The Immortal - Alphonse Daudet (best motivational books .TXT) 📗

turning to his mother:
'You could not let me have four hundred pounds, I suppose?' She had been waiting for this ever since he came in; he never came to see her for anything else.
'Four hundred pounds? How can you think----' She said no more; but the pained expression of her mouth and eyes said clearly enough:
'You know that I have given you everything--that I am dressed in clothes fit for the rag-bag--that I have not bought a bonnet for three years--that Corentine washes my linen in the kitchen because I should blush to give such rubbish to the laundress; and you know also that my worst misery is to refuse what you ask. Then why do you ask?' And this mute address of his mother's was so eloquent that Paul Astier answered it aloud:
'Of course I was not thinking of your having it yourself. By Jove, if you had, it would be the better for me. But,' he continued, in his cool, off hand way, 'there is _The Master_ up there. Could you get it from him? You might. You know how to get hold of him.'
'That is over. There is an end of that.'
'Well, but, you know, he works; his books sell; you spend nothing.'
He looked round in the subdued light at the reduced state of the old furniture, the worn curtains, the threadbare carpet, nothing of later date than their marriage thirty years ago. Where was it then that all the money went?
'I say,' he began again, 'I wonder whether my venerable sire is in the habit of taking his fling?'
It was an idea so monstrous, so inconceivable, that of Leonard Astier-Rehu 'taking his fling,' that his wife could not help smiling in spite of herself. No, on that point she thought there was no need for uneasiness. 'Only, you know, he has turned suspicious and mysterious, and "buries his hoard." We have gone too far with him.'
They spoke low, like conspirators, with their eyes upon the carpet.
'And grandpapa,' said Paul, but not in a tone of confidence, 'could you try him?'
'Grandpapa? You must be mad!'
Yet he knew well enough what old Rehu was. A touchy, selfish man all but a hundred years old, who would have seen them all die rather than deprive himself of a pinch of snuff or a single one of the pins that were always stuck on the lapels of his coat. Ah, poor child! He must be hard up indeed before he could think of his grandfather.
'Well, you would not like me to try ---- ----.' She paused.
'To try where?'
'In the Rue de Courcelles. I might get something in advance for the tomb.'
'There? Good Heavens! You had better not!'
He spoke to her imperiously, with pale lips and a disagreeable expression in his eye; then recovering his self-contained and fleeting tone, he said:
'Don't trouble any more about it. It is only a crisis to be got through. I have had plenty before now.'
She held out to him his hat, which he was looking for. As he could get nothing from her, he would be off. To keep him a few minutes longer, she began talking of an important business which she had in hand--a marriage, which she had been asked to arrange.
At the word _marriage_ he started and looked at her askance: 'Who was it?' She had promised to say nothing at present. But she could not refuse him. It was the Prince d'Athis.
'Who is the lady?' he asked.
It was her turn now to show him the side view of her crooked nose.
'You do not know the lady. She is a foreigner with a fortune. If I succeed I might help you. I have made my terms in black and white.'
He smiled, completely reassured.
'And how does the Duchess take it?'
'She knows nothing of it, of course.'
'Her _Sammy_,' Her dear prince! And after fifteen years!'
Madame Astier's gesture expressed the utter carelessness of one woman for the feelings of another.
'What else could she expect at her age?' said she.
'Why, what is her age?'
'She was born in 1827. We are in 1880. You can do the sum. Just a year older than myself.'
'The Duchess!' cried Paul, stupefied.
His mother laughed as she said, 'Why, yes, you rude boy! What are you surprised at? I am sure you thought her twenty years younger. It's a fact, it seems, that the most experienced of you know nothing about women. Well, you see, the poor prince could not have her hanging on to him all his life. Besides, one of these days the old Duke will die, and then where would he be? Fancy him tied to that old woman!'
'Well,' said Paul, 'so much for your dear friend!' She fired at this. Her dear friend! The Duchess! A pretty friend! A woman who, with twenty-five thousand a year--intimate as she was with her, and well aware of their difficulties--had never so much as thought of helping them! What was the present of an occasional dress? Or the permission to choose a bonnet at her milliner's? Presents for use! There was no pleasure in them.
'Like grandpapa Rehu's on New Year's day,' put in Paul assenting. 'An atlas, or a globe!'
'Oh, Antonia is, I really think, more stingy still. When we were at Mousseaux, in the middle of the fruit season, if _Sammy_ was not there, do you remember the dry plums they gave us for dessert? There is plenty in the orchard and the kitchen garden, but everything is sent to market at Blois or Vendome. It runs in her blood, you know. Her father, the Marshal, was famous for it at the Court of Louis Philippe; and it was something to be thought stingy at the Court of Louis Philippe! These great Corsican families are all alike; nothing but meanness and pretension! They will eat chestnuts, such as the pigs would not touch, off plate with their arms on it. And as for the Duchess--why, she makes her steward account to her in person! They take the meat up to her every morning; and every evening (this is from a person who knows), when she has gone to her grand bed with the lace, at that tender moment she balances her books!'
