DarkTimes - rose1699 .books (most motivational books TXT) 📗

There was death everywhere, you could see peoples souls leaving their lifeless bodies behind them and they looked so sad. Just seeing their souls disappear that it makes my heart sink in my chest and makes me feel so sad. Then there was one soul I knew and I froze.
"No please not him!God don't let that be him." I said running to his soul and right there was his lifeless body. His soul never left his body, he kept looking down at me with those same sad eyes like almost everybody else. I fell to my knees crying and putting my hands over my face
"He can't be gone not after all we've been through he can't be gone!! Not Now!!" I cried silently in my hands just letting my tears stream down my face like a waterfall. I was now angry and upset because I just lost the love of my life.
I stood up with tears still streaming down my face and my yes started to burn because I was crying so hard. Travis was the only one who would do anything to protect me even if he knew it would kill him. He was the only guy that never hurt me because h was my only boyfriend. He was the sweetest and most charming guy anyone would want in their lives. I will so everything in my power to take my revenge . Let me start from the beginning, before the war the started, to where it all began.
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I woke up in the bed beside my love Travis and he was so adorable when he slept because he always slept beside me so close that I have to carefully get out of the bed so I don't wake him up. The reason why I woke up was because I had a nightmare like I do almost every night now and days. They've been getting worst and worst and I don't know why I'm having them.
When I looked at the alarm clock it said it was three in the morning, so I got out of bed very carefully so I wouldn't wale Travis up. Then I put on my workout clothes. I got my earphones and MP3 player out and I put and turned it on and put the earphones in my ears and turned the music all the up and my number favorite band witch will be "Falling Up" and my number one favorite song by then came on call "A Guide To Marine Life".

I opened our front door and shut it behind me very carefully and I started to jog. I do this every single day. So when I jogged away from the house I started to remember that one day and the next after that and just thinking about that just makes my heart sink because it was so sad. Anyways, every single day I jog ten miles just to stay in shape and be healthy.
My name is Brayan Ethen Woods. I'll be eighteen soon and I can't wait. I'm going to be honest, but I'm gay and proud of it and if you have a problem with that then move a side alright. I came out of the closet when I was just fourteen years of age. I'm about five foot eight with hair that goes down a little passed my ears and I always have one eye covered with my hair. My hair is brown with black highlights and my eyes are light brown. I also have snakebites. My first boyfriend and recent boyfriend I have is Travis Moon. He was there for me and took care of me when I needed someone. I was only fourteen when me and him went out and he was only thirteen.
We were together for three years, but on our three year and four months anniversary something bad happened that I will never forget in my life, but till this day me and Travis are engaged now and been together six years now.
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Flashback
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I was walking home after school like I do almost everyday and I was was so happy because me and Travis have been for three years and four months Anniversary today. I have everything ready for this day. "I love you Travis" I said in my head and then I just smile. When I got home I got a text from him:
Travis: Hey Baby I can't wait till you come over today. I love you." I smiled

Me: Me either baby! It should be great to see you again. Do you want anything from my house because you left from here last time you came over? Because you forgot you MP3 Player at my house. I love you too."

I unlocked my and went upstairs and put my stuff on the bed and I got stuff that he might want back. Then my phone vibrated.

Travis: :). I know, it's going to be great to see you again and yeah I just want you here baby lol. You can have my MP3 Player baby. There is a video of me for you to watch. Just hurry and get here please."

Travis knows how to make me smile every time I talk to him. He was my baby after all. I smiled and laughed at that text.
Me: ;). Awe babe same here I just want to hold you in my arms again lol. Really are you sure you don't want your MP3 Player? Because I can watch the video if you have it. I'll be over in a few hunny and I'll try to hurry I promise. Just keep my side of the bed warm."
I smiled again and put my phone in my pocket. I got some clothes just in case I stay the night with him, but I don't know yet because my mum and dad might not let me tonight.. My phone vibrated again and I took it out of my pocket and sat on my bed smiling.

Travis: *Giggles* Same here . I miss your arms around me. Yes i am sure it's yours keep it. Alright I will be writing love."
I smiled once more.
Me: Awe babe you're so cute when you giggle. Alright on my way now love. I love you and talk to you soon."

I put my phone back into my pocket and got up and got everything ready and I left my house and locked it and I walked to Travis's house witch was an hour walk.
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Hour Later
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I looked around the and good his dad wasn't home yet thank goodness. His dad hates him because he was gay and everything. So I knocked on the door and Travis opened it wide and ran into my embrace and kissed me deeply. When he done that I smiled and giggled and I loved how he kissed me and maybe today we'll go further into our relationship. We might make love tonight. I kissed him back and man I was lucky to have him in my life.
We let each other go and held hands as we walked up the starts and into his room. We laid into his bed and he cuddled up to me and put his head on my chest and we put a movie in. Just holding him close made me so happy because maybe one day I'll marry him and we can have a family.
Travis at the time was tall and had a very adorable face that made me fall in love with him so much. He had blonde ear length hair with a little black highlights and it covered his left eye. His eyes were the lightest green eyes I've ever seen. He was about five foot five and he was goth like me.
At that time my hair was just black and it covered my right eye and it went pass my ears a little bit. I was maybe five foot four and I was also goth. We had so much in common that it was unreal. I kissed the top of his forehead as we were watching the movie an then he lend up and kissed me deeply on the lips and I kissed back and we were both laughing. We stopped kissing and he looked down.
"Brayan?'* I looked up at him and he was looking down and I saw tears going down his face and I raised up and held him.*
"Travis why are you crying? If it was something I did then I could just leave.'* I said worried and I didn't want to go, but if he wanted me too I would and because I was scared that I did something wrong. He just puts his head on my chest crying and I just geld him close.*
" Brayan please don't ever hurt me or force me to do anything I don't want to do please. Promise me you won't hurt me Brayan, you have to promise me.'* I held him closer and kissed the top of his head *
" I Brayan Ethen Woods promise not to hurt you or force you to so anything you don't want to do. Why did you ask me that Travis and don't lie to me alright.'* He looked up at me with fear and he took his shirt off and I saw old and new bruises and cuts all over his body and I flt anger in me and I looked at him and held him closer.*
" Is your dad abusing you Travis? Did he do this to you?"* He looked down and nodded his head as I could see his tears going down his face and this made me more angrier then I ever felt before. I could see the fear in his face.
Why would his dad do this to him? Then I realized he hated Travis because he was gay and he will keep doing this to my lover until he beats the gayness out of him. That's when something happened