What I Feel - Patricia Galindez (best beach reads of all time .TXT) 📗

Outsider

Everywhere I go I get ignored,

It's like nobody sees me at all,

I bet people don't know I even exist,

I'm the one who always stays quiet,

So what's the point of having a voice?


A person that gets ignored,

Or people that realize they're not there,

They are the outsiders,

That's me I'm the outsider,

A person that shouldn't be in the world of others,

It's wrong for me to be here.


I have it so tough now when I'm invisible,

How am I suppose to live my life,

Everyone has it better than I do,

I wish I had the life of someone else,

And they can have mine,

But what kind of person would want a life of an outsider?


I'll have to face the fact that I will be invisible forever,

No one will have to put up with me,

And on one would ever notice me in their world.

My Own Little World

My existence Isn't were I want it to be,

I only seem to be living in a boring life,

It's where I go to do the same thing,

Wake up,

And face the day,

Continuing my dull life,

The world has it's ways to make my day so down.


I always dreamed about living in another world,

One that's the way I want it to be,

One that's in my control to change,

Always having to spend it on my own,

It's my fantasy world,

Where I can imagine,

And most of all,

Be happy,

It's my own little world.

Show My Tears

Big grey clouds,

Let go of the water in you,

Let it rain,

Make the water droplets symbolize my tears,

Show them all that I'm in sorrow,

Fall hard to the ground,

And flood all my pains away.

Hate Being Me

If ever feeling to hate yourself,

Do it,

Express it,

I'm not much of a fan of myself,

I'm caught between of ugly and pretty,

Never reaching above that,

It's all I'll ever be,

Being anti-social,

Is a trait that'll never go away,

I'll be alone,

And not have any comfort from anyone,

My only friend is being my music,

It relates to me,

No matter what mood I'm in,

There's so much to hate,

I just wish i was a somebody,

Sometimes I just hate being me,

But i have to deal with it,

Until the day I die.

Nothing But Loneliness

Depression takes over,

All I want to do is to be alone,

And all I want is to be alone,

Most just want to help,

But they never listen,

I tell them and tell them,

And again they don’t get it.


Deep inside I need a person that will understand,

To help me when I need it,

But most of all,

It’s their company,

When opening my eyes,

It’s just a dream wanting to become real.


In the real world I have nothing like that,

In the real world I’m still in depression,

Always to hum a sad song,

Over and over and over,

It helps me take away my mind off of things,

I realize I hate living in reality,

What I think of reality,

It brings you down,

It brings down your dreams,

Crushing your dreams,

I wish of living in a dream world,

Where everything comes true,

But right now I have nothing,

Nothing but loneliness.

Too Much Noise

For one day I feel so frustrated,

So much frustration can make me scream,

Inside a room there is so much noise I can’t take it,

It’s like all the noise is trying to get inside my head,

And never stops,

I may never be in a place where it’s quiet.


I went to the quietest place I could ever find,

But even here,

I can hear too much,

I’ve been cursed with this noise inside my head.


I’m scared I may never find peace,

I want to find a way to make my curse disappear,

I couldn’t live with it,

No one could,

I know that everyone wants peace wherever they go.

Loner Girl

Many want to be noticed,

Being the center of attention,

But not me,

I decided to be a loner,

Be called a loner,

Not many accept what they are,

Even some like me,

They want to come out of the shadows,

I fully accept who I am,

I’m a loner girl.


They always ask the same questions,

Why am I always alone,

Quiet,

I have to say I like being alone,

And quiet,

As soon as they hear,

They all want to change me,

I really don’t want to change my ways now,

I want to be who I am,

A loner girl.

Black Hole Heart

A heart is full of feelings,

It’s full of love,

Happiness,

And life,

Every heart can feel emotions,

All those emotions is what can keep you going,

Nice and joyful emotions in your heart.


My heart is different,

It feels like it’s a black hole,

Sucking all the joy I may have,

It will suck it all up until its empty,

Until it feels all numb,

It doesn't feel love,

Or happiness,

Or life,

All that’s left,

Is just an empty,

Cold,

And lonely heart.