Ideas, Fears, Feelings - Meowinparis (general ebook reader txt) 📗

The mind is a powerful thing. It gives us the ability to think, live, and love. The heart is most often used as an icon of love, but it’s really all in your brain. You can’t know you love someone until you think it. How you think about things always affects how you feel about them. It’s never the other way around. That’s why being optimistic is so difficult. You choose to be happy and look at the bright side, but it takes conscious effort. It’s always hard to remember to think positively… but the effort should definitely be made.


I’m not coming home again. Please, please forgive me. I must sacrifice our relationship so that I might survive. I’m running out of options and I can’t hurt you... Don’t miss me. You must forget me. I hate how I have treated you. I cringe to think that you still want me. After all I’ve done… All the hateful things I’ve said, all the time I’ve spent avoiding getting involved. I must run, and never return. I must, or I will never make it. My heart screams to think that you would keep me around, let me keep hurting you…


Your voice is my only happiness. I wake up every morning, sad that you are not by my side, and then I wait all day, looking forward only to hearing you again. I love when you say my name, when you laugh. I love hearing you breathe. It lets me know you are real. Sometimes it’s impossible to believe. I want to be able to touch you. I want to watch you laugh, and yell, and cry. I want to wipe your tears away and give you the happiness you deserve. You are fascinating. I love you more than life.

Publication Date: 08-18-2010

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