DarkTimes - rose1699 .books (most motivational books TXT) 📗

and I held his hand.

"I give you my word Travis I will never hurt you ever and I promise to keep you safe no matter what. You're more impotent to me then anything else. I will never lave your side love. I promise you with my life because you know why?'* He shook his head no*
" Because I love you Travis Ray Moon and I'll always love you baby, If anything happened to you then I'll be lost. I wouldn't know how to let you go. I. Never. Want. To. Lose. You. Travis. Never. I love you Travis and I mean that'* I said very softly and I kissed him deeply and passionately. I controlled myself and I stopped.*
" Why did you stop Brayan? I'm ready love. I really am ready.'* I looked him deep into his eyes and he was telling the truth and I smiled*
"Are you sure Travis?"* I said moving his hair off his eyes and I traced his full red lips that were ready to be kissed one more time. I traced his abs and they were so smooth and strong that I wanted him more.*
"Yes.....Brayan.....I'm ready...."* He said breathing heavily that the smell of his breath hit me like a iron and I was turned on.

So I kissed him deeply as I put him in my embrace and held him closer to me and I kissed him more deeply and I heard him moan and that just made me happy. I put him on top of me and we started to make out. I traced his abs very gently with my fingers and I heard him giggle while we were kissing and I couldn't help myself but giggle back and he gently held onto me and we made-out. He then took my shirt off and kissed me from the neck down and I moaned. I brought Travis closer to me and damn he was fine.I could feel the lust coming from him and me that I kissed him long and soft and I put my hands in his hair and I pulled gently and I heard him moan that he put his lips on my neck and started to suck very gently on my neck and I moaned with lust and he kept doing that all the way down my body and it felt so good that I just wanted more of him. He went back up to my lips and I got on top of him and I could taste his sweet tongue in my mouth and I started to suck on it then Travis needed to take a breathe and so we stopped for a few minutes trying to catch our breath and I just looked into his eyes as I was on top and I never seen him so happy in my life that it made me proud to be his boyfriend.

"Brayan.... you're amazing. I've never been so happy in my life. When I'm with you everything just goes away like nothing is even there. Just you and me and nothing else. I love you. I'm so lucky to have such a wonderful boyfriend. I couldn't ask for better'
He look down.
"I was scared that if I told you that my father beats me almost everyday that you wouldn't be with me anymore. I was afraid that you would walk out on me like my mother and sister did. They didn't want anything to do with me. The last words they said to me was, "Goodbye' and that was all and when they left my father blamed me for it and ever since then he's been beating me and sometimes it was so bad that I wanted him to keep doing it because I wanted him to beat me to death. I have tried to kill myself and hurting myself so many times that I almost did kill myself, but something in me said 'To keep on fighting it and don't let it hurt you because if you keep doing it the harder it's going to get to stop' and every-time I think about hurting myself I did it and I just couldn't stop doing it, it was so bad.'* He said in tears as I held him closer.*
'So pretty much I had to take care of myself and everything, but then you came into my life Brayan.' *He looked up at me with those teary eyes that it almost made me cry.*
"Since you came part of my life I finally knew I had something to look forward to. I finally know that I do have someone who loves and will take care of me when I'm sick or even on my death bed . I know you'll always be there for me for me when i need it, that one day I will marry you Brayan and we'll be happy for the rest of our lives just being in each others arms and just growing old together and have a family. I love you Brayan and I'll always love you no matter what. I have no reason to hurt myself or try killing myself again. Before you were part of my life I have tried so many times that I lost count. If it wasn't for you I wouldn't even be here today. You have changed my life Brayan and I am grateful I lave you. I love you Brayan."

After he said all that it made me almost cry because he really wants to get married one day and so do I and I am so happy he's part of my life too. He then got on top of me and we started to make-out. As our lips touched our hands were locked into each others as we started to kiss more. He went down again and licked my stomach and it felt nice. I've never done this with a guy and neither has Travis,so this is our first time doing this together and it made me happy. He came back up and kissed my cheeks then we kissed some more and as he was kissing me I put my hands in his hair and he moaned and that was the first time he ever moaned like that . Me and Travis stopped kissing again and we looked into each others eyes and his big brown and beautiful eyes just made my heart melt with happiness and joy and when I looked down I saw we were both hard. Travis kissed me some more and stopped and took off my shirt, then started to lick my chest to my stomach again and god it felt so right and so good.
Then he came back up and I moaned and we started to make-out again and we were both breathing very hard that I was a little dizzy, but I kept going. I stopped kissing him and I just smoothed his cheek with my finger and he giggled and smiled brightly just seeing him this happy made my heart sing and I was glad to have him in my life. I can't believe we are going to make love tonight. I kissed him softly and as we were together my hands never left his hands. I went down to his neck and kissed it very softly, I then kissed his chest down and he started to shake and moan and I giggled and took off his pants. He looked up at me and smiled. Then I took off my pants as well.I could see his hard on.
I laughed and whispered in his ear: "Are you ready for me to take it Travis?"
He looked at me and nodded his head and I could tell he was ready. So I went down and traced his abs and then took his boxers off and there it was big and round and hard as a rock. I gently put my hand on it and started to go up and down very gently and when I did that Travis moaned gently and I kept doing it faster and faster until he moaned big time and I put my lips over it and started to suck on it very softly and he jerk up the air and yelled with lust as I kept sucking in it he kept moving up and down very fast and I put my arms around his waist and started to sucked deeper and harder and he started to yell louder and a huge load went into my mouth and I didn't miss one drop and he was still hard and I took my boxers off then and laid right beside my lover smiling and I traced his sweet pink lips. He turned onto his back hiding his blush from me and I just laughed.
" Why are you hiding that blush of yours from me Travis huh? It's cute how you blush because your face get so red and it adorable on you."
He looked up and his blush was bigger and I just looked at him and he hid from me again. It's so cute how he does it because it can always bring smile on my face.
"Travis, you can't hide form me forever you know that. I love you baby." I said getting right beside his and taking his face in my hands and kissing him again and I hard him giggle again.
"Are you ready for the last step?"
I said gently and Travis kissed me deeper and smiled and nodded yes. So he got on his side and I wrapped my arms around his waist and took a deep breath.
"Alright here it goes it might hurt alright. Are you sure you're ready for this baby because we don't have to do it tonight." *

I said that because I was scared that if we done this that I will hurt him and he won't talk to me at all.
"Don't be scared Brayan you won't hurt me and if you do then it's alright I won't be mad at you because it our first time so just relax and do it babe alright I promise you won't hurt me alright.'

He said holding my hand as I started to go inside him and he gripped my hands tightly as he was breathing deeply and I felt Travis flex and I put more of it inside him until finally i got it to go all the way in his asshole. I started to thrust softly and I heard Travis moaning with pleasure and damn it felt so good that I started to moan so did Travis. I started to goes faster and