No Renesmee - base on the book by stephenie meyer (readict books txt) 📗

No Renesmee

I sat up slowly.The pain was gone now and I felt strange. All of the cullens stood me in defensive positions.I looked around the room for any oncoming danger and realised that i was it.Edward walked round to stand in front of me.He reached out and stroked my cheek with the back of his hand.His touch no longer felt cold to me which at first made me jump."Oops," I muttered.
Alice laughed and a huge grin appeared across her face.She'd probarly seen me do something silly in the future.I climbed out of the bed.
"Come look." Alice said, taking my hand and pulling me into her room.She placed me infront of a mirror.
I was pale with purple bruise-like shadows under each of my eyes.But best of all I was beautiful.The main difference between me and Alice were our eyes.Mine were bright red.Iknew they would change colour in about two weeks.

Edward joined us in the room. "Carlisle says that me and you are to take Bella hunting." he said to Alice. Edward smiled at me before launching himself out of the window. Alice followed. I jumped.I wouldnt say gracefully but Edward probarly would.
"we'll start slowly."Edward promised.We started running.The wind blew through my hair as i glided noisilesly through the forest.I stopped when the river blocked my path.Alice sighed and kept on running.She jumped, did a somersault in the air and landed the other side of the river.Not wanting to give Emmett another reason to laugh at me, i backed up a few paces before jumping.I landed further forward than Alice had.
"See," she said "easy."

Edward spun me round."now listen." he whispered.At first i didnt know what we were suppose to be listening to,until i zoomed in on one particular sound.Deer were drinking further down the river.
"Four,"I guessed
"Four in the water,tow in the bushes and one by a tree."Edward told me.
"One of them is still a baby."Alice added.We started running in the direction of the deer until I came across another,more appealing scent.A human.I ran the opposite direction to the scent.Edward caught up with me quickly.
"That was remarkable!Ive never seen a newborn give up a hunt before."
I shrygged."It could of been someone i know."
He laughed,bringing himself forward a few feet in order to kiss me.He didnt feel like stone to me anymore.His kiss was wilder than the ones i was use to.Like he'd finally let his guard down.
"Listen again," he mumbled.I could hear something but i wasnt sure waht it was.
"mountain lion.a pride of them." Said Edward
"Should keep you happy Edward."Alice mumbled.
Edward scowled at her "Not helpful Alice,"

Messages
When we arrived back at the house everyone looked worried except emmett,nothing bothered him. Carlisle gave me a piece of paper.It read:

saypeotoubfkqpisclitlgieljdayvnvibocmltgkoeorzmintanosjlokzicpwjxkwyiuvlfilstahtlprkadodcfoqyprowyu

"Its a code,"I whispered."Jacob taught me.You take the thire letter each time."
As i spoke i wrote down what i was explaining.
youkilledvictoriasoiwillkillallofyou
"then you seperate the words out."
you killed victoria so i will kill all of you

Edward was motionless beside me.i pulled him onto the sofa next to me and held his face between my hands,just like he use to do with me.
"its ok."i whispered"its going to be ok.you know that dont you?"
"suppose."he murmured.but his eyes wouldnt lock with mine.in an attempt to distract me,edward pulled me onto his lap and started playing with my hair.
"so rileys back to get his revenge."emmett said
"thats not the problem."said jasper.everyone turned to face him with puzzled expressions."if he wants revenge then he will go after the ones who destroyed victoria first before going after the others.edward and bella were victorias killers."
"but bella didnt actually destroy her.i did."edward growled.
"but she was there edward.she was the one that victoria was after.the main reason that victoria is dead."jasper said, leaning against the couch.
"i dont see him attacking."said alice.
"he knows about your gift.hes not deciding anything until the last moment so you cant see."jasper said.he was talking a lot more then usual.normally he just listens and contributes something when he has to.