Madame Astier was nearly breathless. Her small voice grew sharp and shrill, like the cry of a sea-bird from the masthead. Meanwhile Paul, amused at first, had begun to listen impatiently, with his thoughts elsewhere. 'I am off,' said he abruptly. 'I have a breakfast with some business people--very important.'
'An order?'
'No, not architect's business this time.'
She wanted him to satisfy her curiosity, but he went on, 'Not now; another time; it's not settled.' And finally, as he gave his mother a little kiss, he whispered in her ear, 'All the same, do not forget my four hundred.'
But for this grown-up son, who was a secret cause of division, the Astier-Rehu would have had a happy household, as the world, and in particular the Academic world, measures household happiness. After thirty years their mutual sentiments remained the same, kept beneath the snow at the temperature of what gardeners call a 'cold-bed.' When, about '50, Professor Astier, after brilliant successes at the Institute, sued for the hand of Mademoiselle Adelaide Rehu, who at that time lived with her grandfather at the Palais Mazarin, it was not the delicate and slender beauty of his betrothed, it was not the bloom of her 'Aurora' face, which were the real attractions for him. Neither was it her fortune. For the parents of Mademoiselle Adelaide, who died suddenly of cholera, had left her but little; and the grandfather, a Creole from Martinique, an old beau of the time of the Directory, a gambler, a free liver, great in practical jokes and in duels, declared loudly and repeatedly that he should not add a penny to her slender portion.
No, that which enticed the scion of Sauvagnat, who was far more ambitious than greedy, was the Academie. The two great courtyards which he had to cross to bring his daily offering of flowers, and the long solemn corridors into which at intervals there descended a dusty staircase, were for him rather the path of glory than of love. The Paulin Rehu of the Inscriptions et Belles-Lettres, the Jean Rehu of the 'Letters to Urania,' the Institute complete with its lions and its cupola--this was the Mecca of his pilgrimage, and all this it was that he took to wife on his wedding day.
For this not transient beauty he felt a passion proof against the tooth of time, a passion which took such hold of him that his permanent attitude towards his wife was that of those mortal husbands on whom, in the mythological age, the gods occasionally bestowed their daughters. Nor did he quit this respect when at the fourth ballot he had himself become a deity. As for Madame Astier, who had only accepted marriage as a means of escape from a hard and selfish grandfather in his anecdotage, it had not taken her long to find out how poor was the laborious peasant brain, how narrow the intelligence, concealed by the solemn manners of the Academic laureate and manufacturer of octavos, and by his voice with its ophicleide notes adapted to the sublimities of the lecture room. And yet when, by force of intrigue, bargaining, and begging, she had seated him at last in the Academie, she felt herself possessed by a certain veneration, forgetting that it was herself who had clothed him in that coat with the green palm leaves, in which his nothingness ceased to be visible.
In the dull concord of their partnership, where was neither joy, nor intimacy, nor communion of any kind, there was but one single note of natural human feeling, their child; and this note disturbed the harmony. In the first place the father was entirely disappointed of all that he wished for his son, that he should be distinguished by the University, entered for the general examinations, and finally pass through the Ecole Normale to a professorship. Alas! at school Paul took prizes for nothing but gymnastics and fencing, and distinguished himself chiefly by a wilful and obstinate perversity, which covered a practical turn of mind and a precocious understanding of the world. Careful of his dress and his appearance, he never went for a walk without the hope, of which he made no secret to his schoolfellows, of 'picking up a rich wife.' Two or three times the father had been ready to punish this determined idleness after the rough method of Auvergne, but the mother was by to excuse and to protect. In vain Astier-Rehu scolded and snapped his jaw, a prominent feature which, in the days when he was a professor, had gained him the nickname of _Crocodilus_. In the last resort, he would threaten to pack his trunk and go back to his vineyard at Sauvagnat.
'Ah, Leonard, Leonard!' Madame Astier would say with gentle mockery; and nothing further came of it. Once, however, he really came near to strapping his trunk in good earnest, when, after a three years' course of architecture at the Ecole des Beaux-Arts, Paul refused to compete for the Prix de Rome. The father could scarcely speak for indignation. 'Wretched boy! It is the Prix de Rome! You cannot know; you do not understand. The Prix de Rome! Get that, and it means the Institute!' Little the young man cared. What he wanted was wealth, and wealth the Institute does not bestow, as might be seen in his father, his grandfather, and old Rehu, his great-grandfather! To start in life, to get a business, a large business, an immediate income--this was what he wanted for his part, and not to wear a green coat