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āThey called of the search for Elizabeth Swan this eveningā¦ā the blonde reporter was reporting further details about the mysterious disappearance of the teenage girl, the camera man was shooting home where the girl lived to high light it as a background for the news coverage.
People who gathered around the house began to back away as the Police cars skidded to a halt in front of the house, the reporter walked up to the chief to ask if he had any news, the police men gravely waved her off and headed into the house.
He went into the house where a man was lying on the floor gazing at his lost daughters photo frame. The police bent down on his knees beside him. āIām afraid that he had killed herā¦ā he said.
The ruffled looking man stared at the chief as silent tears dropped down his cheeks. āI killed herā¦āWas all he could say. The chief didnāt know how he could comfort his friend. The old man lost his wife only a month ago and now he had to face the disappearance of his only daughter.
The reporter eavesdropped over the entire conversation and reported it. The people who stood there were shocked when they heard what she was sayingā¦The reporter talked to some of the local members.
āShe was a nice girl always keeping to herselfā¦I canāt believe it happened to herā¦āone of the neighbor said. āI think the girl ran away, she couldnāt take her motherās death and her father was never there for her, he was never sober since his wife deathā¦āAnother one said.
A boy in nineteen ran past the police guards into the house, He ran to the chief and fell on his knees gasping for air. āPleaseā¦donāt call of the search. I know Lis would be alive somewhereā¦pleaseā¦āhe begged as tears ran down his face.
āIām sorryā¦sonā¦āThe chief patted the boys shoulders and walked away. āMr. Swanā¦please tell him that Liz is aliveā¦ā he begged. āMaxā¦Iām afraid we lost herā¦ā the old man said.
āDonāt you get it, she is aliveā¦.āHe shrieked at the top of his voice. āFineā¦if you donāt find herā¦I willā¦āhe said and raced off into the forest.
āIt seems her stalker had finished off what he had come forā¦ā The news reporter ended.
I walked away from my motherās memorial, I couldnāt listen to them talk about my mother in past tense. They all missed their good friend, neighbor, teacher and guide but for me she was everythingā¦She was my mother. Why her? If there is anyone that god wanted to punish it should be me, I was the one who did that accident not her. In fact she insisted that she would drive but Iā¦. I could never forgive myself for what I did to her.
I never imagined that a day would come when I would stand aloneā¦Whom would I run to? When I had a problem? Who would I guide me in the right way? Who would be my crying shoulder? I threw stones at the sky hoping at least one would get that traitor who broke apart my family.
I sat in the grave yard crying out my life, mom always said that itās good to cry out and ease off the burden on heart, no matter how much time I lay there crying, I always found that the burden hasnāt eased off, the welling up tears never dried off. I sat there well past into the night crying and made my way back home, my heart it felt unusually heavy and I wanted to just disappear just as my mother did but that wasnāt going to happen. I wasnāt dead and I had to live through this but I donāt know if I could just do it. My mom wasnāt with me to pull it through these tough timesā¦ I saw my home dull and dark which was a happy home just two days before.
I pushed the door open to meet the darkness; there wasnāt even a candle light. Dad wasnāt here? Where is he? My heart began to panic maybe itās because of this day, I imagined the worst. I ran to his room, he wasnāt thereā¦Where would he be at this timeā¦? Was he at some friendās house looking for a crying shoulderā¦? Noā¦Thatās not possible he wouldnāt leave me all alone here and dad never went to friends. In fact he didnāt have one, he is such an introvert.
I heard a small thud from the living room, I walked over to there and groped for the switches and turned them onā¦My dad was lying on the floor unconsciousā¦I rushed to him and he smelled strongly of alcohol. I found an empty bottle and a half empty bottle on the table. I flinched at the pungent odor. I helped him up into the couch and spread a blanket over him and left to my own room.
Is this the way he chose to forget momā¦I know that he loves her a lot but he is tainting her memories with drinking. Mom would have gone berserk if she had seen him out on the floor but that wasnāt happening, mom would never come to us again. She left us to fend on our own.
Mom would be disappointed in me, if she watched over us. She taught me to be a strong girl and Iām going to be oneā¦I decided.
Morning rays filtered in through the window, I stretched myself, I glanced at the clock on my bed side table, It showed 8:00, Why didnāt mom wake me up? I would be late today; I freshened up quickly as I shouted for mom to prepare my breakfastā¦I ran through the entire steps and hurried into the kitchen and grabbed some juice. The kitchen didnāt smell like it usually did and my mom wasnāt there with her gentle face smiling and setting us breakfast. Momā¦? I slumped on to the kitchen table remembering that I would never see her warm smile greeting me every day. I sat there for a few minutes getting used to the fact.
