“Wait, where we going?” I asked in enthusiasm!
“Shhh! don’t ask any questions! Just follow me.” he demanded. I put my finger on my lip and pretended to be a good girl who listened to him.

Surprises are like a gift that needs to keep getting unwrapped, it’s like when you search for treasure that’s mapped. It full of either happiness or sadness. It can show you badness or madness, but you need to take in every surprise life show you. Good or bad, you need to always take it in…

He ran fast, me chasing his speed behind him, we ran to an old rusty building.
“Is this what you wanted to show me, an old building that no one’s allowed to go into?” I uttered.
“We’re not going inside this building!” he replied giggling.
“Then where are we going?” I asked puzzled.
“We’re going behind it!” he explained with joy.
“Why?” I asked being a little annoying now.
“Just! Walk with me, I promise it’ll make your day!” he sounded very promising.
I gave him a cheeky look as I said “Fine. Go ahead make my day.” Smiling in excitement he slowly put my hand into his and walked me to a wall. I starred at the wall where we had stopped. Rupert looked around on the wall looking for something. The wall was covered with tangled twigs, twigs shaded of white, brown and blackish and had overgrown rusty leaves dying and dangling of some twigs.

"What are you looking for?" I asked interested.
"An entrance, I’ve forgotten where exactly it is, it takes time to look for it. I really need to clear this up.”
"An entrance? Entrance to what exactly?"
"Just wait, Gosh!" he demanded! He twisted a turned a hard twig as something appeared to open wide. "Finally, god I need to fix this out."
"What’s behind this?"
"Why don’t you just go inside and look for yourself?"
"Okay." I chuckled nervously. As I stepped through the small whole, Rupert following behind I looked ahead of me with a surprise...

"Another wall?" I asked breaking down my excitement.
"Silly not that, look to the right?" he laughed and told me.
"Oh, that’s not it? I asked puzzled again!
"No!"
"Let’s go then I want to see what is ahead on the right!"
"Wait!" he yelled. He walked about from behind me and put his soft pale hands over my eyes. "Walk on now."
"How can I walk on silly? You’ve covered my eyes."
"All you have to do is take a few more steps and turn right, here hold onto my left hand. I’ll lead you in!" he offered politely. I held onto his warm hand as he guided me to what he wanted to show me. "Ready?" he asked excitingly.
"Ready!" I confirmed.

I didn’t realise what was In front of me, there was a special affect in the atmosphere. It wasn’t just calmness; it was love all around me. I couldn’t express how my heart felt being there. Even though my eyes were covered and I seemed so blind, I still had my other senses that lead me to this homely feeling…
Perfection

He slowly pulled his pale hands away from my eyes as the area around me started speaking out for itself. My eyes flashed direct to the small purple water fountain that stood right ahead of me. Out of that gorgeous patterned fountain only sparkles of water dropped out. As I glared at it, Rupert walks in behind me.

“I knew that would be the first thing you would look at Ameesha.”
“It’s… It’s beautiful.” I manage to take out of me, being so amazed of the scenery.
“I know, purples your thing Ameesha.”
“Y-yeah.”
“Want to look ahead and explore this place?”
“Hell Yeah! Without a doubt!” I exclaimed in happiness.
“When life seems hopeless there is always that one place where you will find yourself the strongest person ever! When you need to calm or relax yourself there’s only one place you could be yourself!” he whispers in my ear.

Perfection. It was purple everywhere, mixed with all the fascinating colours such as red, bright green and blue. Further on waited a big mystery, a mystery I couldn’t wait to solve. Mystery that I