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there, gazing across the sea, was the same woman’s face I had seen
suspended in mid-air above my cab on the previous night. Astonishing
as it may seem, there could be no possible doubt about it—I
recognised the expressive eyes, the sweet mouth, and the soft, wavy
hair as plainly as if I had known her all my life long.
Thinking it was still only a creation of my own fancy, and that in
a moment it would fade away as before, I stared hard at it, resolved,
while I had the chance, to still further impress every feature
upon my memory. But it did not vanish as I expected. I rubbed my eyes
in an endeavour to find out if I were awake or asleep, but that made
no difference. She still remained. I was quite convinced by this
time, however, that she was flesh and blood. But who could she be,
and where had I really seen her face before? For something like five
minutes I watched her, and then for the first time she looked down at
the deck where I sat. Suddenly she caught sight of me, and almost at
the same instant I saw her give a little start of astonishment.
Evidently she had also seen me in some other place, but could no more
recall it than myself.
As soon as she had recovered from her astonishment she glanced
round the waste of water again and then moved away. But even when she
had left me I could not for the life of me rid myself of my feeling
of astonishment. I reviewed my past life in an attempt to remember
where I had met her, but still without success. While I was
wondering, my friend the chief steward came along the deck again. I
accosted him, and asked if he could tell me the name of the lady with
the wavy brown hair whom I could see talking to the captain at the
door of the chart house. He looked in the direction indicated, and
then said:
“Her name is Maybourne—Miss Agnes Maybourne. Her father is a big
mine owner at the Cape, so I’m told. Her mother died about a year
ago, I heard the skipper telling a lady aft this morning, and it
seems the poor young thing felt the loss terribly. She’s been home
for a trip with an old uncle to try and cheer her up a bit, and now
they are on their way back home again.”
“Thank you very much,” I said. “I have been puzzling over her face
for some time. She’s exactly like someone I’ve met some time or
other, but where, I can’t remember.”
On this introduction the steward favoured me with a long account
of a cousin of his—a steward on board an Atlantic liner—who, it
would appear, was always being mistaken for other people; to such a
length did this misfortune carry him that he was once arrested in
Liverpool on suspicion of being a famous forger who was then at
large. Whether he was sentenced and served a term of penal servitude,
or whether the mistake was discovered and he was acquitted, I cannot
now remember; but I have a faint recollection that my friend
described it as a case that baffled the ingenuity of Scotland Yard,
and raised more than one new point of law, which he, of course, was
alone able to set right in a satisfactory manner.
Needless to say, Miss Maybourne’s face continued to excite my
wonder and curiosity for the remainder of the afternoon; and when I
saw her the following morning promenading the hurricane deck in the
company of a dignified grey-haired gentleman, with a clean-shaven,
shrewd face, who I set down to be her uncle, I discovered that my
interest had in no way abated. This wonderment and mystification kept
me company for longer than I liked, and it was not until we were
bidding “good-bye” to the Channel that I determined to give up
brooding over it and think about something else.
Once Old England was properly behind us, and we were out on the
open ocean, experiencing the beauties of a true Atlantic swell, and
wondering what our portion was to be in the Bay of Biscay, my old
nervousness returned upon me. This will be scarcely a matter for
wonder when you reflect that every day we were drawing nearer our
first port of call, and at Teneriffe I should know whether or not the
police had discovered the route I had taken. If they had, I should
certainly be arrested as soon as the vessel came to anchor, and be
detained in the Portuguese prison until an officer should arrive from
England to take charge of me and conduct me home for trial. Again and
again I pictured that return, the mortification of my relatives, and
the excitement of the Press; and several times I calmly deliberated
with myself as to whether the best course for me to pursue would not
be to drop quietly overboard some dark night, and thus prevent the
degradation that would be my portion if I were taken home and placed
upon my trial. However, had I but known it, I might have spared
myself all this anxiety, for the future had something in store for me
which I had never taken into consideration, and which was destined to
upset all my calculations in a most unexpected fashion.
How strange a thing is Fate, and by what small circumstances are
the currents of our lives diverted! If I had not had my match-box in
my pocket on the occasion I am about to describe, what a very
different tale I should have had to tell. You must bear with me if I
dwell upon it, for it is the one little bit of that portion of my
life that I love to remember. It all came about in this way: On the
evening in question I was standing smoking against the port bulwarks
between the fore rigging and the steps leading to the hurricane deck.
