Hell High (UPDATED!!!) - Emily Mabee (philippa perry book .txt) 📗

I stare at the sidewalk.
"Babe? It's okay, its okay. Wake up." Danny shakes me slightly. I open my eyes and look at him. He pulls me into his arms and hugs me tight.
"Are you alright babe?"
"Yeah, just a bad dream I guess." He hugs me tighter. I look up at him and he leans down and kisses me. I pull away.
"How did you get in?"
"Your parents let me in. By the way, they went out for brekfast."
"Oh, alright." Danny gets up and off my bed and he pulls me out from my covers.
"No!" I shriek. He pulls back and looks at me confused.
"I'm still in my pajamas.." I blush a little bit. Danny laughs.
"I know. I think you look cute in them."
"I'm in a tank top and girl boxers... how is that cute?" He pulls the covers off me.
"It's cute... and hot on you." He bends down and picks me up off my bed and sets me on my feet.
"You want brekfast?"
"Yeah, have you ate yet?"
"Not yet. I wanted to eat with you."
"What would you like? I'll make you something."
"No. I'm going to make YOU something." I hesitate for a second.
"What do you want babe?" His voice is so smooth abd attractive.
"Hmmm, an omlette?"
"I can do that." He leans down and kisses me, and we head down stairs. There's a knock at the door. I go to get it, as soon as I open it, I remember I'm in my boxers and I run behind Danny. Ugh, it's Brittany and John. Brittany snaps a picture of me and Danny on her cell phone.
"Awww how cute. You look cute in your little boxers Alex. Not." Her voice is like nails on a chalk board to me.
"Well well, howlong have you two been together and you're allready sleeping together? Wow." God John is annoying.
"We weren't sleeping with eachother."
"That's not what this picture suggests. Pictures speak louder than words." She shows me the picture. There's Danny in his white t-shirt and grey trackpants, and there's me standing behind him in my boxers. Oh shit.
"everyone will get a kick out of this. And Alex, if you ever have him stand up for you again, you'll wish you hadn't. Understand?" I hate her. I really hate her. They walk away. Danny closes the door and we head to the kitchen. My cell phone starts buzzing, I ignore it. After a few minutes, Danny looks at my cell phone that's having a seizre on the counter. Ii pick it up and slide it open. 63 new messages and 15 new emails. Holly shit! I go through them one by one. And I quickly wish that I had keept ignoring it. There's a link that I clicked. It leads me to a website.
"What's new with the Slut?" is the headline. The photo of me and Danny is directly under it. There's 63 comments.
'What a slut" , 'Slut wears boxers', 'Sluty slut slut'. I want to scream. The next few comments catch my eye. 'Slut needs to die', 'The sluttiest slut at Willington High... has HIVS. SLUT' and this one cuts me right down to the core; 'Wow, when will she ever stop? We need to end the slut'. Theres 67 likes on the comment. My eyes fill with tears and I run to the bathroom. I lock myself in the bathroom and I slide down against the door. I wrap my arms around my legs and pull the to my chest. I hate myself. I hate my life. I want to die! I see the scissors sticking out of the drawer. I remember reading an article in Mr. Davie's class about self abuse. This girl somewhere in the states, Washington I think. She cut herself. She was being tormented from her peers at school. She finally had enough, she took her own life. Without even thinking, I take the scissors and open them up. I roll up the sleve of my boxers, and I cut my upper left thigh. I watch as the cut fills up with blood. I watch the blood trickle down towards my mid area of my thigh. There's a knock on the door. Danny.
"Babe. You alright? Can I come in?" He sounds worried. I put the scissors back in the cupboard and quickly wipe the blood away off my thigh. I take a deep breath and open the door. Danny come in and kneels in front of me and grabs me in his muscualr arms. I burry my face into his chest. He hold me tight with his left arm and strokes my hair with his right.
"I'm so sorry Alie. Just know I'm here for you." He holds me tighter. I stay quiet and my face in his chest. He pulls me away gentley. He wipes my tears away. He looks at me and smiles.
"Your omlette is ready." I can't help but giggle a little bit through the tears. He pulls me up to my feet and hugs me close. He leans back and locks his eyes with mine.
"I love you Alex" My heart stops beating. I lean up and kiss him. I love him too, I just don't think I can say it yet. He takes my hand and leads me to the kitchen. We sit at the island and eat our omlettes in silence. After we clean up, Danny pulls me into a kiss. I feel like electricity is running through my veins. I deepen the kiss. I want him. I want him so bad, and I remember he bought condoms. My heart beats quickly and then stops. I want him. I pull out of the kiss and look into his eyes. Our eyes lock. I smile and I nod my head. I want him. His palms rest on my arms. He looks into my eyes more closely.