our shifting future
edward seemed reluctant to go to school this morning,probarly because i was one of rileys main targets.i told him that he should go and carlisle backed me up.
"me and esme are here and alice will see if riley plans to attack the house.so go to school its important that we beld in with the humans and so far youve all had four days off school and people are starting to take notice."carlisle said.
"dont worry about me." i said.then alice revved the car impatiently.edward sighed and stalked towards his BMW.
the day went slowly without edward.carlisle had taken a day off work to stay at home with me.it was all stupid.i was a vampire now.i could protect myself.when i had nothing to do i always thought of jake and he was on my mind alot at the moment.he hadnt even been seen for 5 days.id hurt him so much by changing but in a way i saved him.jacob shouldnt of had to wait for me.even if i had chose him then i would of always of been thinking about edward and i would of never run right.we have both changed so much and i dont think that we will ever fit in each others worlds anymore.hes not my jacob anymore and im not his bella.esmes voice broke me from my thoughts.
"bella edward will be back in a minute.you can go and wait outside for him if you want."
i nodded my head and ghosted outside.i sat down on the steps outside the house and put my head in my hands.edward was suddenly beside me,pulling my hands away from my face.i could of easily stopped him but i didnt really want to.
"whats wrong?"he asked
i shrugged"have been thinking about jacob."
"sorry."
"stop it."i grumbled
"im still sorry that i made you choose.it wasnt fair."
i thought about what edward use to say to me before i replied
"you gave me two options and i chose the one that i could live with.the one who i cant live without."
"it still wasnt fair."i didnt answer him and just got up and walked inside the house.in the evening i played chess against jasper.he quickly took out my king and then my queen.next alice came and reset the board.in under two minutes she had me in check and then check mate.she had won and id learned the reason why nobody else would play chess against her.she cheated.well not technically,but she has an unfair advantage.alice then sat on the sofa with the tv remote flicking through the channels.i went over to the computer to check my emails.i couldnt reply to any of them but i wanted to see how everyone was coping with my 'dissapearance'.most of the emails were from my mum.

where are you.is it a trick?stop it now!
mum

bella answer your phone.this is stupid.
mum

bella please reply im getting worried
mum

whatever it is we can sort it out.just please come home bella i miss you so much.reply to my messages.i just want to know that your safe and happy.
mum

i should of deleted the messages but i couldnt bring myself to.instead i printed them out along with my old online diary and put them in my jacket pocket.
"alice?"esme said suddenly. i spun round and alices face was blank.the remote slipped through her fingers and bounced off the table."rileys coming here."she whispered"hes going to attack the house."jasper put his arm round her."no."alice shouted
"whats wrong?2
"hes planning to take charlie hostage.so then we wont attack."for a moment everyone eyes flickered between me,edward and alice.
"youve got to get out of here."edward said to me.
"i have to make sure charlies safe."i said getting up and heading towards the door.edward caught my wrist.
"you cant go.its part of his trap.leave it."
"no."i growled"i dont care if its a trap.its my fault charlies in danger and i wont let him get hurt."i turned to start walking again but edward wouldnt lat me go.i through him against the wall."you would go if it was carlisle."i said and ran out of the house.

in the trap
i ran and sat in the old oak tree and just watched charlie.he looked even older than usual and it was my fault.then suddenly something pushed me out of the tree.i stood up.the face that was infront of me i knew well.too well.it was riley.
"now bella come with me and charlie will not be harmed."he said.he gestured with his hand for me to start moving and i did.he put me on a plane which took me to new york and locked me up in a room.riley had even hired a wolf to watch me.everywhere i went he went.it was the only way to stop alice from seeing where i was.he kept me locked up for 4 weeks before unlocking the door.he threw jasper into the room with me.i didnt move and kept my head in my hands.but i had to ask him something.
"jasper,are the others alright?"
"yeah.edwards gone a bit mad with worry and there searching for you.last time i saw them they were in italy."i lifted my head up to look at jasper.
"how did you stand it?back when you were with maria."
"i didnt."
"i can hear the humans heart beat next door."
"you probarly shouldnt think about that."
"so how did riley get you?"
"if i didnt come then he would get alice instead.sort of what you did."
"sort of."i agreed.istood up and put my hands in my pockets.there was something inside the left one.i pulled it out.the emails were to wet to read so i threw them against the back wall before turning my attention to the diary.i read it over and over again so that i wouldnt forget who i was.

dear diary,
theres a boy i sit next to in biology who was acting very strange today.jessica said that he was called edward cullen.his family are strange to.so beautiful but wierd.theres a girl that looks like a movie star who is attached to a strong looking boy.a sort of pixie girl and a boy who looked like he was uncomftorabe,in pain maybe?i think theye hiding something and im gonna find out what.
bella

dear diary,
today edward said that he was dangerous.i dont really believe that.but there is something else there.a dark secret that him and his family are hididng.
bella

dear diary,
jake told me a story today,well not a story of such,more of a legend.it was about werewolves and vampires.the legend said that the cullens had lived in forks a long time ago.his tribe found them hunting on their land.they made a treaty with the vampires and that it hasnt been broken.
bella

dear diary,
E.D.W.A.R.D C.U.L.L.E.N I.S A V.A.M.P.I.R.E!
his family are to.he can read everyones mind except mine.but the best news is that im in love with him and hes in love with me!

dear diary,
edwards taking me to his house in a minute so i can meet his family.i hope they like me.got to go edwards arrived.
bella

there was a few more entries before it suddenly broke off when james came after me.i let jasper read it too but i felt a bit embarssed when i remembered what id written about him.
"so thats what you thought of me,"jasper laughed."i suppose we are a bit wierd."
"just a bit."

hopeless
another two weeks past and we still