A life worth living - Annamere (best motivational books of all time TXT) 📗

Beep Beep Beep. I wake up to the sound of my alarm clock and my sister humming in her bathroom. I swear it's weird that I can hear her soft, sweet humming. But it sooths me. My parents died when I was twelve so I'm in my sister's custody. My mom had my sister when mom was sixteen. So my sister oready has a family. I am sixteen now.
My name is Katarina French. Everyone calls me Kat cause I hate my name. I have black hair, icy blue eyes and tan skin, an ok body, or as my nephew tells me 'A rockin body', and I am 5'6.
Ashly knocked on my door and came in. "You up, sweety?" she asked coming in.
"Yah," I sighed then got up.
She smiled. "You ok? You look a litle pale?"
My sister is a foot taller than me. She has blolnd hair, light blue eyes, and she is gorgouse.
"I'm fine, Ashly." I said grabbing a pair of plane jeans and a black t-shirt. I felt plane today.
She came over to me and kissed my forehead. "Liam is waiting downstairs. He says hurry up so we can eat."
I nodded. She closed my door on her way out and I got dressed. I ran a brush through my straight hair then went into my bathroom. I brushed my teeth then washed my face. I grabbed my backpack and walked downstairs. Liam got up and came over to me.
"You ok? You look really pale." he said.
"I'm fine. I just had a bad dream last night. Nothing bad." I whispered as he cupped my cheeks. He pressed a soft kiss to my lips.
Liam is sexy. Black hair, brown eyes, perfect face, he is 6'5, and he has a great body. "You dont look fine,"
"Really, Liam, I'm fine. Just a little shaken up." I whispered then kissed him softly.
"Ok."
We sat down and ate breakfest and my twelve year old nephew, Camron came in. He looks a lot like me. Except he is 5'2. He hugged me. "Good morning, aunt Kat." he whispered.
"Morning, squirt." I whispered and kissed his cheek.
He blushed. He has a little crush on me.
"Go kiss your mommy and tell her she is pretty." I ordered.
He yawned then nodded.
"Then go brush your teeth."
He laughed then went over to Ashly. "Morning, momma." he said then kissed his cheek.
"Morning, baby." she said then kissed his forehead.
After breakfest Liam and I walked out to his truck and he drove to school. We went to my locker and I grabbed my boooks before we went to class. "What are you doing after school?" Liam asked me
"Umm. Ashly and I are going shopping. You?" I asked.
"Well, I was gonna take my girlfriend to see the stupid Harry Styles. But she is busy."
"Ashly is tired of Cam flirting with me when I am doing my homework so she is gonna make Cam do my homework and her and I are going shopping. And I'm sad." I said.
That caught his full attention. "Why, baby?" he asked sweetly.
People always called me a nerd, ugly, or geek. It's upsetting. They're right. They've called me it since I was in middle school. They've got it in my head that I am all of those things. Then the bell ran and he punch his desk. "Tell me after class?" he asked.
I nodded.
"Class, we have a new student." Mrs. Riley said. "Connor, take a seat next to Katarina." she said pointing at the seat next to me. Connor looked amazing. Drool worthy. Black, curlyish hair that went to his shoulders. I squinted. Black eyes? He looked about 6'6.
Connor sat nect to me and smiled.
I smiled a small smile then looked at the teacher. "Ok, class, get out your books and read chapter seventeen." she said.
I pulled out my copy of The Outsiders and opened it.
"Katarina, do you mind sharing with Connor. You can go in the hall."
I nodded then got up. I looked at Liam. He was glaring at Connor. Connor and I went into the hall and I read chapter seventeen to him. "Here. You might wanna catch up a little bit." I said handing him my copy.
"Thank you." he said. "Why are you pale?" he asked softly.
"I dont feel well," I whispered.
"Why did you come to school?" he asked.
"My nephew got expelled and he does naughty things to me in my sleep." I whispered.
He chuckled softly and the teacher came out to get us. "Well, Katarina, it was nice hearin you read to me."
"Call me Kat." I said patting his arm. I grabbed my stuff and the bell rang.