What the exact time was I cannot remember. It may have been eight,
and it might possibly have been half-past; one thing, at any rate, is
certain: dinner was over in the saloon, for some of the passengers
were promenading the hurricane deck. My pipe was very nearly done,
and, having nothing better to do, I was beginning to think of turning
in, when the second officer came out of the alley way and asked me
for a match. He was a civil young fellow of two or three-and-twenty,
and when I had furnished him with what he wanted, we fell into
conversation. In the course of our yarning he mentioned the name of
the ship upon which he had served his apprenticeship. Then, for the
first time for many years, I remembered that I had a cousin who had
also spent some years aboard her. I mentioned his name, and to my
surprise he remembered him perfectly.
“Blakeley,” he cried; “Charley Blakeley, do you mean? Why, I knew
him as well as I knew any man! As fine a fellow as ever stepped. We
made three voyages to China and back together. I’ve got a photograph
of him in my berth now. Come along and see it.”
On this invitation I followed him from my own part of the vessel,
down the alley way, past the engine-room, to his quarters, which were
situated at the end, and looked over the after spar deck that
separated the poop from the hurricane deck. When I had seen the
picture I stood at the door talking to him for some minutes, and
while thus engaged saw two ladies and a gentleman come out of the
saloon and go up the ladder to the deck above our heads. From where I
stood I could hear their voices distinctly, and could not help
envying them their happiness. How different was it to my miserable
lot!
Suddenly there rang out a woman’s scream, followed by another, and
then a man’s voice shouting frantically, “Help, help! Miss Maybourne
has fallen overboard.”
The words were scarcely out of his mouth before I had left the
alley way, crossed the well, and was climbing the ladder that led to
the poop. A second or two later I was at the taffrail, had thrown off
my coat, mounted the rail, and, catching sight of a figure struggling
among the cream of the wake astern, had plunged in after her. The
whole thing, from the time the first shriek was uttered until I had
risen to the surface, and was blowing the water from my mouth and
looking about me for the girl, could not have taken more than twenty
seconds, and yet in it I seemed to live a lifetime. Ahead of me the
great ship towered up to the heavens; all round me was the black
bosom of the ocean, with the stars looking down at it in their
winking grandeur.
For some moments after I had come to the surface I could see
nothing of the girl I had jumped overboard to |rescue. She seemed to
have quite disappeared. Then, while on the summit of a wave, I caught
a glimpse of her, and, putting forth all my strength, swam towards
her. Eternities elapsed before I reached her. When I did I came
carefully up alongside, and put my left arm under her shoulders to
sustain her. She was quite sensible, and, strangely enough, not in
the least frightened.
“Can you swim?” I asked, anxiously, as I began to tread water.
“A little, but not very well,” she answered. “I’m afraid I am
getting rather tired.”
“Lean upon me,” I answered. “Try not to be afraid; they will lower
a boat in a few moments, and pick us up.”
She said no more, but fought hard to keep herself afloat. The
weight upon my arm was almost more than I could bear, and I began to
fear that if the rescue boat did not soon pick us up they might have
their row for nothing. Then my ears caught the chirp of oars, and the
voice of the second officer encouraging his men in their search for
us.
“If you can hold on for another three or four minutes,” I said in
gasps to my companion, “all will be well.”
“I will try,” she answered, bravely; “but I fear I shall not be
able to. My strength is quite gone.”
Her clothes were sodden with water, and added greatly to the
weight I had to support. Not once, but half-a-dozen times, seas,
cold as ice, broke over us; and once I was compelled to let go my
hold of her. When I rose to the surface again some seconds elapsed
before I could find her. She had sunk, and by the time I had dived
and got my arm round her again she was quite unconscious. The boat
was now about thirty yards distant from us, and already the men in
her had sighted us and were pulling with all their strength to our
assistance. In another minute or so they would be alongside, but the
question was whether I could hold out so long. A minute contained
sixty seconds, and each second was an eternity of waiting.
When they were near enough to hear my voice I called to them with
all my strength to make haste. I saw the bows of the boat come closer
and closer, and could distinctly distinguish the hissing of the water
under her bows.
“If you can hold on for a few seconds longer,” shouted the officer
in command, “we’ll get you aboard.”
I heard the men on the starboard side throw in their oars.
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