true whispers - smit mehta (black female authors .txt) 📗

I have locked myself in a room,surrounded myself with the shades of my shadow along with the flaming rays of sun that wash my feet,giving me enough reason to live tomorrow for it gives me hope of a new seeking,a different beginning,a better meaning for a weaker sibling!i am afraid to look out of the window,terrified at little noises my resemblances may make,either about me or their mundane happenings.little do i know about the fear that resides within me,the fear of defeat swallowing me,the fear of competition killing me and the smaller details happening with me.

i blow the candle away,close my eyes to accept the deep silence and the darkness,the only thing which appreciates my existance forever with a placid nature.my soul accepts it with grace as the hand keeps ticking and warning me about the the lost time it makes but i realise deep within myself,either am wasted as each day shall pass or the other way which awaits mystery!my mind views mystery as hypothecation and wastage as the realisation which every individual is a part of;i might be part of the same one day with little reluctance for like others its difficult to give up the worldly pleasures that surround me.the path of mystery awaits only for the most fortunate people who discover the true meaning of life.

but am glad the loneliness helps me in pointing out the little glimpses of the mystery path,the path which is devoid of money,fame,lust,jealousy in irrelevant order of importance and is visible to only few who are not binded by strong emotions.

i speak with my soul within those four walls and take the lessons of wisdom that life teaches me,people around me and the globe.A book guides my thinking,binds my knowledge and minds my soul with futile though worthy attempts.

Such is the game destiny plays with us,it renders our imagination a thought which is contingent enough to keep the world talking as i take a walk within those walls with a hope that passed with the sunset for a new rise..

Publication Date: 02-19-2010

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