That night when Ashly and I got home Camron was glaring at the wall. "I told you he would break you," he growled at me then stomped up to his room. I shrugged and went over to the phone.
There was a voice mail. I pressed play. "Hey, babe, I'm breaking up with you. I'm gonna go out with the sexy latino chick. So it was fun. Bye, worthless trash."
I collapsed into Ashly's arms and her husband came through the door. "Honey, can you go calm Cam?" she asked him.
"Sure, babe, where is he?"
Cam came down and grabbed me. He pulled me upstairs and up to his room. He put me in his chair and he sat on my lap. He kissed my forehead. "Are you ok?" he asked softly.
I nodded. "Yah. I'm just worthless trash, you know?" I asked. My legs were starting to hurt.
"You're not worthless trash, Kat. You're the speciallest, prettiest girl I know. You're not a nerd or a geek. You're gorgouse. If we wernt family, you know I would date you. And if there wasnt such an age gap."
I laughed.
He smiled. "You havn't laughed in awhile. It's good to hear you laugh, Auntie."
I hugged my nephew tightly. "Thanks, Cammy." I whispered and whiped my tears away.
"Come on. My parents are probably pressing their ears to the door." he whispered in my ear.
He got up and took my hand then we went to the door. Johnny and Ashly were standing outside the door.
"Told ya," Cam said.
I smiled. "There you are, Kat, I was looking everywhere for you. Let's go try on your clothes." she said improvizing. Making it look like she wasnt listening.
"I wasnt making out with Camron." I said then walked to my bedroom. Ashly and Johnny try and make everything easier, by buying me a flat screen tv, an iPod, iPad, iPone. Ashly remembered how fond I was of i reated stuff.
My phone vibrated in my pocket. I pulled it out and it was a diffrent number. "Hello?" I asked.
"Hi, Kat, it's Connor. While you were reading, I slipped your phone out of your pocket."
"Hey," I said suddenly feeling better.
"You sounded so sad a minute ago now you're happy. I usually make people mad."
I smiled. "Mmm," I said my intrest piqued. "Whys that?"
"Well, I flirt with their girlfriends." he said, voice low.
"Hmm," I said running through my mind. Someone knocked on my door and Johnny walked in. "Sorry, Connor, brother in law looks a little too searious for my liking. Though he should be giving him and my sister that look. See you tomarrow." I said.
"Ok. Bye." he said before I hung up.
"Hello!" I mused.
"You seem better,"
"Connor has that affect on me even though I just met him." I said.
He frowned. "Well, why dont you invite him over tonight?" he asked.
I raised my brow.
"I dont know him. He just is really nice." I said.
He chuckled. "Another time. I wanted to talk to you about Liam and this latina ch..."
"Johnny, I told you to leave her alone." Ashly yelled.
"I'm fine, Johnny. Cam made me feel a little better. And so did Connor. I just wanna be alone. I'm a little tired."
"Are you hungry?" he asked.
I shook my head. "Ashly made me eat before we got home." I whispered climbing into bed.
He kissed my forehead. "I just worry about ya, Kat." he said. "Good night."
"Night," I whispered.
He turned my light off and closed the door on his way out. I turned my tv on and watched American Dad and texted Connor.
Me: What do you think of me?
Connor: You're very smart. And you're pretty. I kind of beat up a guy for dissing you. I think it was your boytoy.
Me: He isn't my boy anymore. He called me worthless trash and broek up with me over the phone.
Connor: I have another reason to hate him. Are you ok?
Me: For now...
Connor:???
Me: You'll find out. Do you wanna hang out tomarrow after school?
Connor: I would love to.
Me: Where do you live?
Connor: Three blocks from the school.
Me: Haha. Me too. So what's up?
Connor: Watching American Dad and arguing with my roommate. Wbu?
Me: Watching American dad and dozing off. I'll see you tomarrow.
Connor: But it's only 6 somethin.
Me: Shopping wore me out.
Connor: Fair enough. Sweet dreams, beautiful.
Me: Night night...
I set my alarm and put my phone on the charger before falling asleep.