poems of the heart - shalyse perez (good books to read for women .TXT) 📗

January 13,2010
Life.2

On a cold winter day i sat thinking of nothing but sadened thoughts
and i listened to the sounds of sorrow and as i sat there deep into
my own worst nightmare with no one to save me but myself i soon
realized that there was hope for me yet and the the most wonderful
thought popped up into my head and then and there i felt at peace
and happy to be finally free from a nightmare i created,so i got up
and walked out my door with no care of what people thought of me
or what they say and with a new direction of light i not only set myself
free i had opened a new door too a forever lasting happiness and that
gave me hope for things too get better in my lifes story.
-shalyse perez
February 07, 2010
My life saying.1
Love,one thing no one understands it but a wise person looked for a
life saying that went with how i feel and she,told me that i really do
love this person because the saying she found for me said,If you
love some one turely you are happy for them when there happy with
some one else even though its not you your still happy for them
then she told me as long as you are happy for him one day he
will return and be yours and if he dosent he was never worth loving
and he will never turely be happy without you and he will one day look
back and think on how much he messed up,by it is all up
to how much you care and how much you love him and if you do this
right he will always be yours, heart and soul forever more...
-shalyse perez
February 17, 2010
Shadows of the past
The shadows of my past haunt me i run and hide from my saddened
memories but i cant escape, it seems like ive fallen into a nightmare
and i cant wake up, what did i do to disurve this,i hide in my own
shadow so consumed in my own dispair that i couldnt see the light
and all the good memories i had were could never find them,
so i sat there on the floor looking at my shadow whishing it would just go
away and that the sorrows of everyones regreted memories would die out
and i could some how be happy but since you can never be happy forever
there is no happy ending to my story i only hope that my true love will never
have to indoor the same depressing sorrows and pain of regreted memories...
-shalyse perez
A friend requested poem that they wanted me to write about them-

February 19, 2010
The enternal sleep
Humans come and go out of this world,i wish they would stay but,
my only hope for that is to pray,my true love i have no worry of him dying
he lives on forever,he lives on crying,crying i can hear in his heart,in
the past i thought it was a good thing but now i understand it,i hope
for only happiness for him,i hope for him to die,its a sad thought
in my heart but,to live without dying is an even worse thought,i hope he dies
so he can finally be at peace,i no i will cry months on end but at least hes
happy,and some day i will be there with him the question is only when...
-shalyse perez
February 19, 2010
A broken heart
Sadened thoughts writen across my heart,my soul is blue,all my dreams of
me and you could never be,we're to much alike,to much different,vampires like
us could never be happy together,if we were many humans would die,so we can only
be happy if we were both dead but together,i like the thought of dying i have no
reason to fear death.but he can never die,so my soul will carry on darkened and
gray as i dream of things that will never be...
-shalyse perez
February 20, 2010
Confusion 2.
Im hopelessly confused,i care about you and some times wonder what your thinking
when your just looking at me as i day dream,i ofen feel sorry for you because i no you
like me and i like you as a friend but we could never be together because im a vampire thats just how it is,ive ofen times tryed