Bullet's Riley: Ruthless Renegades by Kat Cameron (best motivational books of all time .txt) 📗

Reese

Being out was always freeing, but this time the nerves were in full force which wasn’t something that I was used to. I understood what Riley meant by wanting Stana to accept us because I wanted the same thing. Although I never expressed my feelings, I was afraid of being rejected by her. So, as Riley let me pull forward, I kept our eyes shut for a couple seconds before taking a deep breath.

“You can open your eyes, Riley. I am not mad at you,” Stana said. I don’t think she understood the transition that just took place right in front of her eyes though. I shook my head and laughed lightly. I knew that my voice was slightly different then Riley’s, so when I heard Stana gasp, I knew she understood then.

“Reese,” she whispered. Opening my eyes and slowly looking at her, she looked stunned, but understanding. Like this was the answer to all her questions. I nodded my head but didn’t say anything, almost afraid that I was going to scare her away. Her eyes got big but she didn’t look scared. In fact, a big smile came over her face. Next thing I knew she was surrounding me in a big hug.

“I knew something was different when I would see her stare off distantly sometimes!” she squealed. Okay, this was not the reaction I thought was going to happen. Not even close.

“You knew something was different?” I wondered. She nodded and explained.

“There were times when I saw your eyes go cold. It was like you were, well... going somewhere else in your mind. Well, Riley, I mean. It all makes sense now,” she mused.

“So, you aren’t mad at Riley?” I asked.

“No. Absolutely not. I want to thank you for being there for Riley when no one else was. I don’t want to even think about where she could have been if it wasn’t for you,” she told me with so much sincerity in her voice, it kind of shocked me.

“Alright, that is enough with this mushy shit. That is Riley’s department. I am going to hide in my hidey hole now.”

Bullet

I knew what church was going to be about. My nerves were making themselves known now more than ever. I was nervous because I could still be voted to stay a probate even though Snake and some of the other brothers wanted to patch me in. No matter what happened, I would still be here.

“Alright brothers. I called church because I wanted to vote in one of our probates. He has been here for a year and he proved to myself and Crow that he should be a patched member. Let’s take a vote. All for Bullet being patched in?” Everyone said aye. Which meant more to me than anyone could imagine, considering I never had a family like this. The only family I had was the shit that I could only pretend was a family.

“That was easy. Now Bullet, come up here and get your official cut, brother!” Everyone started clapping and hollering in celebration. From there it was pretty much a shit storm of shots, the women all having fun, and the men drinking like their life depended on it. At one point, I was pretty sure Stana was dragging Crow to the bedroom for a quick fuck even though he was piss drunk. Which reminded me... my woman was looking beautiful as fuck and like she had a weight off her shoulders. I was wondering what that was about when I realized that Reese came out to play. Damn, I really shouldn’t be looking at her this way but I couldn’t help it. She was Riley so it wasn’t cheating, was it? Fuck it. I will just ask her what she thinks. If she thought so, she would just chop my fucking dick off anyways.

“Baby,” I purred into her ear, making sure to lick the bottom part of her neck where it met her shoulder. She was talking to Grinder but I felt her shiver. The conversation went right along as if I hadn’t even been here. Well that just wouldn’t do. I wrenched my hand in her hair and gripped tight. She sucked in a breath and stopped in the middle of her sentence. Much fucking better. Then I felt the prickle of her knife right at my hardened cock. Fuck! Why did that turn me on? I might have growled at her too.

“Excuse us, brother. We got some shit to take care of.” I dragged her into the bedroom and slammed her against the door while taking her mouth like our lives depended on it. She thrust her hands into my hair and pulled hard enough to make me wince but not pull away. Knife forgotten, I dropped my hands to her thighs as I lifted her so she could wrap her legs around my waist. As I laid her on the bed, she did some kind of move so I was under her and she hopped off me. I was a little confused before I saw that she was picking up that goddamn knife again.

“You think you are just going to get me into bed that easily? You know Riley is just as turned on as I am and she is totally down for this, but we are going to do things my way because this is most likely the only time it is going to happen. Understand?” I nodded yes because I didn’t know if I was capable of answering yet.

“Get naked and lie on the bed.” The demand in her voice made me fucking shiver and I wasn’t the type to be dominated in bed by women. But if this was the only chance I was going to get with Reese then I may as well make it worth both of our time. So I did what she told me, and I laid