You - rainbowgirl (best contemporary novels TXT) 📗

Just a little lovely smile,

a whole live or just a while,

just a look into your face,

being with you and sharing your ways.

Don’t want to miss you and your name

never want to feel the same

like I do now and today

because it hurts in such a bad way.

Give me a gun and I’ll shoot me down, -

I wish I never would have you known

.


I wish it would have been different.
And I wish everything would be all right.
I wish I would never have met you.
And I wish I wouldn’t have to fight.

I know I have made some things wrong.
But it wasn’t my fault, unless it’s true what I was told:
Not to think about you or your name.
But I still feel the same.

Today it’s your birthday.
So you’re still alive.
But what can I do, just to see you?
And to look right into your face -
Between me and you there’s too much space.

The truth is that I am feeling so strange
And I think that I have no choice
Than to let you know what happened to me
So tell me right now: Do you see?

That’s the case and you’re not the key
But I wish you would have been the only for me.

It’s summer, feeling good
Somehow I think I should
Try to fly away,
not to be so shy anymore
for meeting more people.

Having twins as my best friends
The only friends holding my hands
And a computer of course,
Jambo it’s called, an energy source
With him I can chat in the internet
But even there now I don’t dare
Talking to people.

But then I met
And was really glad
Soemone who said
call me a friend.
And now you see, it’s sad for me
To loose him.

Publication Date: 07-04-2009

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Dedication:
for him