I went upstairs and slumped on to the bedā¦I didnāt want to go to school and behave like nothing changed in my life when everything turned upside down. Tears welled up in my eyesā¦I promised to be a big girl butā¦ I hid my face in the pillows and cried. I cried into sleepā¦ I woke up as my stomach hurt me very much. I ignored it until I couldnāt stand it any longer; I clutched it and made it downstairsā¦ I found some bread and ate itā¦ Dad wasnāt there in the living room. Did he leave to officeā¦? I checked in his room and found him drinking. I didnāt dare go insideā¦ I wanted to give him some space until he got back to his normal life...
āI can do thisā¦āI whispered for the hundredth time as people came to me to say sorry for my loss. I thought that school would be a best place to occupy my mind on other things but I was very wrong. I couldnāt stand it anymore; I just ran away into the forest and sat alone cryingā¦
āHeyā¦āone of the boys from our class said tentatively. I ignored him and started to walk away. āI just thought that ā¦āhe mumbled. āYou just thought whatā¦?ā I scowled. He stared at me. āLeave me aloneā¦āI cried and ran away from him.
As the day passed onā¦I felt better when I went into my home all my left over spirit crashed down as I saw my dad drinkingā¦ He just needed sometimeā¦ I assured myself.
āLookā¦Iām sorry for screaming at you yesterdayā¦I justā¦ā I trailed off as I apologized to Mike. āI know you just need sometimeā¦āhe said.
I opened my locker to get the books for my next period and was surprised to see a red rose and a letter. It said never feel aloneā¦Iām always with youā¦ M. What does āMā stand for? I scanned the entire corridor to see who it was, itās empty. I nodded my head in disbelief and left for the class room. I couldnāt pay attention in any of the class, not because of the letter; I was worried about my fatherā¦If he goes on drinking he would be sickā¦ What should I do? Maybe a talk with himā¦?
I found another red rose and letter in the afternoon at my deskā¦The letter saidā¦ Always keep your mind busy to keep your mind away from thingsā¦Take a walk over the bridgeā¦youāll find it settling your emotions.. I crumpled the paper; a walk wasnāt going to change thingsā¦He didnāt know what Iām going throughā¦ I thought.
Another note was left on my windshield and a red roseā¦ the note saidā¦āDonāt you ever think that you are the only one having trouble with lifeā¦Everyone does but it takes a brave heart to get through those troublesā¦ā
Mom always said this to me and I thought I was brave enough to face anything at that time but now I donāt know if I could ever forgive myself for what I did to momā¦ Dad was watching TV by the time I was home. I thought he was doing wellā¦I left to my room and freshened up myself, prepared dinner for us.
āDadā¦ā I called himā¦he didnāt respondā¦he didnāt even turn back to see why I called him. I called one more timeā¦ Whatās with himā¦? Why wonāt he respond..? I walked up to him and saw him staring at the TV. āDadā¦I have been calling youā¦ā I shouted still he didnāt respond. I jerked himā¦his gaze slowly shifted from the TV screen towards meā¦he blinked and stood up staggeringā¦ I caught him before he fell. Without another wordā¦he walked away into his room and closed the door. I was furiousā¦ Why was he acting this wayā¦? I pounded on the doorā¦no responseā¦ I waited for hours pounding his door still he wouldnāt respond. I grabbed the jacket and ran into the streets wanted to be away from everythingā¦ I lost mom and now dad wouldnāt talk to meā¦maybe he believes that I was her murderer thatās why he wouldnāt talk to meā¦
I ran into the dark streets not knowing where my legs are leading me tooā¦ I saw the silhouette of the bridge and ran towards it. Why would I come hereā¦? My ears picked up the splashing sounds of water against the rocksā¦ I slowly walked over and saw the stream flowingā¦ the full moon is reflected in its watersā¦ it was a beautiful sight to see the moonās image flickering. My eyes darted over to the sky to see the full moon shining bright and beautiful in the skyā¦ I was frustrated when a black cloud passed over it and I couldnāt see it anymore.
āEnjoying the sightā¦huh?ā Mike smiled. I frowned. āI thought you would comeā¦ā he said. I realized that he was the one that wrote me letters but why would heā¦? I mean he was the high school jock and a player as if reading my thoughtsā¦ āI know that you need someone to be by your side at this timeā¦ā he said. āI donāt need anyoneā¦ā I said facing away from him.
He stood by my side not talking just watching my every moveā¦ I didnāt know what came over me when
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