"Are you sure Alie?" I nod my head an reach up on my toes to kiss him. Sparks fly everywhere. We go upstairs to my room and close the door. We climb onto my bed still kissing. His hand is sliding up the side of my shirt. I want him. I feel all tingly and warm. He pulls out of the kiss and looks at me.
"Are you sure babe? I don't want to force you into anything." He means it. I love him, and I want him to be my first. I want him. I smile, and he smiles back. We sit up on my bed kissing. His hands find the bottom of my tank top and pulls it up and off swiftly. My heart reaces. I pull his t-shirt off. He leans over me laying me back on my bed. He pulls my boxers off. and leans down and kisses me on my lips. He slowly kisses me down from my lips to my neck, to my neck to my chest. And from my chest to my belly button. I feel like I'm going to expload. He kisses me from my belly button down to above my underwear. He slides his track pants off. I help him take his boxers off. Oh. My. God. It's huge. He smiles and looks at me.
"Are you sure babe?" I nod my head. He leans over and grabs his wallet. He pulls back the zipper and takes a condom out. He rips the condom open and puts it on. He leans down and kisses my neck. With one hand he guides himself into me. I take a deep breath. He slowly pumps himself into me. It hurts. I do my best to keep me from whimpering, but he hears one and looks up at me. He looks worried.
"I'm okay." He looks into my eyes and kisses my forehead. M pain starts to turn into pleasure. I let out a quiet moan. Danny smiles and picks the pace up a little bit. He thrusts himself into me and I moan. He thrusts harder and harder each time. I can't help but moan and grab his shoulders. He kisses my neck and kisses my ear. I feel zap of heat strike through me. I moan louder. This feels so good. He thrusts himself harder and deeper. A loud moan escapes me. He goes faster. I sink my fingers into his shoulders and he goes slower but he thrusts harder. I feel like my body is locking up. My toes curl up and several moans escape my throat.
"I love you Alie." Danny sounds like he's run a race. He said each word seperatley. I look into his eyes. Say it. Now I tell myself.
"I love you too." He leans down and kisses me. He stops pumping himself into me. We just kiss for a fw minutes then he thursts himself hard into me. He thursts faster and harder. I take a breath and close my eyess. He starts kissing down my neck again to my belly button. Danny lays himself down besides me and pulls me into a hug.
"How's the pain babe?" He runs his hand through my hair. I wish I could fall asleep like this everynight.
"It's not that bad. Just stings a little bit." He kisses my forehead.
"What would you like to do today babe?"
"I don't know. It looks like it's going to rain all day."
"Want to go to the movie store and pick some movies out?" I like his idea. I could cuddle up into his strong arms and forget all about the website. I look up at him and smile. I get up and walk over to my dresser get a bra and underwear. I slip them on and g ove to my cloet and grab a pair of short shorts and a tank top and a sweater. I walk over to the bathroom. I brush my hair. I throw it up into a messy bun and put a thin headband on keep the loose hairs in. When I come out, Danny is no where in sight. I look around for him. He's no where. He comes up behind me and squeezes my waist making me squeel. We run down the stairs and into Danny's jeep. It's pouring. Thank god he has is cover up otherwise the jeep would be a pool. We pull out of the driveway.
"How you feeling babe?" Danny grabs my hand and squeezes it.
"It hurts a little bit, but it should stop in a bit."
"I'm sorry."
"Why? It was amazing."
"Because I hurt you."
"You didn't hurt me. It was because it was my first time." Danny squeezes my hand. We pull into Bandito videos. We run into the store trying to dodge the rain. Danny grabs my hand and we walk to the new releases. We both lean and we grab the same movie. I giggle. 'Friends with Benefits'.
"Let's get two more." Danny slides his arm around my hip and pulls me close.
"Okay. What would you genre would you like?"
"How about a horror movie and an Ice age movie?" Danny runs his hand through his hand. I laugh quietly and nod my head. I head to the jeep while Danny rents the movies. On my way to the jeep, I hear my name and turn.
***
I wake up Danny leaning over me. I'm in my bed in my fleece pajama bottoms and a tank top. What happened? I try to bring myself to a sitting position. Danny supports my back as I get up.
"What happened? All I remember is someone calling my name and then everything goes black."
"You went to the jeep, and Brittany called you, when you turned to look, she punched you out. I'm sorry I wasn't out there babe." Dany gentely pulls me into a hug. He kisses my forehead. I get up and go to the bathroom and look