Am I Crazy? - Ashley.... (room on the broom read aloud .txt) 📗

Am I crazy?I don't know what I feel anymore.
Am I crazy?
I just can't think straight anymore.
I don't no whats going on.
It was open,but now the door just shut in my face.
Am I crazy?
I don't know what to do,what to think,how to live.
My life isn't my own anymore.
But was it every really mine to begin with?
I can't feel, I can't think
I don't even know if my heart is still beating.
Something isn't right ,did I give up the fight?
Am I gone forever
from the place I called home,
that I called safe?......
Please....help me....

I don't want to be like this forever...
..Pull me out of the grave that I dug for myself
...Help me breath again......
...Am I CRAZY?
I can't feel my heart beat anymore.
Am I crazy?
Am I gone from the place before?
I think I've gone crazy.
Because what if there's no saving me..
What if I pushed myself over the edge?
Maybe there is no turning back..
What has been done...has been done.
But something deep inside me won't let me go.
Thats why I ask.




Am I crazy?
Torn between what is good and evil.
Am I crazy?
Not knowing which one is which?
Making me stay in the corner and cry.
Am I crazy?
All I am is just mest up inside...



And I need your help...
God..send me an angel..
to derect me to the right path..
because all I do is cry at night..
I need your strength to pull me through..
Because I fear if I don't find a way out of the dark...
I will never see the light again........
I Can't Think ,
I can't Speak,
I can't breath anymore.

Publication Date: 10-29-2011

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